04-03-2019, 08:25 AM
(04-03-2019, 05:22 AM)Greenduck Wrote: I also use to get popping in different objects in my room sometimes while listening. I guess it's energy from you being released or something like that.
This is a popping in the wall from the radiator (I live in an apartment). It's been happening for years, and keeps me awake.
(04-03-2019, 05:22 AM)Greenduck Wrote: Have you though about trying MDMA as a healing aid?
I have done tons of drugs for healing. MDMA, mushrooms, ayahuasca, ketamine. All bring up existential terror. Meditation tends to do that too; basically anything that gets me into my body is unpleasant.
Right now I'm doing my best to grind through it.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.