Shannon, I've had the ED issue for months and she knows it's not related to her or how I feel about her, but thank you for your comment.
DAY 18
3.1A 2 loops Hybrid
Successfully had sex with her again last night, but came in about 2 minutes again. Seems I need to work on stamina a lot. She's still being extremely clingy and telling me how much she loves me.
If your erectile disfunction is such a problem, why not run the erect disfunction subliminal instead? Why run DMSI?
Hi Sully, DMSI has healing/clearing which could help with ED in the long run, plus is a later generation with more benefits. I actually ran Overcome ED 5G for a couple of months and had good benefits, then I was using DMSI to keep up the momentum.
DAY 21
3.1A 2 loops Hybrid
Spent the day without my girlfriend to catch up with some old friends. I spent the first half of the day with one friend. He's quite good looking too so when we hang out together we get a lot more female attention than when we're by ourselves, so IOIs were good.
After that went to a friends BBQ. There were some girls there I was attracted to, I chatted with some of them and they seemed receptive but I wasn't trying to flirt, it was just polite conversation. A few people were complaining it was really warm in the room, but it didn't feel that warm to me, traditionally that has been a sign to me that the aura is projecting.
I was drinking steadily, got around four beers deep, but then left early because I wasn't staying long due to needing to get home and not wanting to get back too late. A girl arrived who I had seen previously at a house party and flirted with, and when I saw her, I felt the auto-pilot go into overdrive and I felt so goddamn horny. I was just openly staring at her legs and thought this was probably a good time to leave lol. On my travel back I felt the alcohol starting to kick in more, and this is where it got interesting.
The aura went into fucking super saiyan mode. I felt on fire, to a degree I haven't felt since v1. I had the hot breath, the veins, the skin getting flushed all over. It was certainly full execution of the aura.
When I got home to my girlfriend she commented that my face looked really flushed and she said it was probably the alcohol - I looked in the mirror and my cheeks were so flushed they almost looked bruised.
The next day girlfriend and I went out and I was feeling the aura working on a waitress, and she asked me if I was okay, I asked why and she told me my forehead had suddenly burned red.
This is great because it's been so long since the aura was this powerful. It would seem that getting drunk let me drop some inhibitions to the point where I let myself express the aura at full strength... but then it continued into the next day too so hopefully something permanently cleared and the aura will be back at full power now. I know I'm capable of it because it worked for me on v1, and now I've experienced it again I'm very optimistic for the future.
Only downside is the next day, my system felt wrecked. My heart felt weak, lots of pressure in my chest - I think something similar happened to me on v1 and Shannon said it was because the energy systems hadn't been used like that in a while and it would need to adapt. Some clarification on that point would be appreciated, just so I know the next day heart pain is nothing to be worried about?
DAY 22
3.1A 2 loops Hybrid
I didn't realise it until now, but for the past 20 days I've not been happy. I've been blaming it on lack of sleep, but last night I didn't get much but today suddenly I feel so much more energetic, vibrant, funny and attractive. It's funny how when you're going through healing/clearing, it can become your new "normal" and then when you come out of it you realise how badly you felt during it.
I hope it keeps up. I've been reading a lot about 7-8 loops, I know Shannon's using 7 loops of B atm. I'm very tempted to up to that number but I'm worried about the tiredness. Might try it one night soon when I know I have nothing important the next day and see how I cope.
DAY 25
3.1A 8 loops Hybrid
Bumped it up to 8 loops last night. Of course felt very tired the next day, but also felt the euphoria kick in. The tiredness made me less alert - this caused the goal 2 part of DMSI to soar (I felt much more confident and IDGAF) but also meant I couldn't concentrate very well at work. It was difficult to read complicated paragraphs, my brain was too fuzzy.
During my sleep with 8 loops, I dreamed I was trying to initiate sex with the female friend of mine I mentioned earlier who recently broke up with her boyfriend. I wonder if that is the sniper/manifestation aspect working on her. It was her birthday on that day too so I wished her a happy birthday and she replied with a heart and a kiss face.
