06-24-2019, 04:59 PM
Day 120
Second day off. Sleeping with earplugs and the A/C on. Feeling decent, though now that I’m not right off of a pain streak, I can see the layer of grief still underlying everything.
5-MeO is still an option.
I belong to a social website and signed up for sunset cocktails. I went to the bar, but everything in me just shut down. I could barely talk to anyone and couldn’t even really focus, so I left after 20 minutes.
Still not entirely sure how to listen to the sub tomorrow. I have the loops loaded up on my work Mac. I’ll get the loops in.
Second day off. Sleeping with earplugs and the A/C on. Feeling decent, though now that I’m not right off of a pain streak, I can see the layer of grief still underlying everything.
5-MeO is still an option.
I belong to a social website and signed up for sunset cocktails. I went to the bar, but everything in me just shut down. I could barely talk to anyone and couldn’t even really focus, so I left after 20 minutes.
Still not entirely sure how to listen to the sub tomorrow. I have the loops loaded up on my work Mac. I’ll get the loops in.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
