12-13-2016, 12:14 AM
Hey guys, been running DMSI since the very first version and decided it was time to start a little journal of sorts.
So a little backround. Im a well built good looking guy, but I never really got good with woman(at least the real atractive ones) till I started reading and applying some of david deangelos stuff like double your dating and deep inner game. It really helped me develop my confidence with woman and better understand what they do and dont find attractive. After that point I ended up getting some very attractive girlfriends over the next couple years and all was well on the lady front until something happened in my life that shook my confidence. Ever since that point I have struggled to regain that confidence and succuss with woman that I once had
I have tried many different things to get back to my prior level but to no avail. I think there is a lot of information overload at play here. I got to a point where I was reading so much stuff on the topic I think it was hurting me rather than helping me
As far as the subliminal front is concerned ive been using Shannons subs for over two years now and cant really say ive ever noticed any tangible benefits, but I dont want to give up on them. After reading multiple posts from Shannon on the subject I believe im a control freak personality type when it comes to sub resistence. I dont like being told what to do and in the past have been extremely resistant to things like hypnosis programming. Basically I believe I have a deep seeded fear of losing control.
I wish to get over this fear however, and anyone that reads Shannons posts knows hes a brilliant guy and I I believe his subs may be approaching the power levels(OVER 9000!!! for the DBZ fans out there) necessary to start breaking through my walls of resistance.
Currently just finished day 12 of dmsi 3.01 A Hybrid and I think some resistance is starting to show. I think this may actually be a good thing because most of the time I just notice nothing at all on subs(stonewalling). The past few days though Ive been getting a mixture of anxiety and depression. Feelings like whats the point in trying, im not going anywhere in life, and missing my ex. Just a general sense of being down.Besides that sometimes i get this kind of weird feeling going on in my head and feel kind of spaced out. Not the euphoria feeling people here are talking about but definitely something going on
As far as effects on woman its hard to say if anything is going on out of the ordianry. I am at a disadvantage in this department because I have a rare eye condition and literally cannot tell if a girl is checking me out unless they are right next to me.
I will say however that I was at a party this weekened that one of my exs was at and she actively seeked me out and came over by me. We were playfully teasing/touching eachother at different points in the night (stuff like me coming up behind her and grabbing he sides and her slapping my ass multpiple times when I was turned away from her) even though she currently has a boyfriend. Pretty sure she was feeling atracted to me. Not sure if this would have happened or not without dmsi so its a possible effect.
I hit her up the next day to talk about something funny that happened at the party and she didnt seem as responsive and eventually stopped texting back. Probablly a mistake to have texted her but ah well, **** it. If she dumps her bf out of the blue and start hitting me up then I think its safe to say dmsi is at play
Anyways, heres to continuing on with this sub and coming out the other side as the badass mo f***** p i m p I know I truly am within
So a little backround. Im a well built good looking guy, but I never really got good with woman(at least the real atractive ones) till I started reading and applying some of david deangelos stuff like double your dating and deep inner game. It really helped me develop my confidence with woman and better understand what they do and dont find attractive. After that point I ended up getting some very attractive girlfriends over the next couple years and all was well on the lady front until something happened in my life that shook my confidence. Ever since that point I have struggled to regain that confidence and succuss with woman that I once had
I have tried many different things to get back to my prior level but to no avail. I think there is a lot of information overload at play here. I got to a point where I was reading so much stuff on the topic I think it was hurting me rather than helping me
As far as the subliminal front is concerned ive been using Shannons subs for over two years now and cant really say ive ever noticed any tangible benefits, but I dont want to give up on them. After reading multiple posts from Shannon on the subject I believe im a control freak personality type when it comes to sub resistence. I dont like being told what to do and in the past have been extremely resistant to things like hypnosis programming. Basically I believe I have a deep seeded fear of losing control.
I wish to get over this fear however, and anyone that reads Shannons posts knows hes a brilliant guy and I I believe his subs may be approaching the power levels(OVER 9000!!! for the DBZ fans out there) necessary to start breaking through my walls of resistance.
Currently just finished day 12 of dmsi 3.01 A Hybrid and I think some resistance is starting to show. I think this may actually be a good thing because most of the time I just notice nothing at all on subs(stonewalling). The past few days though Ive been getting a mixture of anxiety and depression. Feelings like whats the point in trying, im not going anywhere in life, and missing my ex. Just a general sense of being down.Besides that sometimes i get this kind of weird feeling going on in my head and feel kind of spaced out. Not the euphoria feeling people here are talking about but definitely something going on
As far as effects on woman its hard to say if anything is going on out of the ordianry. I am at a disadvantage in this department because I have a rare eye condition and literally cannot tell if a girl is checking me out unless they are right next to me.
I will say however that I was at a party this weekened that one of my exs was at and she actively seeked me out and came over by me. We were playfully teasing/touching eachother at different points in the night (stuff like me coming up behind her and grabbing he sides and her slapping my ass multpiple times when I was turned away from her) even though she currently has a boyfriend. Pretty sure she was feeling atracted to me. Not sure if this would have happened or not without dmsi so its a possible effect.
I hit her up the next day to talk about something funny that happened at the party and she didnt seem as responsive and eventually stopped texting back. Probablly a mistake to have texted her but ah well, **** it. If she dumps her bf out of the blue and start hitting me up then I think its safe to say dmsi is at play
Anyways, heres to continuing on with this sub and coming out the other side as the badass mo f***** p i m p I know I truly am within