I also woke up hornier and hungrier than when I just do 2 loops.
My girlfriend and I had a big argument last night, then we went to my friend's house as a couple just after the argument, then we went home and argued again. It was over something silly, but the point is she got really upset when we went to sleep and was very badly crying. I was trying to comfort her and ask her what was wrong, she told me she felt for the first time like I was falling out of love with her and that eventually I would leave her.
I assured her that I didn't feel that way, but she seemed convinced and told me that's what her gut was telling her. I think it might be because when we argued, for some reason I just felt very numb. I felt bad she was crying and hurt, but I didn't feel her pain in an empathetic way which I would usually do. I don't know if it was due to being so tired I just felt numb or DMSI giving me an IDGAF nature.
I started playing my loops last night and half way through the first one I just took the headphones out and went to sleep. No idea why I did it. Looks like my subconscious is trying to escape me giving it another 8 loops. I'll try again tonight.
DAY 31 - Finished running version A
DAY 32
7 loops DMSI 3.1 B Hybrid (Trickling Stream)
Started my loops of B last night during sleep - mid way through the first loop, my girlfriend randomly started giving me a blowjob. She was really enthusiastic and passionate about it. This is also very unusual, it's only happened once before during our 6 month relationship, and that was when I was wearing the pheromone Aqua Vitae.
I cannot say it was certainly the sub though, as she has the day off work the next day. She said to me she did it because she knows sometimes she gets distracted with work/stress and doesn't do things like this enough.
So it's hard to say how much to attribute to B.
(06-15-2017, 11:48 PM)ichigo Wrote: [ -> ]DAY 25
3.1A 8 loops Hybrid
Bumped it up to 8 loops last night. Of course felt very tired the next day, but also felt the euphoria kick in. The tiredness made me less alert - this caused the goal 2 part of DMSI to soar (I felt much more confident and IDGAF) but also meant I couldn't concentrate very well at work. It was difficult to read complicated paragraphs, my brain was too fuzzy.
During my sleep with 8 loops, I dreamed I was trying to initiate sex with the female friend of mine I mentioned earlier who recently broke up with her boyfriend. I wonder if that is the sniper/manifestation aspect working on her. It was her birthday on that day too so I wished her a happy birthday and she replied with a heart and a kiss face.
I also woke up hornier and hungrier than when I just do 2 loops.
My girlfriend and I had a big argument last night, then we went to my friend's house as a couple just after the argument, then we went home and argued again. It was over something silly, but the point is she got really upset when we went to sleep and was very badly crying. I was trying to comfort her and ask her what was wrong, she told me she felt for the first time like I was falling out of love with her and that eventually I would leave her.
I assured her that I didn't feel that way, but she seemed convinced and told me that's what her gut was telling her. I think it might be because when we argued, for some reason I just felt very numb. I felt bad she was crying and hurt, but I didn't feel her pain in an empathetic way which I would usually do. I don't know if it was due to being so tired I just felt numb or DMSI giving me an IDGAF nature.
I started playing my loops last night and half way through the first one I just took the headphones out and went to sleep. No idea why I did it. Looks like my subconscious is trying to escape me giving it another 8 loops. I'll try again tonight.
I have that pattern of arguing or being upset from my girlfriend enough time when I change sub or the sub is steering something new that I confirm to you that this is indeed coming from the Sub. Countless time I have seen it, they never say it directly though, last time she said I was acting weird and cold for example. Girls do notice it easily.
DAY 35 (DAY 3 of B version)
6-8 loops Hybrid Trickling Stream
Version B kicking in hard. Exhausted. Looking up seduction material a lot more. Went back over a home study course called Code of the Natural and completely redesigned my weight training to incorporate some of the movements in the book.
