Subliminal Talk

Stage 4 Day 34 or 35

I wanted not to go and hang out with my friends but at the final point of decision, I decided, what the hell, I'm gonna do it. I was with my male and female friends.
I was way over the chart on free flowing in speaking, bantering, sexual innuendos, and all of this is my all the time natural and basic default setting and it's just who I am.
When I do think about social anxiety, I don't think why anyone feel anxiety in social interactions.
Though what I do feel sometimes, is that I fvck up so much in speaking in sexual innuendos and whatever the hell's on my mind, makes the whole process of social interaction, little bit challenging for other people including females.
Neediness is never have been the issue for me as always and SM3 did the bang job over the AM6 layer of non-neediness.
Girls naturally make more eye contact and IOI are almost everywhere.

Here, I am going over something I must confess should not disclose.
But, what the hell, let's dig into it.
I had been in the environment wherein I was with actors and actresses, and I did not fvcking cared about their status or who they were regardless.
I did not give even a bit of attention to them and I mostly had fun with them, and teased them, did not give them even a little chance to get to me.

One thing I remember that I am most proud of is, that how much fvcking attractive and deep gazing eye contact I had with everyone and the slow movement to turn my head or body to the other person as the highest status person would do, and the actresses were looking at me very often and my peripheral vision did the bang job of knowing it and not giving a damn about it.

SM3 makes the whole process of becoming high status person so damn natural and easy that everyone just can't stop to think about me in a very highest manner and it's so addictive for me to use the tactics I use as I see for myself that the tactics of seducing the world works like a charm and I am in the control of how I feel and how I make other person feel and it's so easy!

Today, One girl waved at me, and I turned my head towards her, SLOWLY after 2 fvcking LONG seconds, maintaining the seduction eye contact, and she wasn't waving at me.
Holy Sh!t. And I am glad I did make the eye contact as she couldn't help but to constantly keep checking me out every once in a while in 1 or 2 minutes and I couldn't help but become little self-aware of myself and the feeling was awesome as when I know that the girl is interested in me, and I had to do nothing but just to listen to SM3 and one thing I consciously did, was to keep my postures extremely fvcking AWESOME and my legs wide open and be the POWER position as I always do but today I was consciously making an effort and though I did make an effort, it all seemed natural. Though that's not the important part, what's most interesting part for me is that, when I was entering into one room and I knew no one was behind me for at least 5 seconds, but I don't how the fvck in the wolrd she came but she came behind me, she touched for four times, and she doesn't even know me and I did not react or respond to her in any way but I think I will lead her on a LONG period and will play slow and see what's gonna happen.

Another thing I noticed about her was that she was constantly trying to get my attention and for that she was doing crazy things, like staring at me for no reason, making noises, and over laughing with her friends, and I somehow knew that it was to get my attention or to impress me. It was CRAZY and I liked it.

The other day, when I was out with my friends, one thing I noticed was that, the way the girl looks me is something I can't forget and it's just so much convincing that she is into me.

Only one thing I can't get to, is that, I don't want to make the rapport with the girls or don't want to proceed with them though I consciously know I want em, but still it's one stumbling point I have yet to overcome.
Other than that, I am more than overtly satisfied the way SM3 works.

My way of storytelling is improving a lot nowadays though I had consciously made some effort a time ago and did not know that it would kick back in at some point of time as in now to make me a story telling god that I am beginning to become!

I also started naturalizing on the 750words or something like that and I expect that I continue doing so.

(07-23-2016, 11:51 PM)Voytek Wrote: [ -> ]Jason, could you write anything about inner changes? How SM3 has changed you as a person? I`m very curious of shifts in your thinking and behaviour.

I won't be able to give you complete honest and true answer as I can't distinguish my inner changed anymore that SM3 has brought.
Stage 1, changed my perceptions a lot and made me horny in the first run but nothing so special in the second run stage 1. I had my confidence and game to somewhat new level.
The first run Stage 1 had many lucid dreams but in the second run, I almost had none or I don't remember any of em mostly.

Stage 2
I can't remember now.

Stage 3
My desire to learn and improve myself was through roof and I started the business in my second run and I had bought so many business programs in my first run of Stage 3. I had crazy experiences in my first run and internal changes of game through roof was noticed in both times.

Stage 4
I had my game become solid in many terms and natural as it seems from description. Though I have been getting furious with people on so many level.

Overall stages changes:
My playfulness, bantering, fun challenging attitude is through roof.

I can make fun of almost anyone and in such a way, that he or she likes it though many times I don't stop there and push em away.

I too much of a challenge for everyone to talk to handle.

I complain a lot.

My walk, my posture, my openness, my thoughts are utterly transformed and my arrogance, my confidence, my self-esteem, my self-worth are without a shadow of doubt, limitless.

I sometimes fear something, but I am mostly fearless in almost any situation and more importantly, even if I am not, I don't care as I can and do overcome my fear sooner or later in matter of minutes to tops hour.

My persuasiveness has been also extreme and that may not be due to sub.

My eye contact is rock solid and eye seduction is a natural and part of me and it's extremely easy.

I easily and effortlessly pass the shit test of almost anyone and I see em coming and see as I not only pass em, but throw away like it was impactless and it is impactless on me. And hey come on, who the fvck thinks to try to shit test me..

My genuineness has been degraded a little bit as compared to AM6 as I did not thought of lying in AM6 but in SM3 I did lied and I realized and caught it, though it did happen and in AM6, due to authenticity training, it wasn't there.

I love myself a lot.

