*Afternoon update:
used LTU 5 on my cell phone at work and it took me from being sluggish right after lunch and behind on my work, to putting me in a mode of super productivity.
Lmao it's official, every woman that sees and interacts with me seems to think I'm a player. I'm literally not even given the chance to explain myself, although I admit I'm much closer to being one than I used to, lately women more than ever have been making up wild fantasies about me. This started with AM6 but now it's spread like wildfire, I'm just better off letting their perception be their reality at this point.
Why do you think it's happening?
(06-11-2019, 08:35 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Why do you think it's happening?
The only theory I can come up with is that there’s something about my aura, the way I carry myself which makes women see me as a player. For almost 2 years now; which is coincidentally when I started your subs lol, women have told me I look, walk, talk, speak, and carry myself like a ladies man. Ever since I was very little, females always did seem to take a liking to me that they didn’t for many other men. I do like to communicate with them and I’m usually more attentive to them than the average guy. I also love to make them laugh, but I’m always sure to maintain a level of detachment and aloofness which is what I guess makes me appear as more mysterious. Many woman have told me that my mindset is naturally a different from other men they’ve dealt with, especially in relationships.
At this point, I can only guess that all this emotional healing I’ve been going through, is helping me regain my personal power; which in turn is helping me gain even more inner strength and authentic confidence. Perhaps women are picking up on this and responding to it, especially when I give them a bit of attention. It’s gotten to the point where especially at my job, the more quiet I am the more my female coworkers accuse me of being up to something and spread all types of crazy rumors about me. There’s even one about me getting several women at my job pregnant. Ltu 5 is actually making it so I’m comfortable playing along with women just for fun. Somehow I wonder if this recent uptick in activity is being caused by the improve your love life module in Ltu; along with the Magnus Engine, which is subconsciously amplifying certain qualities within myself in order to grant me more options with women down the road. Even women who I don’t speak to at my job keep giving off obvious IOI’s and this includes the ones that I know are in relationships and marriages. It’s becoming pretty wild.
Is there any reason @
Shannon that you think this may be happening?
I think it's happening because of two things.
First, as you use more and more powerful programs, your natural personality is coming out. And second, the ladies are attracted to you because of this, and they see that all of the ladies present are attracted, leading them to fear that they will be taken advantage of and assuming that you must be a "ladies man" and a "player" and a "charmer" who will ravage the lot of them without commitment, thus relegating each of them to being despoiled and having their reputations tarnished and their hearts utterly destroyed forever. Thus they create these rumors because that is a projection of their fears and desires at the same time.
That's why I think it's happening. I could be wrong though.
(06-12-2019, 05:35 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]I think it's happening because of two things.
First, as you use more and more powerful programs, your natural personality is coming out. And second, the ladies are attracted to you because of this, and they see that all of the ladies present are attracted, leading them to fear that they will be taken advantage of and assuming that you must be a "ladies man" and a "player" and a "charmer" who will ravage the lot of them without commitment, thus relegating each of them to being despoiled and having their reputations tarnished and their hearts utterly destroyed forever. Thus they create these rumors because that is a projection of their fears and desires at the same time.
That's why I think it's happening. I could be wrong though.
Guess we'll see how this plays out
Pretty certain LTU hit a subconscious nerve today. When I got to work I began having thoughts about how cold and arrogant mankind is and how people only care for themselves, blah, blah, bah. This thinking lasted for around 20 minutes and I attempted to meditate to balance my mood, it did help, but then something just told me to listen to more LTU. Within 2-3 minutes my mood was boosted and uplifted. currently have around 37 minutes before my loop is done, feeling calm and balanced and even started joking around a bit.
Between this morning and the previous two days, I’m noticing a new pattern of becoming mentally hyper whenever I’m not actively doing anything to improve myself or my life. Even when lying in bed, if I’m not sleeping then I’m watching videos or reading books to acquire new knowledge on how to improve various aspects of my life. The longer I sit and do nothing the worse the feeling of boredom and stagnation becomes. This has got to be the work of USLM, UMOP, and the Ltu programs combined. Gotta say it’s not all bad. Feels like I’m finally getting that mental “kick in the ass” I’ve always wanted and needed. I can honestly say that self-generated motivation is something I’ve struggled to develop and strengthen until now.
Amazing how easy it's become for me to lift my mood these days, even under highly stressful circumstances.
Forgot to mention that last night, I had dreams every time I rolled over and fell back to sleep. The only ones I remember are when I went to my old high school and was trying to find parking to pick up my transcripts. I was told by the attendant, to park in a specific area since the Mafia was hired to protect the kids after school....not even gonna try to interpret that one.
The only other dream I remember is a montage of me sleeping with multiple beautiful women, and I felt the whole thing as if it were real, come to think of it, I was sleeping with a Russian Redhead in a dream a few nights ago too and that felt EXTREMELY real. I wanted to go back to sleep and pick up where I left off lol.
Might as well mention that I had a kid's Mom give me bedroom eyes when I greeted her this morning, while dropping my Daughter off to school. Also, women at work have been blowing me kisses to greet me instead of just hugging me. Hmmm, hadn't even stopped to notice all this before. I wonder if somehow LTU5 has begun some sexual/sexuality healing process within me, that's causing these events and dreams.
Feels like LTU may have hit another "bump" in my subconscious. My dreams have been increasing as I've mentioned earlier, and a conversation during my lunch break also made me realize that the past 3 days I've been having trouble communicating with others. Currently, I'm experiencing another episode with negative thinking, once again, the only thing that's helping is running LTU, the fear that remains seems to be rebelling harder than normal. Nothing to do but to keep pushing through and playing the sub.
Fell asleep highly stressed last night due to many things running through my mind. Basically some decisions that must be made within the next 6 weeks that’ll determine my quality of life for at least the next year. It took all the willpower I could muster to calm myself enough to go to sleep and it still took a few hours. Since yesterday was my last workday before a short vacation, I decided to run LTU for around 12.5 hours overnight (my math isn’t exact but I listened to many loops overnight that equals that amount, give or take a few minutes). In any case, I woke up pretty happy and well rested, full of energy. Surprising since I was expecting to feel groggy after that much listening. Instead of lying in bed, I got up and cleaned, made myself a hot breakfast, made a health tonic for myself, and even took a walk outside within a 2 hour timespan. Damn, I may have to run the sub for longer for the next few days I’m on vacation. I’m not looking forward to dealing with the things I have on my plate, but now that I’m in a more grounded state of mind, I’m at least better equipped to deal with them.
I’m highly confused right now. I did around 12.5 hours of listening yesterday which I already mentioned and although I did feel the need for a nap around 8 hours after I woke up, I was still pretty energetic. Did my regular 5 loops overnight and I can barely manage to get out of bed. Not sure what that’s all about. I may have to play a loop just to really get going for the day.
It means that you're likely dealing with one of the following:
1. 5 loops is enough to work on, but not quickly overcome, some major subconscious challenge you're working through with E3; this results in feelings of exhaustion that more loops overcomes.
2. More loops forces more activity and energy, but it's too much and it's not sustainable.