(01-29-2018, 11:55 AM)RisingSon Wrote: [ -> ]EDIT: Benjamin here is killing my vibe and now secrets of the universe which could help power Shannon's subs are lost and I'll likely have to take a break from this forum and you mental midgets so I don't get so angry I flip out and in a fit of rage cause this entire forum to implode.
Lol. Post it in the Religion Thread.
Quote:EDIT: Benjamin here is killing my vibe and now secrets of the universe which could help power Shannon's subs are lost and I'll likely have to take a break from this forum and you mental midgets so I don't get so angry I flip out and in a fit of rage cause this entire forum to implode.
No need for the overreaction and unneccesary drama, follow the rules or don't post. It's simple, flipping out isn't going to help your cause.
CHOO-CHOO!!! Time for another breakthrough!
This guy has plenty of hits in that Balkan reggae style I am growing fond of, but moreso this video triggered an awareness inside me as I got up and did a dance.
And that's that I need to be grounded. Anyone can google "the importance of being grounded" and I encourage them to do so. Just "being in the body" and out of my mind is very important. Even if I have a ton of energy, usually that will only make me scatterbrained and left in fantasy land. Girls appreciate it when a guy is more 'in his body', too, as I know I heard that as dating advice. Overall, it increases the potency of action greatly. Being in contact with the Earth is even better, because there is a real electrical connection. I sleep on a grounded sheet, that is plugged into the Earth and the benefits are real. That's a big healing tool, but also a way of living. Maybe I already suggested this, because I'm getting deja-vu.
At this point I might as well just dedicate my journal to Albania. I already have my Summer DMSI Hype Hit playlist in order.
My house is a complete mess and I feel like crap from UD, but at least I have that.
What's that, forum? You want to know my favorite Albanian artists? Well, dear ones, it would probably be something like...
1. Young Zerka
2. Dhurata Dora
3. Capital T
4. Genta Ismajli
Then again there is so much talent I am discovering everyday and they are all pretty much natural alphas. I also hear they really love Americans so I might as well just move there. I don't think DMSI is going to block this fantasy... Nope, American chicks just don't do it for me currently.
UD is making me feel like shit and my skin looks pretty bad which I am going to blame on that. I also have flu symptoms, but I'm too cool to get the flu, so it must be a detox thing. I'm gonna go hard in the detox this month and start hitting the sauna, maybe do some fasting. I still do that drinking pee thing for the immune and hormone benefits HINT HINT.
So... I know... You are all dying to ask, "real talk, RisingSon, who is your FAVORITE artist?"...
For a while now it's been Alex Velea. It's always been Alex Velea. Ever since I discovered real music.
Imagine my suprise... After my day in the sauna sweating so long, so hard. Being in the company of women in the sauna which never happens but did today, bored out of my mind, but more in my body than ever as they chattered like monkeys. Sweating it out. Then my uneventful trip to the store, for the most part ignored.
Back in my car, the playlist on my phone, witnessing this song for the first time, consumed me. The hype was real. Long story short, I cried like a little bitch on the way home. It was another one of those heart openings. Then I got a little sad when I realized women are incapable of this level of emotion and most people will never even glimpse it in their entire lives.
Had a visit from Mr. Masturbation recently and I tell you what, he is not my friend, despite finding the best website ever after jbgallery got deleted off the webs. Feeling so fatigued, music doesn't even sound good, nothing makes sense, mental prowess low, just want to sleep off the rest of UD. Sleep, sleep, sleep. My nervous system can't take more of that.
Today I went to town and didn't see as much white trash, which is a relief, because I live near some very white trash areas. Maybe UD is clearing that from my reality, too. I did see a really stunning tall Russian girl in the store, who kept doing double takes and came back to my aisle. I was too fatigued to say anything, then again I never say much to female strangers, for what reason
? But damn. I knew she was from one of the Orthodox Russian families that live nearby, since I used to text a younger girl from that community. She was dressed like a total whore, though, in really thin leggings/tight skirt. I wanted to have grabbed her ass if my hands weren't full, so instead I just sighed as I went by. I knew she was Russian because she was graceful and feminine with long hair and dressed more like a high class whore, not a hick. Then I realized that she was with her babushka wearing a headscarf and that confirmed it. Russian girls turn into babushkas real fast if they aren't careful... Damnit, I would like to infiltrate that group of Orthodox virginal Russian *****s, but right now don't have the energy nor inclination.
What else was I going to talk about... Oh yeah I'm thinking about buying another luxury car, that might give me some drive and motivation to get out more into the world. Then again I owned an excellent luxury car and never got laid because of it, even when I used to chauffeur my friends and plenty of girls around in it during AM6 days. I've always pretty much turned my nose up at chicks and/or never had the balls to make moves. Guess I need to get more desperate, more aggressive, and more... Eh... More sleep is more like it.
