Subliminal Talk

I'm a couple of days into stage 6. I decided to go NoFap recently, fell like shit because of that but I'm motivated to keep it.

The funniest coincidence just happened. I was going through the older AM5/6 journals and I skimmed through your first run. Then I looked for your second run journal and you had JUST updated your journal 10 minutes ago! What are the odds?

(08-03-2016, 06:06 AM)Natious Wrote: [ -> ]The funniest coincidence just happened. I was going through the older AM5/6 journals and I skimmed through your first run. Then I looked for your second run journal and you had JUST updated your journal 10 minutes ago! What are the odds?

Well, I don't believe in coincidences I've seen a lot of improvement over my runs and although I stopped really posting on this forum I notice them any way. So maybe in a way I am a testament to effect of the AM.

How was my previous run BTW? To be completely honest I am to anxious to browse it now, it's hard to say why. Am I ashamed of how I was back then?

(08-09-2016, 02:56 PM)Mystic Pymp Wrote: [ -> ]I've seen a lot of improvement over my runs

Nice. I remember when you had a more pessimistic outlook on subs and me and you were lamenting that subs weren't as good as we thought they would be. Glad that you are more optimistic now .

I'm realizing something similar where I thought "well this is it" after one run of AM6 but after only 2 weeks of stage 1 of my second run I realize that I actually CAN become what I initially thought was impossible, and that there IS a light at the end of the tunnel. I'm so grateful for the position I'm in.

(08-09-2016, 10:34 PM)Frosted Wrote: [ -> ]

(08-09-2016, 02:56 PM)Mystic Pymp Wrote: [ -> ]I've seen a lot of improvement over my runs

Nice. I remember when you had a more pessimistic outlook on subs and me and you were lamenting that subs weren't as good as we thought they would be. Glad that you are more optimistic now .

I'm realizing something similar where I thought "well this is it" after one run of AM6 but after only 2 weeks of stage 1 of my second run I realize that I actually CAN become what I initially thought was impossible, and that there IS a light at the end of the tunnel. I'm so grateful for the position I'm in.

That it because subs are not magic pills to solve all problems I almost expected them to be. It's like with weight loss, you can take pill but if you gonna eat five cakes daily it won't help at all. You gotta try and get out of your way for subs to really help you. In that regard they are more like an hand handle in the staircase but not an elevator. That's why it's true that it's for the best to leave subs playing and forget about them, when you don't think and over-analyze things are much better off (unless you are willing to do a lot of conscious effort anyway and don't expect too much from the subs). Anyhow there is still a lot to do for me but I'm on a good way up!

Only now did I realize that, but I'm half-way through stage 6 of AM and by the end of August I'll be able to start listening to DMSI! Hype people, hype! If I'll be listening to it starting right after AM I'll have one month before my academic year starts, which sounds very nice.

One thing that I love about AM is that I'm no longer willing to take shit from people that I care about but are treating me poorly. For recent days I've argued a lot about that with me ex with whom I'm friends now: for her this was one-way deal, I should be for her but whenever I needed something from her she wouldn't listen to me. In the past I'd probably sit quite and accept it but for past few days I've been very vocal about what I think and what I need. And since when the problem arises all she can do is cry... Well, let her. I'm done with having people I care about stepping on my head.

Hey guys, I have a question for you. Would you like me to write some kind of testimonial for my second AM run or even whole subliminals experience? I'm not sure if I'd like to do this sort of thing but if it helps someone out I can do it. Also it would be good reference to be used during my DMSI run.

Yes please.

Hi there! I've just ended my second run of AM!!!! I'm too tired to write summary tonight, but I'll try to write a short essay before I start running DMSI, either here or in testimonials section and I'll just paste a link to it. Anyhow it's been a fun half a year, lots have happened. I'm excited to see what the future brings.

Right now I'll be getting a short break from the subs, probably a week or so before DMSI.

I bring you my subs journay summary >>HERE<<. It's not too great piece of work but I felt I should do an honest review, so her it is

I will start running DMSI newest version there will be on Thursday. At that day I am to meet my ex who is apparently crazy in love with me as so I would be neither fair nor desirable (as I don't want to get back with her, not on the past terms at least) so running it before that is no-no. Also don't expect much report before October, I'm in a hermit mode right now with setting my social life to minimum and it will go full swing once my academic year at my Uni starts. I probably will meet with my two female friends I'm not interested in and also I might go try myself at the mall so there might be something to talk about, but not too much. Anyhow I'm already setting myself some options for the future and my ex question is still open so we'll so how things unfold.

I will start a new topic so I guess it's goodbye to this one, it served me well for so long but it's time to move on ;(