10-28-2015, 10:09 AM
10-28-2015, 11:27 AM
Started Stage 4
I put sexy album artwork for the song that makes me motivated to listen and kinda sexy. Lol.
I put sexy album artwork for the song that makes me motivated to listen and kinda sexy. Lol.
10-28-2015, 02:13 PM
Hey man, how were you with women before the subs ? Did you had issues? How were you with women before you ran Sm3?
10-29-2015, 04:07 AM
Before using subs, I was kinda needy guy, not that much needy or desperate as compared to nice guy. I was actually very confident in taking to women as compare to normal guys, and I dint have any kinda approach anxiety at earlier in my childhood. The approach anxiety came in like when I was in college.
Anyway, I was good with women. Not bad.
What I find truly interesting is that, only my confidnece was high in talking to them, and bantering was extremely high.
Where I was lacking was, body language portion, and neediness to some extent. And I was very illusionist about like I'm the best guy in almost every situation, and if someone did not respond me well, I was feeling very insecure about that and that's when I was crying needy. Not verbally though. Yet neediness is neediness.
I was pecking earlier.
I was failing compliance test.
I was failing congruence test.
My voice was very clear and confident though.
I was very very loud and confident in overall general.
I was having very confident eye contact with women. I was kinda able to seduce women with my eye contact. It all started falling down when I starte listening to purple about me being rude or not caring about others, and so much mischievous and naughty, not being serious about life in general.
That was the mistake I made and my skills in general started falling.
Frankly though, I wouldn't have become this much confident and good with women without subs and Dating stuffs.
About my skills earlier:
Alpha eye contact
Extremely good voice command
Extremely not caring attitude
Extremely confident about doing what I want
Neediness around women in non verbal stuffs
Not good body language
Beta male attitude in lots of things that I can't even remember now.
Nervousness in general when around some hotties
Insecure about being not deserving good quality women
Polar Opposing Insecutiy Compensation
Now, AM6 Dealt with my Beta Behaviour, my body language, my neediness, my confidence, my voice in general though my voice is not that much as it was earlier in AM6, my bantering though my bantering went bad in later stage of AM6, My approval seeking behaviours gone, my congruency has been like90 to 100%, Not giving fuck, no bullshit tolerance attitude, whether it women or men, SM3 made me more of alpha, I don't know why, and Modtly to be honest, I just have glimpse of what I was earlier, and Naturalizer has made such a huge difference that I don't even notice.
Like there is no neediness. I don't even notice unless I read about on someone's journal. I don't know why for some people these subs don't work. It's amazing. As Shannon says its life transformation. You'll literally end up transforming our life.
Like self improvement stuffs, I don't remember doing otherwise unless I look at people not addi values to their lives, I literally become somewhat angry, that what the fck are they doing with their life?
I think I would have answered your question.
Tell me if you really want some other insights.
PEACE
JC
Anyway, I was good with women. Not bad.
What I find truly interesting is that, only my confidnece was high in talking to them, and bantering was extremely high.
Where I was lacking was, body language portion, and neediness to some extent. And I was very illusionist about like I'm the best guy in almost every situation, and if someone did not respond me well, I was feeling very insecure about that and that's when I was crying needy. Not verbally though. Yet neediness is neediness.
I was pecking earlier.
I was failing compliance test.
I was failing congruence test.
My voice was very clear and confident though.
I was very very loud and confident in overall general.
I was having very confident eye contact with women. I was kinda able to seduce women with my eye contact. It all started falling down when I starte listening to purple about me being rude or not caring about others, and so much mischievous and naughty, not being serious about life in general.
That was the mistake I made and my skills in general started falling.
Frankly though, I wouldn't have become this much confident and good with women without subs and Dating stuffs.
About my skills earlier:
Alpha eye contact
Extremely good voice command
Extremely not caring attitude
Extremely confident about doing what I want
Neediness around women in non verbal stuffs
Not good body language
Beta male attitude in lots of things that I can't even remember now.
Nervousness in general when around some hotties
Insecure about being not deserving good quality women
Polar Opposing Insecutiy Compensation
Now, AM6 Dealt with my Beta Behaviour, my body language, my neediness, my confidence, my voice in general though my voice is not that much as it was earlier in AM6, my bantering though my bantering went bad in later stage of AM6, My approval seeking behaviours gone, my congruency has been like90 to 100%, Not giving fuck, no bullshit tolerance attitude, whether it women or men, SM3 made me more of alpha, I don't know why, and Modtly to be honest, I just have glimpse of what I was earlier, and Naturalizer has made such a huge difference that I don't even notice.
