(12-10-2018, 02:27 PM)Zane Wrote: [ -> ]"Fap Fail"? You mean to say that you failed to fap(you couldn't even if u want to) .. Or that did you failed to stop yourself from fapping? Lol kinda confused.
Failed to stop myself.
The problem is that I really enjoy it... Lol
5 more loops TS over sleep phones last night.
I dreamed about a being stuck in a miniature apocalyptic game show where we had to survive a collapsing world. Pretty obvious symbolism.
Also, Russell Brand was trying to convince me to buy a home made cell phone from him. No idea what that's about.
My cold feels like it's on the way out... being replaced by a sore throat. Awesome.
5 more loops TS over sleep phones last night, to complete my first run. Two nights off now.
I was about 30 minutes into the first loop and the player just stopped. Not paused, just stopped. So I had to restart the loops. Not sure if that was due to an automatic app update or something, but annoying nevertheless.
Can't remember my dreams, because the alarm seems to wipe them out of my head almost immediately.
Not feeling anything much from the sub so far.
My cold is on the way out, so hopefully today or tomorrow will see the end of it and I can start to feel human again.
My cold is still in full swing, despite teasing me that it was getting better.
Something might be changing with regard to the porn/fapping situation. Not sure what yet. I've been watching way more for the past couple of days, but that feels like it might be a reversal resistance thing, or possibly just an increased focus on sex.
The desire to fap is lessening, but I'm very conscious of my crown jewels at all times at the moment. Haven't shot my load in three days and there's pressure.
It doesn't feel like the sub has kicked in at all yet in any substantial way, but given that none of the other versions have worked yet, I'm feeling slightly more optimistic about this one.
Wrestling a bull is not done instantly.
Tried to watch porn today. Didn't work; I just got bored. No fap. Result.
Nothing else to report.
Starting my second round tonight.
5 loops, TS hybrid over sleep phones last night.
No interest in porn or fapping today, but there's still the ever present blue balls.
(12-15-2018, 04:15 PM)swisston Wrote: [ -> ]5 loops, TS hybrid over sleep phones last night.
No interest in porn or fapping today, but there's still the ever present blue balls.
Any change w/ your girl? You two live together?
(12-15-2018, 04:15 PM)swisston Wrote: [ -> ]5 loops, TS hybrid over sleep phones last night.
No interest in porn or fapping today, but there's still the ever present blue balls.
Yeah i feel ya, it's increased sex drive no porn. pretty much out of luck
(12-15-2018, 05:37 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ] (12-15-2018, 04:15 PM)swisston Wrote: [ -> ]5 loops, TS hybrid over sleep phones last night.
No interest in porn or fapping today, but there's still the ever present blue balls.
Any change w/ your girl? You two live together?
We do love together. No change so far, but this cold is only just on the way out.
I haven't felt any external changes yet.
Last night I dreamed that I was in a horror escape room, with very deadly traps, including tentacles, drowning etc.
We did manage to escape before I woke up though
FRM, hard at work, apparently.
5 loops hybrid over sleep phones last night.
I gave in today and fapped to relieve the tension. It was really hard work (I'll leave that to your imagination), and I had instant regret and slight depression afterwards.
Nothing external to report today.
(12-17-2018, 03:11 PM)swisston Wrote: [ -> ]5 loops hybrid over sleep phones last night.
I gave in today and fapped to relieve the tension. It was really hard work (I'll leave that to your imagination), and I had instant regret and slight depression afterwards.
Nothing external to report today.
Same here USLM is helping with Nofap alot. I went 4 days, 4 days then 5days and fapped. I hope to reach a week. I think with FRM and USLM nofap is kinda easier. Trying to reach for a week.