The Path to Alphaness AM5

[Shannon]

Alright. So I have concluded that it is still true that you should not use NG while you are using AM. NG will negate AM's drive to focus on the masculine and bringing forth your masculine essence and potentials, and grounding you in your own natural masculinity. So... don't use these two together.

[JackOfHearts]

24/24, I thought you shouldn't use sub more than 21h/days. So Mir is really different from other sub. I thought my brain would fried if I used it 24/24

[Benjamin]

Yep despite the promises of natural grounding, the alpha male program went way beyond that for me in every way.

-Ben

[Frenchmagnet]

I am on the fisrt day of stage 6 of AM5 I can say to you it is the only tool you need to get girl. I watch one video of natural grounding and I had this feeling that it make you happy but very neutral / or feminine so yeah the girl like you more since you see them in a nonsexual way , but you will have a lot of dificulties to flirt with them. I think NG turn you in the best friend guy ! Stop blaming porn industry , the problem is within you. You need to be confident enough to look at a hot sexy girl in a sexual way and assume it like the alpha male you will be. I am starting to have again 3 girlfriends at the same time. And not like 5 month ago they are not hb8 but girl so sexy and amazing that my bestfriend belived that they was expansive escort girls ! Haha
So put you in mind that girl want a truly sexual alpha male ! Stop everything else and start focusing and your sub and listen to shannon he is always right man .

[JackOfHearts]

Merci du conseil mec. I'm going to restart AM5 stage 5 tonight even if MIR didn't heal me completly, I lost 2 days. I see more obvious change of AM5 everyday so I'm optimist. Yesterday I realize I don't need sex and I really mean it (for once).

[Dee]

I am on the fisrt day of stage 6 of AM5 I can say to you it is the only tool you need to get girl. I watch one video of natural grounding and I had this feeling that it make you happy but very neutral / or feminine so yeah the girl like you more since you see them in a nonsexual way , but you will have a lot of dificulties to flirt with them. I think NG turn you in the best friend guy !

Yes it seems it contradictions it's self in many ways, But i guess its more of a ZEN thing, get the girl by not trying to get the girl, if that makes any sense at all. rather than going in with the intention of using the girl for some sexual reason.

I have'nt done the 1000s of hours recommended for NG but it seems like that's the way it works

[JackOfHearts]

My new experience so far is that I tend to say more what I really think with less fear. I like the feeling I have when I speak, I don't feel weak like before. Now with my best friend I just tell him what's wrong with him instead of hiding it. I think I may lost him but overall it's up to him, I don't really care anymore. He is the kind of guy who never listen to anyone even if he know the person is right.

I had a realization this weekend and now I'm more respectful with my grandma. About my time wih the sub :The 3 first month I have listen for 8 to 10 hour and the 4th month ~11H/night.
Most of my dream I now don't remember, I have dream about been sangoku, super man 2 weeks ago, fu** a girl just before
waking up 4 days ago(it was a nice one).
Yesterday morning I dream that my father was doing NG, it was funny, like he was following my advice.
Should I try to remember my dreams? I think I can remember all if I focus myself in the morning, but most of the time I
don't want to and I am too lazy to focus. Is there any benefit from knowing all your dream?

[jonathan4all]

My new experience so far is that I tend to say more what I really think with less fear. I like the feeling I have when I speak, I don't feel weak like before. Now with my best friend I just tell him what's wrong with him instead of hiding it. I think I may lost him but overall it's up to him, I don't really care anymore. He is the kind of guy who never listen to anyone even if he know the person is right.

I had a realization this weekend and now I'm more respectful with my grandma. About my time wih the sub :The 3 first month I have listen for 8 to 10 hour and the 4th month ~11H/night.
Most of my dream I now don't remember, I have dream about been sangoku, super man 2 weeks ago, fu** a girl just before
waking up 4 days ago(it was a nice one).
Yesterday morning I dream that my father was doing NG, it was funny, like he was following my advice.
Should I try to remember my dreams? I think I can remember all if I focus myself in the morning, but most of the time I
don't want to and I am too lazy to focus. Is there any benefit from knowing all your dream?

