SM stage 2 Day 10
Today was very weird I was in the store buying some groceries and i looked over at the cashier who was serving a customer. I thought to myself "wow she has such a beautiful body what a beautiful feminine woman she is". The moment I uttered those words in my head the cashier turned and gazed at me in the eye. I felt a shiver suddenly radiate from my groin area to the rest of my body. It was so bizzare like she read my mind. Has anyone experienced this before ? it was alittle scary to be honest.
(08-31-2018, 08:35 AM)thor2014 Wrote: [ -> ]SM stage 2 Day 10
Today was very weird I was in the store buying some groceries and i looked over at the cashier who was serving a customer. I thought to myself "wow she has such a beautiful body what a beautiful feminine woman she is". The moment I uttered those words in my head the cashier turned and gazed at me in the eye. I felt a shiver suddenly radiate from my groin area to the rest of my body. It was so bizzare like she read my mind. Has anyone experienced this before ? it was alittle scary to be honest.
I have, many times. Mostly during early DMSI releases and a few times on SM 3. Sometimes it affected girls at quite a distance too. I remember once I was driving to work and I was stopped at an intersection. I saw a hot-bodied girl walking down the street away from me over 50 feet away but made mental note of how I wanted to f*ck her. As soon as I did, she whipped her head around staring right at me.
Another time, just looking at a woman's crotch while waiting at the counter was enough for her to come over and say "I feel like you're calling me over"
(08-31-2018, 09:27 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ] (08-31-2018, 08:35 AM)thor2014 Wrote: [ -> ]SM stage 2 Day 10
Today was very weird I was in the store buying some groceries and i looked over at the cashier who was serving a customer. I thought to myself "wow she has such a beautiful body what a beautiful feminine woman she is". The moment I uttered those words in my head the cashier turned and gazed at me in the eye. I felt a shiver suddenly radiate from my groin area to the rest of my body. It was so bizzare like she read my mind. Has anyone experienced this before ? it was alittle scary to be honest.
I have, many times. Mostly during early DMSI releases and a few times on SM 3. Sometimes it affected girls at quite a distance too. I remember once I was driving to work and I was stopped at an intersection. I saw a hot-bodied girl walking down the street away from me over 50 feet away but made mental note of how I wanted to f*ck her. As soon as I did, she whipped her head around staring right at me.
Another time, just looking at a woman's crotch while waiting at the counter was enough for her to come over and say "I feel like you're calling me over"
So i am not insane somehow i managed to communicate my thoughts to her without the verbals. The thing is I couldnt get it work again did you have control over this "remote communication" to a woman of your desires with SM and earlier releases or DMSI ?.
I aint surprised. As someone running DMSI Im getting more and more aware of auric/nonverbal communication. I can imagine SM3 being similar.
(08-31-2018, 09:30 AM)thor2014 Wrote: [ -> ] (08-31-2018, 09:27 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ] (08-31-2018, 08:35 AM)thor2014 Wrote: [ -> ]SM stage 2 Day 10
Today was very weird I was in the store buying some groceries and i looked over at the cashier who was serving a customer. I thought to myself "wow she has such a beautiful body what a beautiful feminine woman she is". The moment I uttered those words in my head the cashier turned and gazed at me in the eye. I felt a shiver suddenly radiate from my groin area to the rest of my body. It was so bizzare like she read my mind. Has anyone experienced this before ? it was alittle scary to be honest.
I have, many times. Mostly during early DMSI releases and a few times on SM 3. Sometimes it affected girls at quite a distance too. I remember once I was driving to work and I was stopped at an intersection. I saw a hot-bodied girl walking down the street away from me over 50 feet away but made mental note of how I wanted to f*ck her. As soon as I did, she whipped her head around staring right at me.
Another time, just looking at a woman's crotch while waiting at the counter was enough for her to come over and say "I feel like you're calling me over"
So i am not insane somehow i managed to communicate my thoughts to her without the verbals. The thing is I couldnt get it work again did you have control over this "remote communication" to a woman of your desires with SM and earlier releases or DMSI ?.
Unfortunately I didn’t. I even seemed to activate the sniper with my thoughts at times and asked Shannon to develop the psychic powers further.
(08-31-2018, 09:30 AM)thor2014 Wrote: [ -> ] (08-31-2018, 09:27 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ] (08-31-2018, 08:35 AM)thor2014 Wrote: [ -> ]SM stage 2 Day 10
Today was very weird I was in the store buying some groceries and i looked over at the cashier who was serving a customer. I thought to myself "wow she has such a beautiful body what a beautiful feminine woman she is". The moment I uttered those words in my head the cashier turned and gazed at me in the eye. I felt a shiver suddenly radiate from my groin area to the rest of my body. It was so bizzare like she read my mind. Has anyone experienced this before ? it was alittle scary to be honest.
