Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[apollolux]

We shall see what happens... not everyone wants me to succeed, and I suspect that more will join that bandwagon before I am finished succeeding.

I'm going to be honest, I cringe when I hear or read someone say this, as it feels very much like a conspiracy theorist mentality. "THEY" don't want us to know about "it." "THEY" are in control of "everything." And so on. Paranoia.

Now, admittedly there will be times for some people when there is at least one person actively trying to ruin their life; I know you've written on here about at least one person, Shannon, and I myself, as well as one or two other people here, have written on here about someone like that, but wordage like the above feels very hyperbolic. Business competition is one thing, but you write as if there is a group of people actively conspiring to tank you and/or your business endeavors.

[Have at ye]

We shall see what happens... not everyone wants me to succeed, and I suspect that more will join that bandwagon before I am finished succeeding.

I'm going to be honest, I cringe when I hear or read someone say this, as it feels very much like a conspiracy theorist mentality. "THEY" don't want us to know about "it." "THEY" are in control of "everything." And so on. Paranoia.

Now, admittedly there will be times for some people when there is at least one person actively trying to ruin their life; I know you've written on here about at least one person, Shannon, and I myself, as well as one or two other people here, have written on here about someone like that, but wordage like the above feels very hyperbolic. Business competition is one thing, but you write as if there is a group of people actively conspiring to tank you and/or your business endeavors.

Heheh.

As one wise-but-crazy man once said, "Paranoia means having all the facts".

The fact that there is, probably, no group "actively conspiring" to tank someone does not mean there are not numerous people who dislike the idea of someone succeeding at something, and I'd wager a guess there's a bunch of people who will not like seeing Shannon succeed with what he's been doing - and even their intent, or ill-will, when focused and great enough, can lead to adversity.

Heck, I'd wager a guess that certain forum members actively using DMSI are actually subconsciously resenting the idea of DMSI ever achieving its goals (mostly because it's going to prove that they *may have been wrong all this time*), thus making the entire process of working on the darn thing such an ordeal for the man.

[thor2014]

Shannon your spot on. My father dominated and attempted to control my life for nearly 30 years through shaming and emotional blackmail. He is a control freak even though I am living away from him and is also exibits narcissism at times. Even though I away from him there is something inside of me that makes me fear him. So it may well benefit others in my situation.

If the script still fails to execute maybe you add in some additional execution in the newer version of DMSI. I do not believe i am the only one who has this issue.

Day 14 - DMSI 3.2 A 7 loops

Another bizzare dream I am about to have sex with a girl in my own house she is naked so am i, when suddenly I hear my father walking into my own house screaming and shouting. I get scared and the dream ends.

Been out and about the city socializing no external effects so far.

I'm noticing you have a shift in your dreams now, and that indicates progress is being made.

You also seem to have a pattern of negative interactions with your father that others have also noted. Perhaps your subconscious is telling you that at this point, it is afraid that doing what the program is designed to do will anger/upset your father, which it is afraid of doing.

[Nox]

We shall see what happens... not everyone wants me to succeed, and I suspect that more will join that bandwagon before I am finished succeeding.

I'm going to be honest, I cringe when I hear or read someone say this, as it feels very much like a conspiracy theorist mentality. "THEY" don't want us to know about "it." "THEY" are in control of "everything." And so on. Paranoia.

Now, admittedly there will be times for some people when there is at least one person actively trying to ruin their life; I know you've written on here about at least one person, Shannon, and I myself, as well as one or two other people here, have written on here about someone like that, but wordage like the above feels very hyperbolic. Business competition is one thing, but you write as if there is a group of people actively conspiring to tank you and/or your business endeavors.

Just from my background of how things work with individuals that know things and like them to stay unknown, I would be very surprised if there weren't at least a few individuals actively working against him.

[Shannon]

Wait, Beast is finished! Awesome! Congrats!

Also, will Beast be in DMSI 3.3?

I've posted this five or six times previously, but...

Beast is not for inclusion in other programs. It's an experimental sandbox. Beast 16 is finished, but there will be a B17 yet.

