02-21-2017, 04:22 PM
I'm in a very conflicting position right now.
On one hand I want to continue using Natural song & lyric writing until I'm at the level of creativity and flow with my music that I desire.
On the other hand. I'm starting a new job at a restaurant in two days & there is literally 10 or more, 10/10 BEAUTIFUL women there.
One of the reasons why I stopped DMSI was because of my curfew/probation and masculine jobs that had no women around there was almost no point for me to run DMSI because I wasn't encountering any women at all.
Now I am going to be around MANY beautiful women every time I work. I have only spoken to one of them so far so only one first impression.
She congratulated me for getting the job.
I was the 1 person out of the 20 people who got interviewd that got the job so I don't know if she or the other women know about that or if it even is something they would think about but it's interesting none the less.
It's a dishwasher job though which is lame but my boss told me he's already going to look for someone to replace me because he wants me in the kitchen.
I honestly haven't seen this many beautiful women in one restaurant in my life. SO MANY 10's. HOLY SHIT I'm going to have so much fun this year. 5 more months and my curfew is gone. And until then I have an excuse to bring them back to my house if I go on a date with them and its getting late. Muahahhaha
BRING IT ON DMSI WORK YOUR MAGIC ON ME LIKE YOU HAVE ONCE BEFORE. I honestly still feel the effects of DMSI but only a small percentage compared to how it was while i was peaking on it.
Keep in mind I never ran the newest version. I only did for like a day or two.
It's important to note that I'm also doing NOfap. I'm on day 7 at the moment of no fap and no porn.
On one hand I want to continue using Natural song & lyric writing until I'm at the level of creativity and flow with my music that I desire.
On the other hand. I'm starting a new job at a restaurant in two days & there is literally 10 or more, 10/10 BEAUTIFUL women there.
One of the reasons why I stopped DMSI was because of my curfew/probation and masculine jobs that had no women around there was almost no point for me to run DMSI because I wasn't encountering any women at all.
Now I am going to be around MANY beautiful women every time I work. I have only spoken to one of them so far so only one first impression.
She congratulated me for getting the job.
I was the 1 person out of the 20 people who got interviewd that got the job so I don't know if she or the other women know about that or if it even is something they would think about but it's interesting none the less.
It's a dishwasher job though which is lame but my boss told me he's already going to look for someone to replace me because he wants me in the kitchen.
I honestly haven't seen this many beautiful women in one restaurant in my life. SO MANY 10's. HOLY SHIT I'm going to have so much fun this year. 5 more months and my curfew is gone. And until then I have an excuse to bring them back to my house if I go on a date with them and its getting late. Muahahhaha
BRING IT ON DMSI WORK YOUR MAGIC ON ME LIKE YOU HAVE ONCE BEFORE. I honestly still feel the effects of DMSI but only a small percentage compared to how it was while i was peaking on it.
Keep in mind I never ran the newest version. I only did for like a day or two.
It's important to note that I'm also doing NOfap. I'm on day 7 at the moment of no fap and no porn.