Sexy Christmas - Ampers&d's DMSI 3.2 B VIDEO Journal

[Ampersnd]

I've written 5008 words today. It seems like I lose inspiration at a certain time of the day to do actual writing, but I don't mind outlining and planning later in the night.

That makes a total of 42.3 K words.

[Ampersnd]

Overnight,

Had a funny dream where I go to my normal Monday workplace, but I ordered a party tray pizza for myself. I had to lug it around on a cart and take slices out.

Anyways, I've thought of some things I might want to have happen while using DMSI:
- First titte-fck with boobs big enough to make it work (a constant fantasy)
- Threesome
- Same day hookup
- Sent dirty photos
- Dirty photos with my name on her body
- From meet to hookup, she takes all the steps (doesn't have to happen more than once)

I have a suspicion that the surprise module involves your most unforgettable sexual experience with someone who you consider to be a total 10.

[Ampersnd]

Day 3,

I've stayed home all day to write this damn book.
I've written 5108 words, and I'm surprised that I'm on the same chapter. Near the end though; I'll have to outline the next chapter before I start writing it. This was the great mistake I made last book. I'm at 47483 words after day 14; it took me 56 days to get to this point on book I.

Dat time management; plenty of spare time to suck dem tittes.

EDIT: I'm realizing a particular way in which fear has been running my life. I feel as though I've been unconsciously holding back on my productivity so that I don't complete my goal too quickly. That sounds ridiculous, but that means that once I finish this goal, I'd have to confront scary things sooner. And so, I meet my quota (which, fortunately, is high) and stop there.

[Shannon]

The best way to write a book is to outline the whole thing before you start writing it and then write out the outline. That's how I write all my books. I wrote the book on how to do this literally, sort of as notes for myself, and that book was ~55k words and was written in 3 days. It took 27 more to edit it several times. 30 days to publish from start, using the methods I wrote out in the book. Since it was for private use, I didn't bother getting fancy with the cover, but the point remains.

First I write an outline of what each chapter covers and then I go into a sub-outline for each chapter. I use LyX to format. Write the outline in LyX, adjust it to fit the things in the outline (Part, Chapter, Section, Subsection, etc.) and then just go through and write out each piece. Very easy, and very convenient. LyX makes formatting effortless, and allows you to switch things around and adjust them, add to them and subtract from them as needed with no hassle.

EDIT: I think I may have mis-read some of what you posted above, but hopefully what I said will still be useful and inspiring.

[Ampersnd]

I've recently been doing something similar. I outline on paper, copy it to the word processor as sub-titles, and then write a paragraph beneath each sub-title. That way, I'm not too worried about how each paragraph connects with each other (that comes later).

I'll check out LyX.

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Day 4,

Had a day with reduced energy. It really messed up my writing. I only wrote 846 words.
There were a few reasons this didn't turn out well. I've made a note of this.

I just ordered a portable air sanitizer. I'll be ordering the stationary version (with 10x the square footage) at the end of the month, once I can count all of the money left over. It'd be cool to snag some extra hours at work for it. Next month, I'm buying EMG frequency cancellers, which will be the last of my big detox purchases. The rest is to maintain my supplements and things like the dead sea mud. I'm still waiting for the detox kick to hit; still feeling tired and run down a lot of the time.

After March, I'll have paid off my guitar in full as well, so that free's up some dough.
Life is good.

[Shannon]

Day 4,

Had a day with reduced energy. It really messed up my writing. I only wrote 846 words.
There were a few reasons this didn't turn out well. I've made a note of this.

I just ordered a portable air sanitizer. I'll be ordering the stationary version (with 10x the square footage) at the end of the month, once I can count all of the money left over. It'd be cool to snag some extra hours at work for it. Next month, I'm buying EMG frequency cancellers, which will be the last of my big detox purchases. The rest is to maintain my supplements and things like the dead sea mud. I'm still waiting for the detox kick to hit; still feeling tired and run down a lot of the time.

After March, I'll have paid off my guitar in full as well, so that free's up some dough.
Life is good.

