Sexy Christmas - Ampers&d's DMSI 3.2 B VIDEO Journal

[Zane]

Happy Birthday. Man u sure have changed alot buddy.

[Ampersnd]

Hey Zane,

Are you referring to change these past 14 days?

For everyone else, here's my first video post, in October 2013:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qLcPyyHo...e=youtu.be
http://youtu.be/bvW_zGlBKKA

[Zane]

No, I was referring how much u have changed ever since u came to IML and u uploaded ur first video when u were starting AM journey.

The one in ur Signature..

And yes do look a little different after 15 days of DMSI.. Somewhat Stronger in Sense.

[Ampersnd]

Thanks man!

[Ampersnd]

Thanks for the birthday wishes, everyone!

I had an incredibly productive day; writing 7023 words. This beats out yesterday as my second most productive day. That makes 12,403 words for the past two words.
Because of daylight savings time, it is now 4 am. Time for bed!

[Ampersnd]

Round 2, Day 4,

I've written over 21K words these past 7 days. I wrote less than 1000 today, but that's due to this Monday being on Daylight Savings Time = less sleep = less focus and more distracted.

I finished the outline for the hardest chapter in this book. The following chapter is also difficult. But there will be one other difficult chapter, and then the rest is going to be much easier.

[Ampersnd]

Shit, my singing voice has not returned in the upper range.
I might need to run MHS whenever I want to bring my singing voice back to scruff.
I feel incredible amounts of breathyness once I pass the bridge.
This has lasted one month after my flu/cold.

[Ampersnd]

Round 2, Day 5,

People are treating me differently at work when I came in this evening. I'm staying the night. I was dressed in my coat and things that make me seem more filled in. Either way, I don't feel like I'm on shaky emotional ground either.

Voice is still not great; cutting out when I try to put in any sort of vocal release. Will not fuss too much until I finish this book project.

I wrote 2200 words, which is more than usual for Tuesdays.

[Ampersnd]

Round 2, Day 6,

Wrote 3050 words despite working 8.5-ish hours and driving 3-ish hours. It's one of my better Wednesdays.

[Ampersnd]

Round 2, Day 7,

Wrote 2542 words; it's a bit slower because it's an information-dense chapter.

It's become clearer that I think clearer when videos don't play in the background. I will try to spend an entire day without watching YouTube or movies tomorrow.

I'm at a total of 91,197 words of my first draft after 32 days. This took me 93.5 days to get to this point of my first draft for book 1. I've basically saved two months of my life in writing my second book. But there are always ways I can improve my productivity.

It took me 101 days to finish my first draft with 106 K words. But, I foresee that I'll be finishing in the 130-150K word range, so it might take me 50ish days to get it done.

[Ampersnd]

Round 2, Day 8,

Wrote 5,058 words today, for a total of 96 K. I'm right in the thick of the chapter on statistics. I'm nearing the end, at which point the hardest part will be over with (WOW!). Then, the chapter on research will not be that much harder.

I know that I'll be scrapping a lot of the information relating to what I've written in statistics. But I want to be able to see it all in front of me. I've learned from my first time writing a book.

Anyways, I'm too tired to keep writing coherently.

On a side note, I've been looking up cases of white men dating black women. It's something that's piqued my curiosity recently. I've had some good experiences on a couple of dates with black women; I find the hot ones hot, just like with any other race.

[Darkness]

Just from how you look on your videos and vibe you’re not going to any detractors when you try to get with them.You good.

[Ampersnd]

Not sure I follow; you mean that the ladies won't object to my advances because they're into it too?

[Ampersnd]

Round 2, Day 10,

Have been feeling strange this entire weekend. I've felt as though my sleep is inconclusive and that I don't feel energized to accomplish my goals. However, I'm making sizable progress towards my goals; it just doesn't feel as fast as I could be. I'm also out of microsilica, and running very low on glutathione. Still got plenty of magnesium oil.

After 12-hours of being aware (doing some other things as well), I've only written 4.5K words today. I feel like I could easily be doubling that, or more, if only I could feel motivated to get this goal finished. But I'm not feeling an internal drive to write; I just plop down and force myself to write.

Right now, I'm at 104.5 K words in 35 days. It took me 100 days to do this last time.
I'm probably 10-20 K words away from finishing draft #1, which will take me under one week. It's only a matter of time.

I'll be buying a grounding mattress panel pretty soon; it will be a part of my April budget, so I'm closing in on it (I sometimes spend next month's bucks a little bit in advance, given that the shipping time typically arrives on time). There are testimonials stating immediate good nights of sleep and feeling refreshed.

I just want to have a predictable night's sleep from night to night. It's very up in the air.
Have to go to bed; work tomorrow.