Nice dont stop keep listening you are doing really awesome

[JackOfHearts]

5 days of stage 5, I see subtle change when I'm outside with people. It's not a lot but I wouldn't have done that by myself alone. It's like I'm a different person but always been like this. People treat me differently, I see when they are looking at me they don't see the same person. When I'm riding my motorcycle I notice I'm not afraid when cars get near me. It's strange because it should fear me but doesn't anymore. It can be dangerous If I don't pay attention.
With all that there are still a part of me that doesn't trust Shannon sub completely. I know it's working but I don't want to be trapped. This behavior save me in the past when I was half blind, I wouldn't be there without this. And I understand why my friend don't believe me when I try to convince them that this sub really work. Even for me it's hard to believe yet I have seen stuff way crazier than that.
You have to be really open minded to try this kind of product. It brings me this internal question of mine. Why I'm like that and not my friend around me? I'm always trying to find a solution to living better while people just ignore it completely. Even when I was 9 I didn't accept the way people where behaving, they tried to shape me but I didn't conform to their way of life.
My English teacher ask me if I was a genius 1 month ago, I told her I didn't think so (in French).
I'm reading a book about subliminal perception and one thing attract my attention. The book describes genius children, they say genius children have a lower threshold. The more I think about it the more I think I'm a bit of a genius too because I always saw what people would just ignore. It would be awesome to lower this threshold a bit more. I'm wondering if Shannon can build a sub who can do that.
I think it's possible because when I smoke weed I feel like the threshold gets lower but in the process I lose control and get paranoid. But it's like I have more access to my subconscious. But I hate to get paranoid so I don't smoke anymore. When I smoked I would write everything I was thinking just to be sure I wasn't paranoid. And when I read what I was writing I can't understand all of it, it's like I was a different person. Now I understand it might be because of that threshold.

[JackOfHearts]

I have been reading all Shannon Journal 2 , it's quite an amazing journey. The most amazing thing I discovered was the levitation stuff. I'm curious where did he find that information wow. The funny thing is I use Linux too like him, I can't stand using windows, I'm a perfectionist so I don't like using Windows. I discovered a lot of information about his product and how they work, it was a good read. By the way Shannon can you recommend me a book about self improvement and the different laws of the universe. A book that is according to you most accurate about how the world/universe works. I don't like living in a world that I don't know how it works.

About my journey : I had two dream where I got conscious just before I woke up. In one of them I was falling with a table and the other I was breaking while driving and falling outside the road. In both of them when I woke up, I felt like my whole body was paralyzed and it felt like a heat, it was like my blood was stopped because my body was not in a good position to flow. But my body was straight and my arm on top of my belly, I felt like I was in control of the situation and I wasn't paralyzed at all, it was a great feeling even if it was a bit of a nightmare but I wasn't afraid at all. Very different from the last month where I woke up completely afraid because I thought my headset cord was a snake xD. When I go out I didn't see any change worth mentioning or it's things I already said.

I realized and don't want anymore to just look at my computer and sometimes just being too much on something useless. Like sometimes I'm an a news site and I have read all the stuff but I keep looking because I want more (needy state). I realized I bought a book and
I was waiting for it to come (it's was a bit hard at the end). And then when I got it I didn't read it. It's like when I download things on Internet, when I finished the downloading I sometimes don't use right away. But when it's downloading I'm thinking it's too slow.

I have been a bit more depress than usual these 2 last days, a bit lazy. I have stop NG, sometimes I watch a Girls Generation clip but I try not to.

