02-15-2016, 07:40 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-15-2016, 07:41 AM by Noah Chandra.)
Stage 4 day 7
Still too much smiling , Thinking about what other people think about me, alwats be dissapointed (that's what i feel so far), many people at work don't like me, uncomfortable talking to other people.
I speak like a boss to them. I know that's wrong. Just i can't control my accent. Maybe, that's why they think that i'm unrespectful.
Why do they hate me? While others make a jerking joke and others enjoy it, accept it . Me? NO! They always take it seriously.
I can feel the depression effect on this stage.
I'm still lonelyness.
Why me?
Still too much smiling , Thinking about what other people think about me, alwats be dissapointed (that's what i feel so far), many people at work don't like me, uncomfortable talking to other people.
I speak like a boss to them. I know that's wrong. Just i can't control my accent. Maybe, that's why they think that i'm unrespectful.
Why do they hate me? While others make a jerking joke and others enjoy it, accept it . Me? NO! They always take it seriously.
I can feel the depression effect on this stage.
I'm still lonelyness.
Why me?
