08-28-2014, 09:15 PM
In the initial stages of AF stage 1 I was concerned about how AF would affect me as to how I would respond sexually. That was fear based I have gotten pass that and it has not been an issue for me .I even forgotten that I had that concern the main reason was due to an experience.
I am now in stage 2 of the program and will be looking to start stage 3 in two weeks. I have started doing yoga and taking vitamins there is also subtle confidence but its not lasting.I still feel self conscious and awkward most of the time. There are also times when I feel proud in who I am I walk tall hold my head high. Today I felt angry mostly angry at myself for not doing more or enough to change my life. I am in school and working but I am not where I want to be in life. I am so anxious to see what the changes will be in six months.
I am now in stage 2 of the program and will be looking to start stage 3 in two weeks. I have started doing yoga and taking vitamins there is also subtle confidence but its not lasting.I still feel self conscious and awkward most of the time. There are also times when I feel proud in who I am I walk tall hold my head high. Today I felt angry mostly angry at myself for not doing more or enough to change my life. I am in school and working but I am not where I want to be in life. I am so anxious to see what the changes will be in six months.
