myth's OF 5.75G Journal

[Shannon]

What you're seeing is almost certainly that different parts of your awareness are responding with different levels of execution vs fear. When you're using it, those parts that are executing do not experience fear; the rest do. When you're not using it, all of the fearful parts can take over.

In a case like this, what you'll notice is that over time, you'll see this gradually change. There is a reason why it's 8 months per usage cycle. And you may want to start using it every day without breaks until you become exhausted, and then rest as needed to recover, and then do it again until that fear is being overcome better. It will most likely be the best way for you specifically to run the program until the fear is mostly dealt with.

You see that parts of you are executing and fearless while you use it. The fearful parts are probably responding with more fear, both out of fear of not being afraid (having convinced themselves that "fear keeps me safe"), and because they can see some parts having executed and becoming more and more fear free.

This is proof that it's working; just needs enough time. It will progress further and further until each of the fears is dealt with. The ones still active just haven't been gotten to yet.