And I still haven't even cleaned my house. Wtf, UD? Am I going to have to hire some Russian peasant girl to do that? Fuck that, my motivation is shot.
I think I might have to start attending that Russian church since it is like it's own little village with plenty of pure girls (who are all secretly *****s). I had a Romanian neighbor from there. Nicest guy I ever met around here. Kept giving me compliments about how upright I was and patting my arm. That kind of treatment is very rare in the antisocial hellhole that is the United States.
Then again, I probably won't, but at least it is a nice thought.
I'm pretty much dying from lack of affection. Maybe I should just go lie back in bed and rot.
All the PUAs are idiot pussy mongers, weak little men. Even if DMSI finally makes girls in the prime of their youth open, receptive, and affectionate towards me, it will probably be too late because I'm already dead inside.
Then again I also hate (grown) women and see them as a lesser species, more akin to regressive monkeys than men and have the scientific chromosome studies to back that viewpoint up. White knights still have a hard time wrapping your heads around that one. I'll go hibernate now and in a 100 years wake back up when females have had all their rights stripped away, again, like nature continually dictates. Then maybe it will be easier to get my basic needs met. Society must purge it's antisocial elements and I'm out.
[edited as per rule 4]
That video looks oddly rule 4 and since it's in arabic and russian we can't see if it's anything offensive or whatever.
Well, well, Benjamin... You got to admit that was one of the most potent videos I've ever posted.
Continuing on, of course women are pretty much monkeys. Why do you think they like to do this so much?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k5iaaMKjOp8
^ That music video is pretty ridiculous but got me up moving and feeling better.
I won't post the chromosome studies, because those are too redpilled, but there is this:
http://blogs.discovermagazine.com/discob...literally/
Mankind had or has potential to be a pair-bonding species but is currently degenerating into a tournament mating species. Which is why women mostly go after the biggest, baddest, the champion. That's why I will never relent with younger women, because I know they get turned on by displays of dominance/brutality and things like capture-bonding more than anything else despite whatever protest. I'm sounding like a broken record here and am bored of that primitive shit, myself.
Then there are some rare women who I can't help but find endearing, maybe it's because they are more masculine. Or it could be being brought up in a patriarchal culture taught them some restraint and self-respect with a dash of personality. This gal is simply amazing, or is that the celebrity vibe?
Anyways, speaking of Babylon, I could go into how I've pretty much conquered the legal system. There was recently talk of "lawyer games" but I've had some lawyer nukes for a while. I'm a big player and make big moves on this planet. The entire legal system is fake and I am outside their jurisdiction now, due to what has recently been exposed. It's incredibly liberating. I've always been a rebel, an outlaw, but have taken things to such heights now that I impress myself. Total sovereignty is the game. I'm one of the few who can actually call themselves alive and only recognize natural law now.
I have a 35gig library and too many books as it would seem to read in one lifetime. However, I was drawn to one today that I didn't even know existed. A rather grim title, but right up my alley as of late. The book was titled Anti-Humans and documents the terrors of Romanian prison "re-education" experiments under Soviet Communist rule. Those were some pretty brutal attempts to break the human soul, as the book describes prisoners being heinously tortured then turning and torturing others under threats of continuous terror. They deliberately went after the brightest, highest caste of very well educated patriotic students (far surpassing any morality currently in the West) and got them to turn into animals. The good news is that most ultimately recovered from the deep scars, isolation, and shattering of character. Real Humans are hard to break and there is a power within us that exceeds what we think of as 'us'. I can't say the same for those who implemented and devised the method. Very inspiring the strength of those Romanians and the Iron Guard.
As I lay in bed I'm thinking, "that's enough UD *pat* *pat*"... I can't see a major reason to continue using the sub. My nasal congestion has finally cleared which was plaguing me all week. Overall, I've been very sedentary on UD which isn't conductive to moving the lymph system and expelling toxins that way. I'd like to see more of that, may have to run EM and get more active. Rather, I'd prefer see what DMSI can motivate within me before that in a lifestyle way. Nervous system detox module in the latter is a bonus. I've had some nervous system phenomena the past few days. I got angry at a past mistake I made and my upper torso started getting hot with electric stings, then one of my nipples hurt for about an hour. Also I've been waking up with a crawling sensation on my head, like little bugs. These are all kundalini phenomena that I welcome. So, yeah, UD has made some big shifts in my reality like the neighbors moving. Also keeping some toxic websites I visit in check, since I still scour some dark places for gems of wisdom but sometimes the psychological abuse and arguments I get provoked into get me really upset. That is fading for the most part and was the main reason for using the sub, but now bigger and better things await.