Darth you said you have become somewhat depressed, irritable and regressed in social ability. So the program was not ineffective like you said it was. But I personally don't hold that against you. I felt like shit after my second run through of alpha because I was going through a rough transition period. In fact, my first run through went much better. But I was faced with some truths that at the time I couldn't really deal with until a month or so after being off of AM for the second time. You are resistant to change and this is obvious. BUT the program did work. No matter what way you look at it your subconcious is being refocused and consciously you are having trouble with that. I say give it a month with no subs like Shannon said. Then maybe try one of the smaller programs.. Be patient.
Btw you could have a chat with mat422. He resisted AM heavily during his first run through but he's stated that his second run through has helped him some more. To add, he is also a resistant personality like you are.
Btw you could have a chat with mat422. He resisted AM heavily during his first run through but he's stated that his second run through has helped him some more. To add, he is also a resistant personality like you are.
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