04-16-2011, 08:38 AM
It must be resistance, Spiral because I should have NO hang-ups about my body whatsoever. I don't know when it started for sure, I just know that it did in years past. Apparently the stage 1 of SM is bringing that up. Not that I'm blaming SM on that, but the issue definitely needs to be addressed and rectified. I guess that means I need to spend more time in front of the mirror again since I've been slackin' ![Smile Smile](https://subliminal-talk.com/images/smilies/smile.gif)
Last nights dream wasn't sexual but it had some ominous storm clouds. I was in some forest with a clearing ahead so I can see the clouds. The funny thing was, that I wasn't afraid. On the contrary, I was taking in the beauty of the different shades of dark grey and slate blue of the cloud bottoms. I was warning others to take cover though and one was questioning my wisdom regarding the situation which annoyed me, lol.
![Smile Smile](https://subliminal-talk.com/images/smilies/smile.gif)
Last nights dream wasn't sexual but it had some ominous storm clouds. I was in some forest with a clearing ahead so I can see the clouds. The funny thing was, that I wasn't afraid. On the contrary, I was taking in the beauty of the different shades of dark grey and slate blue of the cloud bottoms. I was warning others to take cover though and one was questioning my wisdom regarding the situation which annoyed me, lol.
Get your pickles!!!