Thanks, now I`m sure that I`ll try SM3 after my WM2`s ride.
I like your internal changes and I think that I need some of them too. I`ll start my SM3`s journey at May.
What happened with you man? You just disappeared.
Looks like you became a sex magnet!
Yea, I am pretty sure that I am the Sex Magnet.
Today is the last day of SM3.
Going to run Refresher of SM3 and then AM6 refresher and back to SM3 6 Months.
Stage 5
It was one the best stage of my run.
I was mostly magnetic, carefree, charismatic, sexy and the sex magnet.
I just loved it.
I don't remember much of stage 5.
Stage 6
I don't remember any or much of the changes except the most girls throwing themselves to me mostly in a manner that just makes me feel disgust towards them.
I now understand that most girls are not worth my time.
I mostly loose my interest in girl in initial one minute if she fails any of my test or challenge or does not meet my standard.
The stage 6 is I am pretty sure the naturalizer effect holder stage including putting all the effects to the balanced and perfect place.
I am sure that there have been resistance to my run, but I was not sure or wasn't even concerned that this is the resistance.
Because feeling bad without any reason, or just frustrated and some kinda feeling of unknown anxiety or stress that I cannot explain that I had felt.
Anyway, the Sex Magnet and Alpha Male makes it very hard to remember or see changes because of naturalizer.
I am though glad and mostly excited that I am graduated from AM and SM.
Gonna crack some more thing in life as I do refresher of SM and AM.
lets bring it to the point did you fuck them?
Nah, I dint.
And, that's the point.
Every girl I meet doesn't seem like she is worth to have me.
Before using SM, I wouldn't have thought that ignoring girls and their any advancements and they failng my tests will not make me wanna go ahead with my game into seducing them.
I just feel and it doesn't make sense to sometimes think or believe that I am literally turning down girls for even approaching me or talking to me, not being fun and challenging or meeting my standards.
Earlier in SM till stage 3, or 4, sex was the whole focus of mine, and now, I don't think sex is any important thing to consider upon, though I feel extremely sexy and turned on even in touching a girl and I had a boner just in random touch.
Though talking about anything like this or even posting on forums feel like why am I doing this?
I force myself to post here because how would I even know what I have been through.
I had felt an instant connection and some kind of energy pulling me and a girl I am talking to, together and I can't explain this feeling, but like in stage 5, a female friend of mine, which I had met in first week of SM, came with her female friend in one social setting, where I dint talk with her friend, but later that night, we talked just for a moment, and we touched each other, and we laughed a lot, and all the things were extremely seductive and our voices and eyes were also so seductive, but just for that moment, I knew that this is SM3 working in full fledge, because like fate is making situations and putting us together and making us feel so sexy, and connected, and whatever I say, I cannot explain it in words and I am failing miserably, this feeling was extremely different.
And, I just love to have that kind of feeling.
My ex also tried a lot to contact me, and I was so into her, after our breakup, but I dint even care to talk to her.
And, I am glad that Optimus engine is making things perfect and balanced according to my unique situation.
I feel SM3 is the extreme aphrodasic one can put on, and the manifestation part is also the best. SM3 can be very tricky to understand in terms of result.
And, just by starting SM3 refresher, I felt shivering and loss of energy in my body in 2 hours, and I had to eat a lot just to feel balanced, and I had eaten well just few hours earlier.
This program is the best one and that's why after SM3 and AM6 refresher, I am going back to SM3 whole run, because the person and I am becoming and I have become, and the person that I see at the end of tunnel, which I want to become is something very much promising and I know will happen. Just vibrating with happiness and joy that I completed the SM3 run.
I had to take anxiety pills by the end of SM as well bc I could not calm down
I had a lot of that same kind of thinking going on...
It pretty much boils down to fear of rejection, fear of being vulnerable, fear of not being good enough etc.
You need time on OF to address this. I went down the same road and asked Shannon why SM3 turned out so weird and underwhelming, and he said flat out it's fear.
At least you know your next program, to get things moving!
Join the OF brigade, haha!
Nice to see that you're feeling the effects of the magnet. Will be subscribing to your thread.
(02-01-2016, 01:47 PM)Darkness Wrote: [ -> ]I had to take anxiety pills by the end of SM as well bc I could not calm down
I have never taken any pills in my life for any stress, for sleeping or for calming me down. Maybe it's the way I described things, I was pretty fine by the resistance of the program, because it dint matter to me at all, and resistance dint affect me that much.
Sorry to hear that you had to take the pills, thought there was heavy resistance in AM6 run, and I think I had read about the forum that time in detail.
AM6 run was where I had felt mostly very terrible, and I am glad that I made it through.
(02-01-2016, 01:48 PM)CatMan Wrote: [ -> ]I had a lot of that same kind of thinking going on...
It pretty much boils down to fear of rejection, fear of being vulnerable, fear of not being good enough etc.
You need time on OF to address this. I went down the same road and asked Shannon why SM3 turned out so weird and underwhelming, and he said flat out it's fear.
At least you know your next program, to get things moving!
Join the OF brigade, haha!
Actually, I have no issue with fear in my whole life, at least that's what I think now, but the point is I pretty much don't have fear in my life after the run of SM3, and I could not believe the thing with fear that I don't have it.
Funny thing I remember as someone said regarding overcoming fear in the forum that I should not accept fight with bullies or something in line with he should not become the person who accepts fight and that's where I think I have become absolutely the person who doesn't even think before speaking or doing what I want, and I think fear has been completely vanished.
And the choice of not making move on to the girls was because of their being not meeting my standards and their being not emotionally healthy, because I now understand how my ex was also emotional baggage and she was having tremendous problems with her mental health.
People in general are mostly not someone that inspires me, and I am fine by it as long as that does not affect me. Though SM has made me mostly a big arrogant and fighter and I am glad that I am, because I am the nicest person unless someone tries to manipulate me or mistreat me.
So, I think the way I desribed things might have lead you to believe that fear is the issue because I dont even think that fear is a part of my life anymore.
(02-01-2016, 03:40 PM)wolverine_i_am Wrote: [ -> ]Nice to see that you're feeling the effects of the magnet. Will be subscribing to your thread.
There are lot of people who have great success with AM, SM and WM, just that they are not maintaining their journal.
It would be nice to see if everyone would have done so. Anyway, welcome brother.
I thought the same thing, but the lack of "real" results on a magnet says otherwise, according to Shannon. So, even though I thought I didn't have fears, if you aren't having sex with attractive women on a magnet, and are actually out in situations where they are and not in some deserted wasteland...then yes, it's fear causing that.
It was a bit of a shock to me too.
But hey, if you went through all of SM3, and didn't have sex with any women, and are positive you have zero issues with fear, then all the more power to you. I'm not sure how that would be the case, but Shannon could probably elaborate more than I could on why that would ever happen. But I don't have an answer for it. IMO, and Shannon's from what I've gathered both in his comments and the FAQ about why guys fail on magnets, is it's either fear holding back results with the program, or you have sex with attractive women.
I've enjoyed your journal, man! Looking forward to running an attraction program again someday after I've done more work preparing myself for it.
Are you going to ask for a refund Jason lmao