[Shannon]

Shannon,

Wouldn’t you want to get us shocked to with the beast 16 initial results? xDD come one just clues maybe

It performed at about 450% of what I thought it could do. That's about all I can tell you.

[Shannon]

I'm curious they way you talk about the Beast experiment Shannon. You saw something unexpected but you say if it happens during testing, Beast is finished. I can't work out whether that's negative or positive. As in have you experienced something that you can't allow to be part of the program or it's achieved the goal and Beast is complete?

If B16 performs like that during formal testing, I will be finished trying to achieve design spec. Development will then officially be finished, although I am going to build B17 regardless to test what I believe to be the final keys.

[Shannon]

Hey Shannon, what does your current timeline of work look like for the foreseeable future?

Custom, B16 testing, a few focusfires, B17, B17 testing and then likely a series of more complex programs than focusfires.

Generally speaking.

I know this is early, but what ideas for the subs that will be more complex than focusfire subs?

Weight loss is one. Not sure what else yet.

[Shannon]

We shall see what happens... not everyone wants me to succeed, and I suspect that more will join that bandwagon before I am finished succeeding.

I'm going to be honest, I cringe when I hear or read someone say this, as it feels very much like a conspiracy theorist mentality. "THEY" don't want us to know about "it." "THEY" are in control of "everything." And so on. Paranoia.

Now, admittedly there will be times for some people when there is at least one person actively trying to ruin their life; I know you've written on here about at least one person, Shannon, and I myself, as well as one or two other people here, have written on here about someone like that, but wordage like the above feels very hyperbolic. Business competition is one thing, but you write as if there is a group of people actively conspiring to tank you and/or your business endeavors.

What I am trying to develop, if I succeed, is going to be very disruptive of not one, but several major industries. They will not want me to succeed.

Right now there are people who are working against me, both directly and indirectly. It's not conspiracy, it's simple fact. Some are doing so for business competition, some have a more personal agenda. Again, simple fact.

I can't be worrying about it while I'm developing this stuff. So, we'll see if and how it actually affects things.

[thor2014]

Day 16 - DMSI 3.2 A 9 loops (using silence audios overnight then 2 loops early morning).

Had a dream of watching a cobra strike at a mouse then the mouse screamed and ran away. Other then that nothing out of the ordinary. Been motivated to go to the gym and train really hard.

[Oversoul]

Looks like I got the power to stop random babies on te street in prams from crying. Lol

[K-Train]

I might put this in my journal but this is all healing and clearing data for Shannon (and whoever else may gain benefit from this report).

Initially i experienced a surge of good results from V3.2 in the form of TID and from actually running the program. Of course like many guys here results disappeared and it seemed like I was stonewalling. However I gradually noticed a lessening of fears which manifested in a severe reduction of my hypochondriac-like tendencies as well as reduction in overall anxiety.

Then one day (forgot what prompted this) I dreamt of two K-Trains: the "ideal" K-Train which was represented by V3.2 B and the younger child version of K-Train. Anytime the older K-Train would try and find the root cause of the fears the younger version would close him out. If the V3.2 K-Train got close to the source, the younger version (which I assume represents my subC) came up with all manner of reasons for stopping ranging from "you've got other things to do" or even bluntly saying "no, I'm not listening to you".

I decided to meditate a bit and mentally recreate the scene from that night's dream. The older K-train told the younger one (I'm paraphrasing) "Look, I'm trying to help you kid. I'm not here to f*ck you up. I just want to help us evolve so that we can become who we want to be". After a bit of persuasion, it worked. The younger version and the older version embraced into a brotherly hug. Since then, I've felt SOOOO much more free. Masturbation has stopped cold turkey. Anxiety at record lows and I was recently told today that a coworker had thought of kissing me during a company event this weekend because she was so attracted and had been so for the past few months.

