Subliminal Talk

(03-04-2017, 04:03 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Make sure you use the proper number of loops: 2 per day, not 3.

I'm using 3.0.1a still, so it's 3 loops right?

(03-04-2017, 04:08 AM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ]

(03-04-2017, 04:03 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Make sure you use the proper number of loops: 2 per day, not 3.

I'm using 3.0.1a still, so it's 3 loops right?

Ah, didn't see that. I thought you were using 3.1.

3.0.1-A is 3 loops a day, yes.

You did a steroid cycle without running proper PCT? Is that why you're doing TRT?

(03-04-2017, 08:59 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]You did a steroid cycle without running proper PCT? Is that why you're doing TRT?

I ran PCT but it didn't do anything. It still takes like 6 months to a year to recover to recover with proper PCT.

I didn't do HCG however, I wonder what my PCT would have been if I ran HCG before PCT started. I did run PCT that but I forget the name of the Chemical at the moment.

I'm on TRT because I can't handle the several month comedown because of family, work and relationships and my own personal well being.

I have to make allot of money and go on a 6 month to year vacation basically while I come off TRT for good.

However, I kind of like being on TRT (when I do normal test injections and not DBOL) .. I get to control exactly how I feel at any given week, Higher test or lower test depending on my doses.

It's a blessing and a curse to be able to have such control however and I don't recommend it.

It even changes the way my voice sounds on a weekly basis if I switch my dosage up. I can have a high pitched voice one week and a extremely deep voice another week if I dose differently.

This has strong benefits for my hip hop writing. Because I can change the pitch of my voice, something that no other artist can do to the same extent.

Day 13

Some young lady my age from highschool I knew (but never talked too) that I have added on FB messaged me randomly saying "hey Rayhon!! How's it going buddy?"

I've never spoken to her before, all I did was like something she had on fb for once.

Might be a sniped target but she's not my type so I don't think so. She's unattractive (but nice)

Two of my buddies banged her so that turns me off allot. But to be fair one of them dated her for years (he's not a close buddy)

I won't be chasing or going after this woman, again shes not my type, but I thought i'd post it anyways.

(03-04-2017, 01:36 PM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ]

(03-04-2017, 08:59 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]You did a steroid cycle without running proper PCT? Is that why you're doing TRT?

I ran PCT but it didn't do anything. It still takes like 6 months to a year to recover to recover with proper PCT.

I didn't do HCG however, I wonder what my PCT would have been if I ran HCG before PCT started. I did run PCT that but I forget the name of the Chemical at the moment.

I'm on TRT because I can't handle the several month comedown because of family, work and relationships and my own personal well being.

I have to make allot of money and go on a 6 month to year vacation basically while I come off TRT for good.

However, I kind of like being on TRT (when I do normal test injections and not DBOL) .. I get to control exactly how I feel at any given week, Higher test or lower test depending on my doses.

It's a blessing and a curse to be able to have such control however and I don't recommend it.

It even changes the way my voice sounds on a weekly basis if I switch my dosage up. I can have a high pitched voice one week and a extremely deep voice another week if I dose differently.

This has strong benefits for my hip hop writing. Because I can change the pitch of my voice, something that no other artist can do to the same extent.

6 weeks, tops. Studies on Nolvadex ran at a mere 20mg/day restore testosterone to almost 800 ng/dL. 6 months to a year? Where did you get that information from? I've had my blood tested at 4 weeks before, and been fully recovered.

I'm no newb to steroids, as I've run more than one cycle in my day, and recovered each time without problems. I've never ran HCG, but I probably should have. I'm sure it makes recovery a helluva lot easier, but I also understand that the body quickly adapts to it, and can impart permanent changes so that it's ineffective in the future. I'd have to do more research on it.

Regarding PCT, I have experience with tamoxifen (Nolvadex), clomiphene citrate (Clomid), and raloxifene.

(03-04-2017, 04:14 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]

(03-04-2017, 01:36 PM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ]

(03-04-2017, 08:59 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]You did a steroid cycle without running proper PCT? Is that why you're doing TRT?

I ran PCT but it didn't do anything. It still takes like 6 months to a year to recover to recover with proper PCT.

I didn't do HCG however, I wonder what my PCT would have been if I ran HCG before PCT started. I did run PCT that but I forget the name of the Chemical at the moment.

I'm on TRT because I can't handle the several month comedown because of family, work and relationships and my own personal well being.

I have to make allot of money and go on a 6 month to year vacation basically while I come off TRT for good.

However, I kind of like being on TRT (when I do normal test injections and not DBOL) .. I get to control exactly how I feel at any given week, Higher test or lower test depending on my doses.

It's a blessing and a curse to be able to have such control however and I don't recommend it.

It even changes the way my voice sounds on a weekly basis if I switch my dosage up. I can have a high pitched voice one week and a extremely deep voice another week if I dose differently.

This has strong benefits for my hip hop writing. Because I can change the pitch of my voice, something that no other artist can do to the same extent.

6 weeks, tops. Studies on Nolvadex ran at a mere 20mg/day restore testosterone to almost 800 ng/dL. 6 months to a year? Where did you get that information from? I've had my blood tested at 4 weeks before, and been fully recovered.

I'm no newb to steroids, as I've run more than one cycle in my day, and recovered each time without problems. I've never ran HCG, but I probably should have. I'm sure it makes recovery a helluva lot easier, but I also understand that the body quickly adapts to it, and can impart permanent changes so that it's ineffective in the future. I'd have to do more research on it.