Rest assured, the detox in DMSI is already well underway. If that's what you are referring to.

[Ampersnd]

Day 4,

Had a day with reduced energy. It really messed up my writing. I only wrote 846 words.
There were a few reasons this didn't turn out well. I've made a note of this.

I just ordered a portable air sanitizer. I'll be ordering the stationary version (with 10x the square footage) at the end of the month, once I can count all of the money left over. It'd be cool to snag some extra hours at work for it. Next month, I'm buying EMG frequency cancellers, which will be the last of my big detox purchases. The rest is to maintain my supplements and things like the dead sea mud. I'm still waiting for the detox kick to hit; still feeling tired and run down a lot of the time.

After March, I'll have paid off my guitar in full as well, so that free's up some dough.
Life is good.

Rest assured, the detox in DMSI is already well underway. If that's what you are referring to.

Not quite; I've been doing detox-related things since November relating to a program that says some of the results take about 3-4 months. I'm waiting for that kick.

[Ampersnd]

Day 5,

Work went well. Not able to focus as well as usual. Having a hard time wanting to write my book (listening to the loop right now).

I might have a self-tape audition coming up; I hope it doesn't serve as too much of a distraction for my book. Will probably pump out 2,000 words and then jump into bed.

[Benjamin]

Rest assured, the detox in DMSI is already well underway. If that's what you are referring to.

How does the detox work in DMSI compared to UD for example?

[Shannon]

Rest assured, the detox in DMSI is already well underway. If that's what you are referring to.

How does the detox work in DMSI compared to UD for example?

It is focused on detoxing you in whatever ways are going to result in you executing.

[Ampersnd]

Day 6,

Have been sleeping enough, but waking up tired; then, took coffee and have been incredibly wired without solving the 'tired' problem. Solution? Ordered an EMF product (don't worry; I've done my research about it). A bit pricey but I've had my eye on this for some time. It's always these two workplaces that creates this inner turmoil; I think it's the wi-fi signals or something. They're both on the same island.

Can't really think or reason straight, let alone write without droning on mindlessly. It's really annoying. I was able to go into work a few weeks ago without any problems, and zoomed through my day.

I've bought the portable version, and I'll be soon buying the home version. I might go nuts and get all of my gear sooner than later; just have to make sure that my month doesn't take an expensive turn before doing so.

EDIT: However, I pulled off a self-tape audition. It was one of my better performances, and it was caught on camera. The young lady who was filming was making audible noises when we watched the take that was selected. Things like "aww that's good", or "I liked that bit". Not sure I had a big effect on her.

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The morning after Day 7,

Slept 13+ hours; not sure where that came from; I wasn't feeling THAT tired throughout the week, but it had removed some of my focus.

I have been practicing good habits, such as applying Dead Sea Mud, showering with a shower filter, exfoliating my skin with a loofah and soaps with essential oils, and then applying magnesium oil outside of the shower. In the last two days, I've been noticing many more pimples on my mid-back, around the spots where my kidneys are.

I've also received my portable air filter, which covers 250 square feet. My apartment is greater than 250 feet (it's more like 1000 - 1250 square feet across 4 general rooms in a J shape). I'm holding out to buy the 3000 square foot version of this air filter, which is about 14 inches tall, and 4 inches wide in each direction.

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Day 9,

I got the portable EMF device in the mail. I can feel its effect. Where my two worksites give me a jittery heart feeling, having this device on me gives me this novel levity of heart that I'm not used to. It's not always there, but it's good.

At Jiu Jitsu yesterday, I was able to do pretty well against a friend that usually whoops my ass. But, he had been sick.

Went to the gym; I tried out the adductor and abductor machines for the first time, and maxed out the machines at 300 lbs. Didn't expect that. I suspect that the machines weren't calibrated, but the plates were moving. I went to the leg press machine, and am determined to spend more time in that awkward state where my legs are less than 90 degrees. I also never tried to curl 65 lbs dumbbells before; I only tried 60 lbs with success last week. Before then, I only tried 55 lbs. I wound up curling 65 lbs x 3 reps.

No signs of interest from women, though.