I have, many times. Mostly during early DMSI releases and a few times on SM 3. Sometimes it affected girls at quite a distance too. I remember once I was driving to work and I was stopped at an intersection. I saw a hot-bodied girl walking down the street away from me over 50 feet away but made mental note of how I wanted to f*ck her. As soon as I did, she whipped her head around staring right at me.
Another time, just looking at a woman's crotch while waiting at the counter was enough for her to come over and say "I feel like you're calling me over"
So i am not insane somehow i managed to communicate my thoughts to her without the verbals. The thing is I couldnt get it work again did you have control over this "remote communication" to a woman of your desires with SM and earlier releases or DMSI ?.
Not sure about psychic/remote communication but feelings are definitely contagious.
By having sexual thoughts in the presence of a woman that you are attracted to with the associated arousal feelings, this will be reflected by your non-verbal communication, will be picked up by target subC and will get the same feelings.
This is conventional knowledge found in many books, including in AM6 'How to become Alpha' book suggested reading.
I would bet that part of what DMSI/SM is doing is to allow you and be comfortable to have those thoughts (maybe even encourage them).
Social conditioning tag those thoughts as inappropriate and teach us to block those.
SM stage 2 Day 11
Had another bizzare dream. Was in a house flooded with water upto my knees. It was almost like that movie the Matrix. This big guy wades towards me in the water and tries to punch me. I managed to dodge his blow and then I deliver this sweeping muay thai like kick to his lower leg. He buckles I then punch him in the face and he falls into the water. I stand in above of him victorious. Then the dream ended.
Other then that nothing else to report.
Sounds like fear destruction.
(09-01-2018, 08:49 AM)StridingStrider Wrote: [ -> ]Sounds like fear destruction.
Didnt realize fear destruction was in the subliminal thanks for highlighting this.
SM stage 2 Day 14
Seems to be dark times for me on stage 2. I lost interest in seeing my FB and spent days in my appartment by myself not wanting to go out or do anything related to dating. I felt upset and anger boil up inside me dark thoughts. I do not understand where these were coming from. As stage 1 seemed like a walk in the park.
At one point I wanted to give up but I said No I started this so I must finish. I even contemplating going back to DMSI 3.2 as I really enjoyed my ride on this sub. Maybe I needed to some more clearing but the million dollar question is just how much clearing do i have do. I cannot spend an entier life time clearing by that time I will be old.
On the way to the gym it was like I had some dark cloud over my head. Women as they walked towards me looked away or down to the ground when the got close to me.
(09-04-2018, 12:26 PM)Frosted Wrote: [ -> ]You got it thor, push on.
Frosted did you get similar experiences to me on stage 2 ? dark thoughts, anger, loss of interest to go out and meet women ?. Did this continue on for you to stage 3 or did things get better ?
SM stage 2 Day 15
Today I am back on top of the world. The anger and frustrations seem to have subsided. I have had some funny dreams early morning. One was where I was in a war zone firing at enemy troops with a water pistol and they were retaliating with a water rifle.
Then next we all went to the training camp and began to practice karate moves funny as hell.
I gave my FB a call and got her to come over and we shagged for hours on end.
My eye seduction skill seems to have come back. Whilst at the gym a new girl had started on reception. She did not speak any english however the first few seconds I gazed into her eyes she smiled turned her eyes away and blushed. When I approached her on reception she began giggling.
She is definitely on my hit list as she has a really cute face and gorgeous body plus she has an amazing smile.
SM stage 2 Day 16
One of my FB's I met weeks ago gives mind blowing blow jobs in fact she seems to prefer giving me blow jobs rather then being f**ked. She is a law student I gave her a call and told her to come and meet me off campus late in the evening. After cleaning my penis with wet tissues in the public toilet I went to meet her.
As soon as she got into the car we drove to a secluded spot. I then began talking dirty with her. I pulled my trousers down and she gave me the most amazing blow job ever.
I swear my whole body started shaking as she performed and I burst inside her mouth. I screamed out loud and forgot there could be people around. Anyway after cleaning up I drove her back home.
Meanwhile I am still lusting for the girl at the gym reception who hardly speaks english not sure how I am going to make it happen maybe let SM do its magic