Regarding PCT, I have experience with tamoxifen (Nolvadex), clomiphene citrate (Clomid), and raloxifene.

It was Clomid that I was running, I remember now. I was off everything for 4 weeks (except clomid & arimidex) before I went back on because I felt like absolute shit, more emotional then a woman, and more tired then an old man.

I was a mental wreck.

My cycle was 500mg test enanthate twice a week for 10 weeks. Then I went back on 500mg test e and 50mg dbol a day (which fucked things up even worse)



How long do you think it would take me to recover now that I've been on TRT for a year or more. I believe I was using too much arimidex too so my symptoms may have also been from having 0 estrogen.

Any advice you have id appreciate it. Lot's of misinformation on steroid forums and I had followed bad advice.

I took way too much arimidex, along with way too much DBOL.which caused allot of depression & anxiety for many months

One thing I should note however is that I never really had high testosterone in my life, only time I did was when I was in grade 11 and hit the gym twice a day super intense. That was the only year I had testosterone, I was never that masculine until I did roids. (although I did do masculine things all my life like MMA, RUGBY, fighting)

Another interesting thing to note is that my results with woman like the time I had two chicks at my house making out all night and with there and my shirt off while on sex magnet stage 3 was PRE ROIDS. While my test levels were very low (from stress from slanging created cortisol = reduced test further)

So anyone here who knows my story, it's important to note that the TEST was not the reason for my successes and the subliminals had the major part in it. Although I think I would have banged more chicks or hooked up with chicks if I did have higher test at the time.

I'm about to go to a movie, but I'll PM you tomorrow and tell you what I know.

(03-04-2017, 06:56 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]I'm about to go to a movie, but I'll PM you tomorrow and tell you what I know.

Thank you much appreciated

Day 13

Today was an emotional rollercoaster.

Faced severe resistance.

However there were times where I was able to get into state, and other times where I was completely FUCKED mentally.

It was going back and forth to the point where I felt like I was losing my mind.

I kept my composure but honestly one of the worst social anxiety experiences i've ever had.

Basically was having mini panic attacks constantly throughout the day and brief periods where I was totally confident and at ease.

Majority of the time I had anxiety though.

I was able to build rapport with some servers regardless and one of them and me really got to know eachother.

The wierd thing is the times where I didn't have anxiety today I really capitalized on it.

I made some really good first impressions and what not but other times where I felt like I was losing my mind i'd purposely avoid interactions so I don't embarrasses myself or look extremely nervous.

Tomorrow I'm getting my normal test so I'l be balanced emotionally so the hormones wont be negatively affecting me anymore so DMSI will be much smoother I believe.

Today was brutal on me. I only had the anxiety with the women though so I believe I was facing some serious resistance and it wasn't my hormones today. (although it may have been as well)

with the guys there I was very comfortable and relaxed and at ease and sociable and happy.

Today could have been allot worse but luckily I still managed to not blow things with the chicks and look like a complete wreck.

I only had 4 hours of sleep last night and also I might have accidently used DMSI for 4 loops instead of 3. I wasn't able to remember what loop I was on so I wasn't sure.

I hope tomorrow I'm okay.

I really connected with one women there today we talked about how were both ravers and we both happened to drop LSD and go to an above and beyond concert (which is pretty conincidental if you ask me) and we knew some of the same people. I told her were going to go to a show one day when I'm off probation (i opened up to her about my probation and she was chill about it)

I feel like she liked me. Unfortunately she's not really my type physically, but I'd still bang her. She's really nice too and we have allot in common so far. I also met another vegan like myself who is unattractive unfortunately but I connected with her a bit too.

If I wasn't so self aware of myself today would have been allot worse. I avoided talking to people when I felt like complete shit for the most part and only interacted when I felt good.

So yeah I got real lucky. The resistance was so tough but at times I was "in state" which is strange. I kept fluctuating between being in state, neutral, and panic attacks / anxiety.

Why are you still using 3.0 again?

(03-05-2017, 03:20 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Why are you still using 3.0 again?

There seems to be a misunderstanding. I never started 3.1 yet. I'm waiting until work to finish tomorrow because il have 4 days to deal with the turbulence and not have to go to work (not working for 4 days)

I've been on 3.01a for 13 days in a row and have never used 3.1 yet.

I don't want to switch to 3.1 when I have work the next day because il probably face the most turbulance and resistance the first days after switching to new sub.

(03-05-2017, 03:33 AM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ]

(03-05-2017, 03:20 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Why are you still using 3.0 again?

There seems to be a misunderstanding. I never started 3.1 yet. I'm waiting until work to finish tomorrow because il have 4 days to deal with the turbulence and not have to go to work (not working for 4 days)

I've been on 3.01a for 13 days in a row and have never used 3.1 yet.

I don't want to switch to 3.1 when I have work the next day because il probably face the most turbulance and resistance the first days after switching to new sub.

the self-control is strong in this one.

(03-05-2017, 03:20 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Why are you still using 3.0 again?

(03-05-2017, 03:33 AM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ]There seems to be a misunderstanding. I never started 3.1 yet. I'm waiting until work to finish tomorrow because il have 4 days to deal with the turbulence and not have to go to work (not working for 4 days)

I've been on 3.01a for 13 days in a row and have never used 3.1 yet.

I don't want to switch to 3.1 when I have work the next day because il probably face the most turbulance and resistance the first days after switching to new sub.

(03-05-2017, 05:05 AM)Griffin Wrote: [ -> ]the self-control is strong in this one.

A future Jedi he will be. [attachment=469]