(12-07-2018, 05:20 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ] (12-07-2018, 05:19 PM)Tigerismyspirit Wrote: [ -> ] (12-07-2018, 05:09 PM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ] (12-07-2018, 07:04 AM)Mystic Pymp Wrote: [ -> ] (12-07-2018, 06:39 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]You missed it because we stopped hyping it up and released it with a whisper this time. You are welcome to discover what it can actually do now, without hype.
Hype or no hype, you (or Ben for that matte) could have posted something in News section or in your journal. At first I thought DMSI 3.3 being out was a joke or some kind of glitch in the Matrix 
I thought the ribeye steak meme and Shannon saying it was time for a steak was the news announcement! 
Right, but by the time Shannon posted that, half the US had already went to sleep 
Sorry, next time I'll have the models fail at a time that's more convenient for you.
Sorry, didn't get the joke. And I'm not mad that DMSI was released just before midnight ET. I'm glad that it came out and will be happy to provide you with data since I have been a heavy resister since 3.1.
Did 5 loops last night of TS hybrid over my sleep-phones. Didn't notice anything while listening. Had a mildly sexual dream that I can't recall.
No fapping today, probably due to the horrible cold I have, and lack of opportunity!
Because you wanted to, I take it? lol
(12-08-2018, 12:16 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Because you wanted to, I take it? lol
Feels like a compulsion more than anything. In my head, I am releasing 'unwanted' sexual pressure. I can't remember which now, but on a previous release or two of DMSI, the fapping just stopped for the most part. I'd like to get back to that.
Applying willpower doesn't work for me!
Again, 5 loops TS hybrid over sleep phones last night. I still have this cold, so not feeling very sexy. Can't remember my dreams. I will try to make a couple of notes about my dreams when I wake up - it seems worthy of some effort to understand what is going on in my subconscious.
I have noticed that I have a slight bit of imposter syndrome going on - the fear that women will discover that I'm not actually sexy really. In other words, it feels like I'm putting on a front, but I don't yet have the inner confidence to believe it.
Again, 5 loops TS hybrid over sleep phones last night.
Still have my cold. Fap fail this morning.
I have tried to work out what fears I have that might be holding me back. The best I can come up with is that I have some shame around sexuality. It feels like something that should be hidden away.
Oddly I have no issue talking about sex, but that feels a bit like 'front'.
I have a fear that if I'm exuding sexuality, then I'm suggesting that I'm cheating on my gf and will be judged by her. I've always had to keep any flirting or just genuine connection with other women hidden from her because she gets very upset by it immediately. It's been like that for 20 years.
That last bit sounds like a pretty big realization!
"You missed it because we stopped hyping it up and released it with a whisper this time. You are welcome to discover what it can actually do now, without hype." Shannon
The hype was strong for 3.2 but did not deliver (fully?). Hoping for 3.3, Though I only listen to it for a couple of times and sometimes with breaks in between runs.
"Applying willpower doesn't work for me!"
that's the dumbest thing I ever heard hahahaha (no offense)
(12-10-2018, 05:28 AM)swisston Wrote: [ -> ]Again, 5 loops TS hybrid over sleep phones last night.
Still have my cold. Fap fail this morning.
I have tried to work out what fears I have that might be holding me back. The best I can come up with is that I have some shame around sexuality. It feels like something that should be hidden away.
Oddly I have no issue talking about sex, but that feels a bit like 'front'.
I have a fear that if I'm exuding sexuality, then I'm suggesting that I'm cheating on my gf and will be judged by her. I've always had to keep any flirting or just genuine connection with other women hidden from her because she gets very upset by it immediately. It's been like that for 20 years.
"Fap Fail"? You mean to say that you failed to fap(you couldn't even if u want to) .. Or that did you failed to stop yourself from fapping? Lol kinda confused.
(12-10-2018, 02:16 PM)Mr Confidence Wrote: [ -> ]"You missed it because we stopped hyping it up and released it with a whisper this time. You are welcome to discover what it can actually do now, without hype." Shannon
The hype was strong for 3.2 but did not deliver (fully?). Hoping for 3.3, Though I only listen to it for a couple of times and sometimes with breaks in between runs.
The hype for 3.2 was you guys. That's why you guys didn't know it was even coming until I was done with it this time. And nothing delivers if you ignore the instructions. "I see it's 5 loops per day. I will now do 1 or 2. I wonder if that will affect performance?"
(12-10-2018, 02:19 PM)Mr Confidence Wrote: [ -> ]"Applying willpower doesn't work for me!"
that's the dumbest thing I ever heard hahahaha (no offense)
Rude.
(12-10-2018, 02:19 PM)Mr Confidence Wrote: [ -> ]"Applying willpower doesn't work for me!"
that's the dumbest thing I ever heard hahahaha (no offense)
I always start with the best of intentions, but then talk myself out of it as soon as the libido kicks in.
In my line of work, we very quickly learn that willpower is the absolute least dependable way of making changes. It's always at its weakest when you need it to be at its strongest.