02-21-2016, 06:27 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-21-2016, 06:31 AM by AlphaScorpio.)
-Day 21-
So last night I was followed on twitter by this girl that I used to know, she'd been stalking me for years and about 2 years ago I went over to her's to have sex, we didnt do it (ED, I smoked alot and watched too much porn) but I went down on her and did some other stuff but she got all funny about it a few days after claiming that I had raped her, so I cut her out completely after that. Anyway she just followed me and I also found out from my sister that this girl has tried to use her friend to contact my sister asking her for my mobile number so me and her can have a "chat". I'm staying clear from this girl from now on, that's how I best know how to deal with weird shit like this.
I have noticed my earbuds are falling out more often when I am sleeping and I also forgot to press repeat on my Ipod the other night, I usually see these as signs of resistance, my subconscious way of stopping the input of instructions from the subliminals, so I'm increasing my daytime exposure to make up for it. I am also thinking about investing in some good quality stereo speakings and doing the ultrasonic @ night and masked @ day route.
Taking responsibility has been a major focus on this sub for some reason, even though there doesn't seem to be any particular focus on it, perhaps it is an indirect effect of neutralizing some fear or shame?
Press on
So last night I was followed on twitter by this girl that I used to know, she'd been stalking me for years and about 2 years ago I went over to her's to have sex, we didnt do it (ED, I smoked alot and watched too much porn) but I went down on her and did some other stuff but she got all funny about it a few days after claiming that I had raped her, so I cut her out completely after that. Anyway she just followed me and I also found out from my sister that this girl has tried to use her friend to contact my sister asking her for my mobile number so me and her can have a "chat". I'm staying clear from this girl from now on, that's how I best know how to deal with weird shit like this.
I have noticed my earbuds are falling out more often when I am sleeping and I also forgot to press repeat on my Ipod the other night, I usually see these as signs of resistance, my subconscious way of stopping the input of instructions from the subliminals, so I'm increasing my daytime exposure to make up for it. I am also thinking about investing in some good quality stereo speakings and doing the ultrasonic @ night and masked @ day route.
Taking responsibility has been a major focus on this sub for some reason, even though there doesn't seem to be any particular focus on it, perhaps it is an indirect effect of neutralizing some fear or shame?
Press on
