Hey Ichigo im a little late to the party.. but i was in the same boat as you. I was with who i think the love of my life but since she was my first i felt like i wanted to break up with her and have more experiance. She kept feeling that off me because i did not do want to end it with her and it eventually destroyed the relationship. Domino effect!
My only regret is that i shoulf have maned up and owned my desires. She even said to me: You want something more dont you ?
So if you choose to stay with her. Be with her 100% because she desurves someone who is with her. 100% and not just wishing to be somewhere else.
Thanks Illumi, I'm sorry to hear you feel you lost the love of your life.
Day 3
2 loops Trickling Stream FLAC through headphones overnight
Was exhausted yesterday so had to lower the loops in order to get a proper nights sleep. Feeling more rejuvenated today. Had more dreams relevant to being seduced.
Noticed my eye contact with other people is much better.
My girlfriend is reacting very positively but I've decided to stop reporting on her reactions and will focus only on any signs I receive from other women.
MHS seemed to lead me to explore meditation more, maintaining better physical awareness of my body and being more grounded. I'm making a conscious effort to keep that up whilst also doing work on relaxation and voice.
Day 4
7 loops Trickling Stream FLAC through headphones overnight
I love this sub. I love how confident, how IDGAF, how goddamn sexy it makes me. I went out with my girlfriend for dinner and the waitress was so nervous, she could barely look me in the eye. She was pretty hot too. To make a 9/10 nervous around you is damn impressive. It was like she knew she was attracted but knew she couldn't display it in front of my girl so she was very nervous and sure to not make eye contact with me - however, the few times we did make eye contact she got nervous and stammered.
I saw it said a few times in Shannon's Journal Discussion and I think it makes sense - 3.1 was resisted the shit out of by me. v1 isn't. Not saying that v1 is better, but there's clearly something in v3.1 that makes me resist. I'm guessing it's the NSFM and autopilot modules which make me resist out of guilt of cheating on my girlfriend. If 3.2 still has the NSFM/autopilot modules in, I'm predicting 3.2 will be even more difficult for me to run because I'm going to resist the shit out of it. I guess we'll find out.
I made eye contact with a blonde girl working at a bar and I looked directly into her left eye, without fear, and I felt THAT CONNECTION which I've been missing since v1. It wasn't quite the bubble, but it was the beginnings of it, and it gives me hope that I can achieve it again.
Still no really heavy aura or fire breathing though. Either that part isn't executing for me yet, or it's executing but my body is used to it now. Which would imply that v1 didn't have a stronger aura, it just seemed stronger because it was my first time experiencing it.
Cool results man. I have V1 but never got to use it. I might give it a try now after reading this.
Wasn't there a specific number of loops we needed to stick to or not with this version?
It was kind of confusing. On the product page it said a minimum of 7 loops per day, but I think it was later decided that between 4 - 8 loops per day would be the optimum.
You'll know if you need to cut back because you'll be exhausted and not getting much in the way of results, lol. A day off every now and again is beneficial with DMSI too.
Day 10
Mostly 7 loops, with the occasional 2 loops only if feeling tired. Trickling stream FLAC through headphones.
Had some down periods, but today I think I've hit a breakthrough. Had a dream that Ariana Grande was giving me a rim job :o
I seem to have a problem internally with thinking of myself as "sexy", or behaving in a sexy manner. It makes me feel self-conscious and this gets reflected in my behaviour.
When I flip it over to thinking of myself as "high status", I find this much more readily acceptable. I can adopt more of an alpha, professional posture, think of Don Draper or Harvey Specter. My body language improves, my thinking patterns become more of self-belief.
I had that realisation today, and I think it's a big one.
I know I have the power to be rich beyond my wildest dreams. Do I have the courage to take action and make it happen?
Fuck. Yes.
Day 17
7 loops trickling stream FLAC through headphones.
For my own reference:
Shannon Wrote:That is interesting that you believe your perfect job requires more schooling. I had always believed the program would simply create the opportunity for you to step into it.
It sounds to me as if you need to believe in yourself and let go of the fear of not being good enough. You stopped using the program because you succumbed to fear of success. Man, I need to build a program to deal with that. You had your fears come up and you let them get the best of you.
There is no "can't", blueness. Where there is a will, there is a way. Failure based thinking comes from failure based beliefs, which are almost always based ultimately on fear. Believe me, when I found my calling... it took a lot of pushing to get started. I had nothing. Literally six dollars and some change to my name. I had to plan extensively in my head and then strategically beg for what I needed to get started, just to test whether my idea would even work!
"Can't" is a wall built by fear or laziness. In your case, I think it is fear. Fear can be overcome through direct action. I wish it was easy, but it's not.
As for which subliminals might be of assistance, I can think of a few. It would probably be helpful to you to use any of the following:
Ultra Success, Positive Thinking, Positive Attitude, Life Tune-Up, Seek The Challenge, Overcome Fear of Failure, Remove Negativity Within.
The other thing you have to do is use Find Your Perfect Job for long enough. At least 6 months... or until it comes. Use it enough that it can work.
Day 22
Stopping DMSI v1.
Results: no extra power in the aura. Much more pleasant to run than 3.1 due to less resistance. Going to go back to DMSI 3.1B in a couple of days and see whether it gives me resistance again.
(10-31-2017, 08:14 AM)ichigo Wrote: [ -> ]Day 22
Stopping DMSI v1.
Results: no extra power in the aura. Much more pleasant to run than 3.1 due to less resistance. Going to go back to DMSI 3.1B in a couple of days and see whether it gives me resistance again.
If Shannon were here, he'd have something to say about that.
Haha, why is that? I'm telling him v3.1 is miles superior to v1, something he knew anyway but I had to find out for myself lol.
First day back on 3.1B (I'm not good at taking breaks), and it feels more powerful on the brain. Pretty sure it's the "reality bending".
Way hornier on 3.1B than v1 too.
Only problem is, the auto pilot/NSFM has me doing things I don't want to do. I'm running DMSI to be sexy and successful, and all the benefits that come with it. It's got me eyeing up women before I know it. Like a hungry animal. I don't want to be leering at women constantly, but it's difficult not to on 3.1B. You're doing it before you've even made a conscious decision to do it, and then it's too late.
It kills the attraction, because it's needy. That's something v1 has over 3.1, it's far superior at making you the non-needy prize. 3.1, in my opinion, is trying to blend a cool, non-needy celebrity with a sex craved starving maniac, and this is what's causing the imbalance.
I had the total opposite effects on DMSI. Less interest in women, not even caring anymore about them, low libido, high IDGAF attitude.
It surprises me that you're showing needism traits.
Nothing wrong with leering at women. Some may pretend they are above it, but then why do they dress that way? Being in a look-but-don't-touch society when you have all those scantily clad teases around is very emasculating. At least Egypt has some common sense to balance out sexual power.
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On V1 I had some teen girl scream "He's sexy!" at me so I'll take that as the baseline. If people want sex, then women need to be more friendly and uninhibited instead of the yoga pants wearing incorrigible doofus who seem to only want attention type that I normally encounter. I suspect something was toned down since V1 to make results less obvious.
That link isn't really appropriate, had to edit it out.
(11-02-2017, 10:55 AM)DarkPlouf Wrote: [ -> ]I had the total opposite effects on DMSI. Less interest in women, not even caring anymore about them, low libido, high IDGAF attitude.
It surprises me that you're showing needism traits.
Oh really? That's interesting? You running version A or B? If it's A, it could be that you're healing which means you're not interested in women right now?