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Day 50/96
-Feeling much better today despite the lack of sleep. After I tapped away the fear of losing myself because of the subliminal, The subliminal sensed the shift and increasing the workload in my brain. This effectively made me not be able to sleep for about an hour until my brain readjusted.
-I became really attached to a recent Youtuber I discovered and I became attracted to the point of obsession. I started tapping on this unhealthy obsession and it turns out to be linked to my ex. I started tapping away on my attachment to the YouTuber and my ex. Which led to me uncovering a traumatic moment that I buried.
Tapping: Obssession->Ex->Attachment issues-> Recent Trauma.
-During and After the tapping, I began realizing how far I had come and I felt really happy. I look in the mirror and I see a different person.
-Entered a natural no-fap state as my mind and body is in the process of redirecting the sexual energy or something. I feel the sexual energy and then the subconscious urge to fap but it is much easier to resist it.
(03-19-2016, 05:20 PM)Aventus45 Wrote: [ -> ]Day 50/96
-Feeling much better today despite the lack of sleep. After I tapped away the fear of losing myself because of the subliminal, The subliminal sensed the shift and increasing the workload in my brain. This effectively made me not be able to sleep for about an hour until my brain readjusted.
-I became really attached to a recent Youtuber I discovered and I became attracted to the point of obsession. I started tapping on this unhealthy obsession and it turns out to be linked to my ex. I started tapping away on my attachment to the YouTuber and my ex. Which led to me uncovering a traumatic moment that I buried.
Tapping: Obssession->Ex->Attachment issues-> Recent Trauma.
-During and After the tapping, I began realizing how far I had come and I felt really happy. I look in the mirror and I see a different person.
-Entered a natural no-fap state as my mind and body is in the process of redirecting the sexual energy or something. I feel the sexual energy and then the subconscious urge to fap but it is much easier to resist it.
Natural no-fap state? Awesome man! I'm aiming to be there soon too.
I'm about a week behind you aventus, on OGSF 5g and I'm kind of naturally moving into no fapping as well. I've been taking a conscious approach though by tapping with the statement and intention "subconscioius stop wanting sex" or "subconscious stop wanting to have sex".
I've also been releasing by just asking myself "could i allow myself to want sex as much as I do?" then "Could I allow myself to let go of wanting sex."
I just take it easy and release or tap whenever I get turned on and in those moments where I would normally fap. It doesn't take long and the wanting (lacking) goes away and I just feel better and it seems like I'm more open to hot chicks and they're more open to me. I also tap on that, wanting them to want me etc.
(03-20-2016, 01:23 PM)FueroMan3 Wrote: [ -> ]I'm about a week behind you aventus, on OGSF 5g and I'm kind of naturally moving into no fapping as well. I've been taking a conscious approach though by tapping with the statement and intention "subconscioius stop wanting sex" or "subconscious stop wanting to have sex".
I've also been releasing by just asking myself "could i allow myself to want sex as much as I do?" then "Could I allow myself to let go of wanting sex."
I just take it easy and release or tap whenever I get turned on and in those moments where I would normally fap. It doesn't take long and the wanting (lacking) goes away and I just feel better and it seems like I'm more open to hot chicks and they're more open to me. I also tap on that, wanting them to want me etc.
For me, I used "Why___" questions because it gives more things to tap on (Think Geodude came up with that). There is a significant difference between this natural state and the attempts in the past. In the past, by the 2nd night I would be suffering in my own horniness but now I still feel it but it doesn't affect me nearly as much as it did in the past. But fapping was a very long habit so I catch myself edging but I just stop it and its fine.
Dreams:
-Went batshit crazy then became a superpowered caveman. Once again finding out that I like to dominate women. Odd because it is the complete opposite of who I am and how I act. Odd.
(03-21-2016, 11:37 AM)Aventus45 Wrote: [ -> ]Dreams:
-Went batshit crazy then became a superpowered caveman. Once again finding out that I like to dominate women. Odd because it is the complete opposite of who I am and how I act. Odd.
It's who you're meant to be.
(03-21-2016, 12:24 PM)wolverine_i_am Wrote: [ -> ] (03-21-2016, 11:37 AM)Aventus45 Wrote: [ -> ]Dreams:
-Went batshit crazy then became a superpowered caveman. Once again finding out that I like to dominate women. Odd because it is the complete opposite of who I am and how I act. Odd.
It's who you're meant to be.
I agree, It felt so natural that it shocked me a bit. It probably would take more than just OGSF to bring it out.
I think in the last few years, I discovered I love to dominate women too. It wasn't a concept that we were brought up with, but it's a very natural part of social dynamics.
I saved enough to purchase AM6. Tempted to switch over to AM6
(03-22-2016, 04:21 AM)Aventus45 Wrote: [ -> ]I saved enough to purchase AM6. Tempted to switch over to AM6
When do you plan on starting?
(03-22-2016, 04:29 AM)wolverine_i_am Wrote: [ -> ] (03-22-2016, 04:21 AM)Aventus45 Wrote: [ -> ]I saved enough to purchase AM6. Tempted to switch over to AM6
When do you plan on starting?
Perhaps next week.
Just outta curiosity. What's your sub plan for the upcoming future?
(03-22-2016, 04:34 AM)wolverine_i_am Wrote: [ -> ]Just outta curiosity. What's your sub plan for the upcoming future?
Probably going to dedicate a couple of years in running 6 stage subs. Am plus a magnet then eventually use BASE for a couple of years then bamm. But realistically it depends on how my AM6 run goes.
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