03-09-2016, 09:24 AM
1. Sexualised conversation with females
2. Enhanced sense of humor
3. Girls (My female friends) are approaching me and earlier they were not used to. And, this trend has been seen in my first run and has started once again.
4. Had two dreams. One I don't remember, but I remember one thing from that. Why I am holding back in sex.
5. Another dream I had today.
I, my Cousin, and my female friend, were on the terrace, and I and my female friend agreed to have sex.
My cousin was helping me out to have sex with her and the condition was something that would not let us have sex.
Anyway, I managed to penetrate inside her vagina, and Someone saw us, and we had to stop and leave from in between.
I only remember this much right now.
The dream I had today and another I had earlier made me thought that this stage is getting over some of the most heavy resistance regarding sex I now realize that I had on me, and I am overcoming it.
6. This is the amazing insight that I also had some resistance to sex. I cannot believe it.
7. A girl today friend requested me on facebook, and she was cute girl whom one would want to pluck if she'd have been a flower.
Though I messaged her.
All she did was replied me with short reply or short sentences and quickly stopped messaging her.
I realize that if girl sends the request, atleast I know to some degree, she must be attracted to me.
Though, this is the second time flacking.
The first being on tinder.
8. I started listening the wholetones, and it has made me feel so good. This tones are so wonderful that it has made my mind so quiet and at piece.
2. Enhanced sense of humor
3. Girls (My female friends) are approaching me and earlier they were not used to. And, this trend has been seen in my first run and has started once again.
4. Had two dreams. One I don't remember, but I remember one thing from that. Why I am holding back in sex.
5. Another dream I had today.
I, my Cousin, and my female friend, were on the terrace, and I and my female friend agreed to have sex.
My cousin was helping me out to have sex with her and the condition was something that would not let us have sex.
Anyway, I managed to penetrate inside her vagina, and Someone saw us, and we had to stop and leave from in between.
I only remember this much right now.
The dream I had today and another I had earlier made me thought that this stage is getting over some of the most heavy resistance regarding sex I now realize that I had on me, and I am overcoming it.
6. This is the amazing insight that I also had some resistance to sex. I cannot believe it.
7. A girl today friend requested me on facebook, and she was cute girl whom one would want to pluck if she'd have been a flower.
Though I messaged her.
All she did was replied me with short reply or short sentences and quickly stopped messaging her.
I realize that if girl sends the request, atleast I know to some degree, she must be attracted to me.
Though, this is the second time flacking.
The first being on tinder.
8. I started listening the wholetones, and it has made me feel so good. This tones are so wonderful that it has made my mind so quiet and at piece.