Like there is no neediness. I don't even notice unless I read about on someone's journal. I don't know why for some people these subs don't work. It's amazing. As Shannon says its life transformation. You'll literally end up transforming our life.
Like self improvement stuffs, I don't remember doing otherwise unless I look at people not addi values to their lives, I literally become somewhat angry, that what the fck are they doing with their life?
I think I would have answered your question.
Tell me if you really want some other insights.
PEACE
JC
10-29-2015, 02:27 PM
Jason Capital seems really famaliar to me. but i could be wrong!
10-29-2015, 10:59 PM
(10-29-2015, 02:27 PM)Light Wrote: [ -> ]Jason Capital seems really famaliar to me. but i could be wrong!
We are all somehow connected as we are unique individuals who are together on the journey of becoming the dominant badasses that we are, while realising our own limits and finding out the more! :idea:
10-29-2015, 11:17 PM
Stage 4
Before I forget, I want to write this down.
I had dream about a girl I have feeling that I know her from somehow, and I also got the feeling that she looks like britt robertson.
I was in some building, and I was going somewhere in the class, or I was there for some kinda inquiry, and I somehow bumped into her, not literally, Man, this dream is becoming hard to remember.
We somehow came in contact with each other.
We talked in the class.
And the most funny part is when I was about to leave, I told her that, lets exchange our numbers before I leave.
She told me to have selfie and she instantly brought out her phone, and her phone was kinda old or something, and that made me think what kinda phone this is. Lol.
And then then her camera was showing only on 5% of screen, and she kissed me and took selfie!
Man, I gotta tell you, her lips were so sweet, and it was testing very sweet and sexy, and I was flat turned on!
That kiss on my lips I wanted to do again and again. I don't feel that much sexy in real life in kissing, I gotta find it later on!
Coming back, I said I gotta take selfie in my phone, your camera quality is not that good.
And the teacher or someone of authority comes in and tells us that I'm here guys.
We somehow acted like nothing happened.
I kissed her in the class and again her lips, amazingly sweet, soft, red, and juicy that I wanna suck her into me while making her scream like a wild animal!
And somehow Whenever I was taking pictures, I wasnt coming in the picture, and the assholes students were coming back to come in the pictures!
Man, I wanted to tell them to fck off, guys, give us some privacy, and no, they were laughing and wanted to come in the picture.
Then, fck, I'm already forgetting the dream.
Somehow, we managed to kiss twice and thrice, I guess, then we are parting our ways, and she told me that let's go on the terrace, it's a good view there! I knew exactly the view of the play, and she told it very casually!
Then something came up, and we were not able to go there, and then I don't remember! Damn.
Anyway, I can feel the feeling of remembering that kiss and have glance of it!
And, I somehow wake up when something like this happens!
In stage 1, when I had 1 dream, wherein I kissed a girl, and that girl was wearing some white thing, very short, I even don't what would I call girls clothes, lol, Im just interested in ripping them off, not caring what its called.
I almost had orgasm while kissing her, and the feeling of that kiss was also heart throbbing and my lips almost become juicy when I think of that kiss. NOt now literally. Haha.
I like this dreams man.
Later
PEACE
JC
Before I forget, I want to write this down.
I had dream about a girl I have feeling that I know her from somehow, and I also got the feeling that she looks like britt robertson.
I was in some building, and I was going somewhere in the class, or I was there for some kinda inquiry, and I somehow bumped into her, not literally, Man, this dream is becoming hard to remember.
We somehow came in contact with each other.
We talked in the class.
And the most funny part is when I was about to leave, I told her that, lets exchange our numbers before I leave.
She told me to have selfie and she instantly brought out her phone, and her phone was kinda old or something, and that made me think what kinda phone this is. Lol.
And then then her camera was showing only on 5% of screen, and she kissed me and took selfie!
Man, I gotta tell you, her lips were so sweet, and it was testing very sweet and sexy, and I was flat turned on!
That kiss on my lips I wanted to do again and again. I don't feel that much sexy in real life in kissing, I gotta find it later on!
Coming back, I said I gotta take selfie in my phone, your camera quality is not that good.
And the teacher or someone of authority comes in and tells us that I'm here guys.
We somehow acted like nothing happened.
I kissed her in the class and again her lips, amazingly sweet, soft, red, and juicy that I wanna suck her into me while making her scream like a wild animal!
And somehow Whenever I was taking pictures, I wasnt coming in the picture, and the assholes students were coming back to come in the pictures!
Man, I wanted to tell them to fck off, guys, give us some privacy, and no, they were laughing and wanted to come in the picture.
Then, fck, I'm already forgetting the dream.
Somehow, we managed to kiss twice and thrice, I guess, then we are parting our ways, and she told me that let's go on the terrace, it's a good view there! I knew exactly the view of the play, and she told it very casually!