Now, here’s what’s interesting. Since then, my subconscious (i feel) is actually helping and working with the program. Why? I’ll give an example. Yesterday I felt a lot of anxiety over taking this pre-workout pill. V3.2 (in the form of the “older K-Train”) sought out the source of the anxiety and immediately the memory of my first ever panic attack came up. Turns out that one episode has periodically generated a lot of anxiety even though it happened at least 5-6 years ago. The two KT’s talked it out and my anxiety level went to almost zero and I took the pill and had a kick-ass workout.

This has been going on for the past few days. I’m feeling great! I look great, I’ve got a sexy motherf’ing tan (so instead of looking like a light-skinned black dude I'm caramel colored, booyah!!!). I had a brief desire to masturbate, V3.2 sought out the source of that desire and nipped it. Fantasizing is reduced too so that means the wall is working again. Feeling good man. I believe that my subC no longer sees DMSI as a hovering annoying parent and more as a helpful older sibling hence why I don’t feel the same level of resistance.

PS: FYI, the initial dream was a traditional dream (at night) whereas the others were more on the meditation side of things. Still, gotta love the results.

EDIT: Forgot to mention, been doing 4 loops of V3.2B although I took Thursday and Friday off I believe.

[Determined]

I might put this in my journal but this is all healing and clearing data for Shannon (and whoever else may gain benefit from this report).

Initially i experienced a surge of good results from V3.2 in the form of TID and from actually running the program. Of course like many guys here results disappeared and it seemed like I was stonewalling. However I gradually noticed a lessening of fears which manifested in a severe reduction of my hypochondriac-like tendencies as well as reduction in overall anxiety.

Then one day (forgot what prompted this) I dreamt of two K-Trains: the "ideal" K-Train which was represented by V3.2 B and the younger child version of K-Train. Anytime the older K-Train would try and find the root cause of the fears the younger version would close him out. If the V3.2 K-Train got close to the source, the younger version (which I assume represents my subC) came up with all manner of reasons for stopping ranging from "you've got other things to do" or even bluntly saying "no, I'm not listening to you".

I decided to meditate a bit and mentally recreate the scene from that night's dream. The older K-train told the younger one (I'm paraphrasing) "Look, I'm trying to help you kid. I'm not here to f*ck you up. I just want to help us evolve so that we can become who we want to be". After a bit of persuasion, it worked. The younger version and the older version embraced into a brotherly hug. Since then, I've felt SOOOO much more free. Masturbation has stopped cold turkey. Anxiety at record lows and I was recently told today that a coworker had thought of kissing me during a company event this weekend because she was so attracted and had been so for the past few months.

Now, here’s what’s interesting. Since then, my subconscious (i feel) is actually helping and working with the program. Why? I’ll give an example. Yesterday I felt a lot of anxiety over taking this pre-workout pill. V3.2 (in the form of the “older K-Train”) sought out the source of the anxiety and immediately the memory of my first ever panic attack came up. Turns out that one episode has periodically generated a lot of anxiety even though it happened at least 5-6 years ago. The two KT’s talked it out and my anxiety level went to almost zero and I took the pill and had a kick-ass workout.

This has been going on for the past few days. I’m feeling great! I look great, I’ve got a sexy motherf’ing tan (so instead of looking like a light-skinned black dude I'm caramel colored, booyah!!!). I had a brief desire to masturbate, V3.2 sought out the source of that desire and nipped it. Fantasizing is reduced too so that means the wall is working again. Feeling good man. I believe that my subC no longer sees DMSI as a hovering annoying parent and more as a helpful older sibling hence why I don’t feel the same level of resistance.

PS: FYI, the initial dream was a traditional dream (at night) whereas the others were more on the meditation side of things. Still, gotta love the results.

EDIT: Forgot to mention, been doing 4 loops of V3.2B although I took Thursday and Friday off I believe.

Lol, if you're curious as to what you stumbled upon in meditation, it's called a "parts integration" in NLP.

Well done.

[AlphaRomeo]

Shannon,

I think you may have missed my question from two pages ago: https://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-Men-s...#pid198696
Please take a look and let me know your thoughts when you have time. Thank you.