04-13-2011, 07:00 AM
I figure I would put the subject in Italian .
I started SM Sunday Evening so technically I'm 2 1/2 days into stage 1. Thus far, the only thing to report on is more people opening me up (saying hi, etc.) and more eye contact from women in general. Since eye game / seduction is covered with this program, I'm expecting that to improve as well. I'm consciously working on that as of now and I still falter at times. As with most guys, I tend to doubt myself at times (which is a cardinal no-no) but nowhere like I used to be.
My dreams have been somewhat sexual ever since starting the sub. I'm going to see if I can break my habit of over analyzing everything that the sub is doing and just let it happen. Since I'm the only one running this at this time (possibly) and the only journal entry dedicated to SM, then I have nothing to compare to and no chance to beat myself up if I'm not getting the effects like I want.
I started SM Sunday Evening so technically I'm 2 1/2 days into stage 1. Thus far, the only thing to report on is more people opening me up (saying hi, etc.) and more eye contact from women in general. Since eye game / seduction is covered with this program, I'm expecting that to improve as well. I'm consciously working on that as of now and I still falter at times. As with most guys, I tend to doubt myself at times (which is a cardinal no-no) but nowhere like I used to be.
My dreams have been somewhat sexual ever since starting the sub. I'm going to see if I can break my habit of over analyzing everything that the sub is doing and just let it happen. Since I'm the only one running this at this time (possibly) and the only journal entry dedicated to SM, then I have nothing to compare to and no chance to beat myself up if I'm not getting the effects like I want.
Get your pickles!!!