I'm horny as fvck, always, all the time. I just require a touch of a girl and I am hard. I just require to think of a girl and I am hard. I just require to see any hotties picture on instagram and I am hard. I just require to sleep for 5 minutes and I am hard.

I can talk and crack through mostly any person's shell and help em.

My wisdom and understanding of life and maturity in general is so high than ever and than anyone I know of my age has any.

I am self aware and not self-conscious.

I forget things a lot. I feel so distant to my family, my friends, and I am emotionally detached with people on some level that I can't explain.

My five friends have died some time ago and I had one or two dreams of them and we were doing some activities and when I woke up, I realized that I have not moved on from them but consciously I don't even feel any part of grief nor did I felt when they died, and it was very strange considering I was too close to them and recently that came up in my dream that means either some cleaning up is going on or I require to let go of em.

I scare lot of the individuals on very unknown levels.

I don't open up to people and do not become vulnerable but at some level I don't feel so because if a person is someone I trust, I can easily (oh, that was a subconscious lie) open up to em. Now, I realize, how important it is to keep the journal, that while writing it, we get to know a lot of stuffs and get em cleared up.

I have had so many changed occurred that I possibly list here but when I read somewhere about someone's change and they described it vividly, and I would become like, I have been through this already.

Though second run of SM3 has made the changes go very deeper and changed my core a lot and it doesn't feel change anymore. It's there and it's who I am.

I am right now on Stage 5 5th day.

It'll only get better from here

Yeah and I am sure that it will work out as I have expected.

(08-05-2016, 10:48 AM)Big Boss Wrote: [ -> ]It'll only get better from here

A girl also said that I looked sad when I was on SM last year. Also in pictures my face was tense in the left side , I noticed that in pictures. Left being the private side .

Honestly, I have been getting weird physical resistance too.. like I would feel excessively as if im about to puke or i would get motion sickness more often. I have a feeling its partly subs

I am also finding some heavy tension in my face in presence of girls and when they are looking at me and I cannot smile to them and my face kinda demonstrates some sadness and it may be apparent from eyes who knows how to read em but I am okay with this as it's a part of growth.



same here, sm should have been made more natural it really isnt

(08-10-2016, 03:21 AM)Dzemoo Wrote: [ -> ]same here, sm should have been made more natural it really isnt

So basically you are saying it needs to be more WMish. And WM needs more SM qualities. I really think the magnets shouldn't be seperate or at least shouldn't be as polarized as they are. It's like becoming this nice boyfriend type who everybody loves but doesn't respect then becoming this douchebag badboy who everyone hates and is jealous of.

Maybe if each had a little of the other. Like 80/20% or something like that. They both have a little of what the other needs. I don't think them being this polarizing is a good thing in the long term because you don't go as deep since you are constantly switching directions if you use both programs. And if you use one program you're missing out on the other half of the picture.

(08-10-2016, 09:42 AM)Frosted Wrote: [ -> ]

(08-10-2016, 03:21 AM)Dzemoo Wrote: [ -> ]same here, sm should have been made more natural it really isnt

So basically you are saying it needs to be more WMish. And WM needs more SM qualities. I really think the magnets shouldn't be seperate or at least shouldn't be as polarized as they are. It's like becoming this nice boyfriend type then becoming this douchebag badboy who only fucks the whores.

i thin it would have been better if shanon did his first plan

am lvl 1
am lvl 2
am lvl 3

they all are going to an too extreme and polarizing direction they should all be working in the same direction effectivly with slight differences

(08-10-2016, 09:53 AM)Dzemoo Wrote: [ -> ]

(08-10-2016, 09:42 AM)Frosted Wrote: [ -> ]

(08-10-2016, 03:21 AM)Dzemoo Wrote: [ -> ]same here, sm should have been made more natural it really isnt

So basically you are saying it needs to be more WMish. And WM needs more SM qualities. I really think the magnets shouldn't be seperate or at least shouldn't be as polarized as they are. It's like becoming this nice boyfriend type then becoming this douchebag badboy who only fucks the whores.

i thin it would have been better if shanon did his first plan

am lvl 1
am lvl 2
am lvl 3

they all are going to an too extreme and polarizing direction they should all be working in the same direction effectivly with slight differences

Works for me. And he could still call lvl 2 and 3 WM and SM for marketing purposes.

I think the current direction were in is great for short term novel experiences. But in the long term is it a good thing were running so many subs that are so different? I think all these different directions are diluting what could be a system that would deliver consistent and effective results. I really think that these categories of subs should be made compatible and into levels instead of being separate like they are. Instead of rising through the levels it's like we're constantly diluting are progress by constantly focusing on different areas in an unorganized and polarized way that doesn't serve us in the long run.

(08-08-2016, 10:41 AM)Darkness Wrote: [ -> ]A girl also said that I looked sad when I was on SM last year. Also in pictures my face was tense in the left side , I noticed that in pictures. Left being the private side .

I felt this issue was there but couldn't be aware of it or notice it earlier. And do you mean to say that left side is the private side according to face reading?

(08-09-2016, 10:56 PM)blackwing Z Wrote: [ -> ]Honestly, I have been getting weird physical resistance too.. like I would feel excessively as if im about to puke or i would get motion sickness more often. I have a feeling its partly subs

The Sub is trying to make necessary clearing and this is also one type of resistance.

(08-10-2016, 03:21 AM)Dzemoo Wrote: [ -> ]Same here, SM should have been made more natural it really hasn't.

SM3 should have this issue handled and I can't figure out the real issue here.