Then something came up, and we were not able to go there, and then I don't remember! Damn.
Anyway, I can feel the feeling of remembering that kiss and have glance of it!
And, I somehow wake up when something like this happens!
In stage 1, when I had 1 dream, wherein I kissed a girl, and that girl was wearing some white thing, very short, I even don't what would I call girls clothes, lol, Im just interested in ripping them off, not caring what its called.
I almost had orgasm while kissing her, and the feeling of that kiss was also heart throbbing and my lips almost become juicy when I think of that kiss. NOt now literally. Haha.
I like this dreams man.
Later
PEACE
JC
10-29-2015, 11:19 PM
Funny I remember, while saving her contact info, I saved her number as Ash Ridd or something like that.
Fck man, wish I can remember the number. LOl
Fck man, wish I can remember the number. LOl
10-30-2015, 01:47 AM
Insane.
After waking up, I purchased the Donald Trump Formula by JC, and it's insane. Literally, and the sub effects, are fcking ultra powerful.
The electrifying oceanic flow of motivation is running through my vein while I'm walking in my home, speaking aloud things, Like who the fck are you man? And the answer comes you know, I am the most inspiring badass the world has ever seen.
I have felt like this in AM6 stage 1, motivated to dominate my path on becoming badass that I am, and taking action on my path to truly inspire the world around me as I move forward with my passion for life with strong and heavy power in my hands, I fcking love myself and I'm proud of me.
I would personally like to thank Shannon and congratulate him for believing in what he does and keeping and building his empire towards creating the army of Huge Magnetic Persons that we are and we are growing into.
PEACE
JC
After waking up, I purchased the Donald Trump Formula by JC, and it's insane. Literally, and the sub effects, are fcking ultra powerful.
The electrifying oceanic flow of motivation is running through my vein while I'm walking in my home, speaking aloud things, Like who the fck are you man? And the answer comes you know, I am the most inspiring badass the world has ever seen.
I have felt like this in AM6 stage 1, motivated to dominate my path on becoming badass that I am, and taking action on my path to truly inspire the world around me as I move forward with my passion for life with strong and heavy power in my hands, I fcking love myself and I'm proud of me.
I would personally like to thank Shannon and congratulate him for believing in what he does and keeping and building his empire towards creating the army of Huge Magnetic Persons that we are and we are growing into.
PEACE
JC
10-30-2015, 12:21 PM
What I have noticed here in this stage is mostly shocking to remember how it is to speak like an alpha male, I am talking about the voice, pimp.
My voice of an alpha male is back, and the stronger, masculine voice with loudness and smooth charm is back with all strong certainty that moves mountain, while I speak with certainty.
Another thing is that I was unconsciously putting out my chest in stage 1 like more than normal, and that's how my confidence was in stage 1.
This stage is somehow dealing with body language part again.
Anyway, another update is that when today I was preparing & dressing the already badass into DTF alpha, my relative told me that you are doing this for picking up chicks.
I laughed like a hell, genuinely, it was so funny for me, and then, I pause, I paused, I looked into her eye, No, they chase me, and they pick me up. She looked at me and said, you're kidding. I looked straight in her eyes, again, not blinking, not doing anything, with straight face and asked her, in which standard are you studying?
The point being I am already indifferent and carefree and yet this was most surprisingly curious for me percieve myself like this and be non chalant in this regard.
Later Badass
PEACE
JC
My voice of an alpha male is back, and the stronger, masculine voice with loudness and smooth charm is back with all strong certainty that moves mountain, while I speak with certainty.
Another thing is that I was unconsciously putting out my chest in stage 1 like more than normal, and that's how my confidence was in stage 1.
This stage is somehow dealing with body language part again.
Anyway, another update is that when today I was preparing & dressing the already badass into DTF alpha, my relative told me that you are doing this for picking up chicks.
I laughed like a hell, genuinely, it was so funny for me, and then, I pause, I paused, I looked into her eye, No, they chase me, and they pick me up. She looked at me and said, you're kidding. I looked straight in her eyes, again, not blinking, not doing anything, with straight face and asked her, in which standard are you studying?
The point being I am already indifferent and carefree and yet this was most surprisingly curious for me percieve myself like this and be non chalant in this regard.
Later Badass
PEACE
JC
11-01-2015, 11:14 AM
Stage 4
I'm becoming more aggressive with everything, and I'm feeling mostly awesome as frustrated with something. If someone does something that I don't expect them to do, I become so harsh with them, specially with my family, and I know it's not wise thing to do, and still I become angry. Other than that, today when I was walking by class, three girls I knew from the past started waving their hands to me, and they were not actually very much interested in me without SM.