Now my workouts look like this:
-Lacrosse ball under the feet to release tension
-Foam roller on lower / upper body
-3D dynamic stretching movements
-Heavy weights workout (either upper or lower body)
-Circuit type workout intended to strengthen the muscles which keep good posture from Code of the Natural
I'm not expecting instant results, so happy to take it slow. Hopefully when I look back in 4-6 weeks I can see some changes in posture. I noticed after doing the 3d stretching and tension release exercises, my body felt so much looser (particularly in the hips), chest more open and head up higher. It looked far better in the mirror and I noticed way increased IOIs. But the more open and relaxed posture is only temporary right now post doing the exercises, I need to get to the point where they become my default setting.
On B I'm noticing when I make eye contact with girls, we will get the "sticky eye contact" where it's like once our eyes meet we have to drag them away from each other. Previously on A, if I made eye contact with a girl they would look away quickly or seem intimidated. Their facial expressions are quite neutral when the eye contact happens, it's like a slight curiosity on their part.
It's not quite "the DMSI bubble" which I experienced and recognise from v1, but it's a step in the right direction.
I think some is attributable to DMSI, but also some to my posture being more relaxed which in turn is making me more approachable.
Edit: Oh yes, forgot to mention, my dreams on B have been bringing up memories I never knew I had. They've been very much what I would have expected from version A. It seems to be that B still has the capacity to heal.
Thanks Travis, do you have any resources you can recommend in particular for Feldenkrais method?
DAY 36 (Day 4 of B version)
7 loops DMSI vB Hybrid Trickling Stream
I'm starting to see more obvious aura execution on B than A. I'm noticing women get red in the face around me which didn't occur on version A.
If I'm capable of projecting the aura with such strength on version B (say it's an 80% aura), in theory shouldn't it be projecting at the same 80% strength whilst I'm on version A? If I am capable of projecting it, then I don't need any clearing/healing to be able to do it, so why would version A not produce an 80% aura, whilst simultaneously trying to clear/heal me so I'm capable of producing a 100% aura?
Also, I've noticed more of a return of emotional pain and fear whilst back on version B. It made me think, if version A is making us capable of acting because our emotions are being shielded, wouldn't it mean that as soon as we stop version A and these feelings return, we will return to where we started more or less?
That's why I was thinking it's probably more productive in the long term to run version B, because when it forces you to take action, it isn't molly coddling your feelings or fears, so when you stop running it's more likely the results you gained will be permanent once you're off the sub.
DAY 37 (Day 5 of B version)
7-8 loops DMSI vb Hybrid Trickling Stream
Girlfriend asked me last night if I was using a different shower gel. I told her no, she said that she noticed my body smelt different and that she noticed it smelled different last night too. I asked if it was better, she said "I don't know, it just smells different. Maybe it's due to a change in your diet or something"
Could be the pheromone optimiser working on version B whereas it doesn't seem to have worked on version A. Although she didn't actually say she liked the new smell...
My girlfriend reported that she noticed a difference in the way that I naturally smell within 2 or 3 days of starting dmsi version 3.1. However it took two weeks for it to finish changing. The change was not just in how I smell but how strongly that smell was being projected.
That's cool, I'll keep my eye on the situation over the next few weeks!
DAY 42 (DAY 10 of B version)
4-6 loops DMSI vb Hybrid Trickling Stream
No more mentions of the changed body smell from the girlfriend.
I'm having a much easier time of things on version B than A. I'm executing the aura more easily, less tired, and my girlfriend and I seem happier. However, I didn't realise the B version didn't include the scripting on Goal 2 (self esteem, self respect, sense of self worth, self liking, self love, self validation, deservingness, self support, self confidence, self image, overcome fear, guilt and shame (yes, it has the entire script of E2’s OGSF and self validation) which the main factor in me running DMSI because I'm not intending to cheat on my girlfriend.
After using version A for a while, I've had the suspicion that part of the "clearing/healing" in A involves leading me to a situation in which I break up with my girlfriend in order for me to begin sleeping with multiple women. That's why I think I'm hesitant to go back to version A.
Essentially, I want to run version A for Goal 2 but I don't want it to bring my relationship into jeopardy...