06-30-2020, 09:53 AM
Hi All (ongoing DMSI 3.3.2 off-label experiment)
Day 1 ASRB2 Cycle #14
Well, it's been pretty busy so haven't had much opportunity to log. A couple general observations:
1) Not really seeing too many new manifestations of the activity of the DMSI. This is most probably because of the difficulty of getting social interactions to happen with the quarantine restrictions in effect where I live. With the mask restriction you can't even tell if someone is smiling at you. It's even harder to tell if they are giving you a sideways glance, etc.
2) The wife continues warm and responsive. Though this responsiveness now goes up and down. For a while it had been on a steady upward trend. Still, more bjs and many efforts to be pleasing to me which, of course, is a lot of fun so I do all I can to notice encourage that. They ladies like to be noticed when they're trying hard--I've found if you don't acknowledge their efforts they can suddenly turn sullen. I find this very predictable.
3) I did notice a couple one-off instances of girls being flirty and/or suggestive with me.
One that stood out was when I went to the garden store/nursery for a purchase and some advice recently, instead of being helped by the young lady that seems obviously responsive to me, another gal, a tall redhead tried to catch my eye and gave me good eye contact and was very helpful. As I was walking away after checking out, she added that I should 'talk to my plants' and I asked with a smirk, "what do I say to them?" -- she responded, "just talk to them like they're a woman", however, I realized what she was going to say and said the last part with her only I said "girl" as our eyes met. She gave me a 'look' while reaching up to touch her hair and smiled with her eyes very clearly. I am certain she felt something -- because I also felt something in the moment.
Today as I was out for a walk, practicing a form of meditation where you just empty your mind and focus on all aspects of what you're doing. I was walking, so I was focusing on my posture, stride, breathing, etc. trying not to have thoughts of other sorts, just focusing on the action I'm doing, then when I start to have thoughts, I scan my body again to make sure I'm walking well, posture, speed, etc. Well, a car drove by and I could tell it was a woman in the car, I reflexively smiled -- then as she passed, it really looked like she blew a kiss. I suppose it could be she was scratching her lip or something, but I felt something.
I have a hunch this thing would be manifesting a lot of this sort of stuff if I were out in normal society where you can really have interactions. The masks and the internal focus that is caused by the social distancing, seem to militate strongly against the responsiveness.
One last observation: I have noticed in the few social interactions I have, that young women respond much more positively to me than women closer to my age (64). Even 40+ year-olds respond slower than the 20-30 somethings. They almost seem to get nervous and put a guard up.
Does this make sense in any way based on the design of the DMSI 3.3.2?
Day 1 ASRB2 Cycle #14
Well, it's been pretty busy so haven't had much opportunity to log. A couple general observations:
1) Not really seeing too many new manifestations of the activity of the DMSI. This is most probably because of the difficulty of getting social interactions to happen with the quarantine restrictions in effect where I live. With the mask restriction you can't even tell if someone is smiling at you. It's even harder to tell if they are giving you a sideways glance, etc.
2) The wife continues warm and responsive. Though this responsiveness now goes up and down. For a while it had been on a steady upward trend. Still, more bjs and many efforts to be pleasing to me which, of course, is a lot of fun so I do all I can to notice encourage that. They ladies like to be noticed when they're trying hard--I've found if you don't acknowledge their efforts they can suddenly turn sullen. I find this very predictable.
3) I did notice a couple one-off instances of girls being flirty and/or suggestive with me.
One that stood out was when I went to the garden store/nursery for a purchase and some advice recently, instead of being helped by the young lady that seems obviously responsive to me, another gal, a tall redhead tried to catch my eye and gave me good eye contact and was very helpful. As I was walking away after checking out, she added that I should 'talk to my plants' and I asked with a smirk, "what do I say to them?" -- she responded, "just talk to them like they're a woman", however, I realized what she was going to say and said the last part with her only I said "girl" as our eyes met. She gave me a 'look' while reaching up to touch her hair and smiled with her eyes very clearly. I am certain she felt something -- because I also felt something in the moment.
Today as I was out for a walk, practicing a form of meditation where you just empty your mind and focus on all aspects of what you're doing. I was walking, so I was focusing on my posture, stride, breathing, etc. trying not to have thoughts of other sorts, just focusing on the action I'm doing, then when I start to have thoughts, I scan my body again to make sure I'm walking well, posture, speed, etc. Well, a car drove by and I could tell it was a woman in the car, I reflexively smiled -- then as she passed, it really looked like she blew a kiss. I suppose it could be she was scratching her lip or something, but I felt something.
I have a hunch this thing would be manifesting a lot of this sort of stuff if I were out in normal society where you can really have interactions. The masks and the internal focus that is caused by the social distancing, seem to militate strongly against the responsiveness.
One last observation: I have noticed in the few social interactions I have, that young women respond much more positively to me than women closer to my age (64). Even 40+ year-olds respond slower than the 20-30 somethings. They almost seem to get nervous and put a guard up.
Does this make sense in any way based on the design of the DMSI 3.3.2?