Funny thing, I was way too loud today when I was out. And so much high energy.
I'm little bit feeling sick.
I'm becoming more aggressive with everything, and I'm feeling mostly awesome as frustrated with something. If someone does something that I don't expect them to do, I become so harsh with them, specially with my family, and I know it's not wise thing to do, and still I become angry. Other than that, today when I was walking by class, three girls I knew from the past started waving their hands to me, and they were not actually very much interested in me without SM.
Funny thing, I was way too loud today when I was out. And so much high energy.
I'm little bit feeling sick.
11-04-2015, 04:14 AM
(11-01-2015, 03:15 PM)FrostedFake Wrote: [ -> ]That like Dzemoo gave you is ominous
Haha. I assume then it must be with devilish smile on face.
11-04-2015, 04:21 AM
Stage 4.
I have been having lots of oppurtunities to talk to girls mostly everywhere, and I had not talked to them.
That's something I want to focus my attention, and really get over this, wait, I don't have appraoch anxiety, I just don't approach them.
I don't feel some kinda trembling feeling in my body.
I just don't do it.
I want to approach them.
I somehow have become lazy to go and talk to them.
Mostly I want to approach girls while driving.
I wanna stop them while driving, and say, "hey you are cool. I can give you an opprutunity to talk to me. Just kidding, pull over, and I will only charge 30 bucks for talking and maybe who knows if you are fun, I'll just give you half percent discount.
Just kidding, I won't charge you, you would want to pay me.
Just kidding, M JC.
Pull over now before you hurt yourself.
Anyway, despite what other users have felt, I don't feel any resistance or something like that.
I am mostly becoming more carefree.
Something negative happens and has happned in past 5 days, I just felt it for 5 to 6 secs max, and then bam, I am back to my normal. Not normal, I would rather say stable state very fast.
I like this.
Another big thing, Why don't I stop masterbating? I still masterbate. Other users have reported like they stopped masterbating in initial stage. Will see.
Will post when I find something else.
I have been having lots of oppurtunities to talk to girls mostly everywhere, and I had not talked to them.
That's something I want to focus my attention, and really get over this, wait, I don't have appraoch anxiety, I just don't approach them.
I don't feel some kinda trembling feeling in my body.
I just don't do it.
I want to approach them.
I somehow have become lazy to go and talk to them.
Mostly I want to approach girls while driving.
I wanna stop them while driving, and say, "hey you are cool. I can give you an opprutunity to talk to me. Just kidding, pull over, and I will only charge 30 bucks for talking and maybe who knows if you are fun, I'll just give you half percent discount.
Just kidding, I won't charge you, you would want to pay me.
Just kidding, M JC.
Pull over now before you hurt yourself.
Anyway, despite what other users have felt, I don't feel any resistance or something like that.
I am mostly becoming more carefree.
Something negative happens and has happned in past 5 days, I just felt it for 5 to 6 secs max, and then bam, I am back to my normal. Not normal, I would rather say stable state very fast.
I like this.
Another big thing, Why don't I stop masterbating? I still masterbate. Other users have reported like they stopped masterbating in initial stage. Will see.
Will post when I find something else.
11-05-2015, 05:18 AM
Stage 4
Today something fantastic happened.
I was totally ice cold in everything I did, and perfect state of mind, though at the back of mind, I was expecting too much that I can be even more charmingly serene and calm.
Anyway, I was walking by, and guys whom I did not know from anywhere said hello with their head and eyes, and surprisingly enough, I did it back to them.
They were just saying hello and wanted my confirmation. Haha. Something new.
Another thing.
I had one male friend whom I had given lift for some distance, and when I left him, I also had another guy with me, out of nowhere the homeless lady said hello to me, like she knew me, I said hey, see you later, aunt. Like I knew her.
Haha. My other friend laughed like a hell.
My posture is somewhat not good, and the reason maybe because I am really getting 4 to 5 hours sleep.
PEACE
JC
Today something fantastic happened.
I was totally ice cold in everything I did, and perfect state of mind, though at the back of mind, I was expecting too much that I can be even more charmingly serene and calm.
Anyway, I was walking by, and guys whom I did not know from anywhere said hello with their head and eyes, and surprisingly enough, I did it back to them.
They were just saying hello and wanted my confirmation. Haha. Something new.
Another thing.
I had one male friend whom I had given lift for some distance, and when I left him, I also had another guy with me, out of nowhere the homeless lady said hello to me, like she knew me, I said hey, see you later, aunt. Like I knew her.
Haha. My other friend laughed like a hell.
My posture is somewhat not good, and the reason maybe because I am really getting 4 to 5 hours sleep.
PEACE
JC