[JackOfHearts]

This Saturday was awesome, I really feel the effect of AM5. All the day I was feeling like James Bond.
When I had lunch there were a blond that was keeping looking at me. I was with my friends on motorcycle so this might be the reason she was in awe. But then the night I got out too with some other friends and we went to a restaurant. I was feeling like James bond, just 15 minutes earlier I drunk a bit of alcohol. When I come in the restaurant, I looked at a beautiful girl that I might know in the past and she was staring at me too but I just saw her twice so I can't say if she was really interested.
But when I was sitting with my friend there was 2 girls to my left on a table that was looking at me ( I think they look at me about 150 times in the night). In front of me three girls and a man came in. The guy left for 10 min I think and the 3 girls were alone on the table. I saw them and they didn't like the table and they were staring at me in the same time. I didn't hear what they said but they change table to get closer to me and still in front of me. It seems that one the girls was the man's girlfriend and she was looking at me a lot of times too. The second girl in front of me was looking at me too, I didn't notice at first but she was too. All the night the night these 4 girls was looking me. Before AM5 I would get girls looking at me but 4 in the same times never. Plus the girls on the left was with her Dad and he notices it because it was too obvious, they were like dogs staring at a meal they could not get. At the end of the night the 3 girls in front of me left and the guy was left alone and after they left the guy was looking at me. I think he didn't understand anything, he was doing a beta behavior all the night, I felt sorry for him so I just look the 2 others girl to my left.
There is only 11 days left of AM5 stage 5 for me to do. The more obvious change I got is my body language. The second obvious change is the people around me changed they behavior.
Yesterday I read again “ How the become an AM by John Alexander”, I didn't feel the same compare to the first time I read it. The first time I read it I was in stage 1 so a lot of stuff have change since. I going to read it again in stage 6.

[JackOfHearts]

Stage 5 Day 26:

It's so cool to be myself, I love it. Being able to walk alone and enjoying it while people is looking at me wondering how I can be so confident. I love the effect of the sub. Like I said before I was confident about 6.5/10 but now I would say 8/10. And the part of loving myself is so cool. A lot of people stare at me (lot of girls and some guys). This night I felt the desire to go to a restaurant alone just to enjoy it but I didn't do it because I need to rest for tomorrow. The naturalizer is a beast I love it.

I have been using the meditation set for about a week now. I'm not sure how it affect me but it seems I'm thinking more clearly, more freely (might be AM5 too)

Day 27:
Today I felt desire to ride my motorcycle like a mad man. It was so much fun, AM5 is making me going out like I can't stay home and read a book. But I advice people who run AM5 with a motorcycle to be careful because I feel less fear than before so I have to adapt my riding accordingly.

[JackOfHearts]

Stage 5 Day 28

I went to a club yesterday, last time I went there was in the 3 stage of AM5. I can say the change in my behavior are awesome. I didn't do a lot things but I displayed my alphaness. I just drink once and it was just to appear not too extreme from my friends.

The most amazing thing that happened to me was this guy who was almost twice my size and was looking for my approval. I would rate this guy on physical a 9/10.
It was around 3am, I sat in front of the dance floor next to the bar. 5 minute later this guy with his girl friend came next to me. His girl friend was checking me too by the way.
He was half drunk like everyone in this club (I was one of the few sober). 3 minutes later this guy open his wallet's girl friend to show me what's inside. I didn't understand what he wanted me to do, him too I think but he was looking for my approval. This has never happened to me before in a club with a complete stranger.

Second thing that is maybe useful but it's getting like daily life to me now. A girl with a boyfriend was staring at me while dancing on the dance floor. The guy wasn't there and I didn't know she was in couple. I didn't do anything with her, I just dance next to her enjoying myself. But she kept checking me. Later in the night his boyfriend came to offer her a rose (beta). So when I saw that I laugh inside myself, I had a bit pity for the guy.

Overall this night was cool even if people in club are crazy and the music is ****.

[JackOfHearts]

Stage 5 day 31 and 32:
Sex overload I would say and then going out with friends. Not much to notice. I talk to a few girls with almost no fear, with a pretty good voice and posture, but nothing new. The problem is I talk but can't go on to conclude on something.

Stage 6 day 1, 2, 3:

It felt a bit hard Saturday and Sunday. I don't know if it's the sub or the fact I lost my LG G2 when riding my motorcycle.
Today was normal. But I procrastinate, I don't want to do stuff I don't like to work on.