Geo's LTU6

[geotrouvetout]

I start tomorrow stage 2 of LTU 6

What happened in stage 1 ? A lot emotions, anger etc the first 3 weeks. But I was not externalizing them, they were just coming to my mind and then disappeared like that. But all these things in a general calm, zen which is strange. Something like I feel a negative emotions and the calm takes the place of this emotion. What I don't know is if these emotions are really out of my mind forever or they are just buried deeper in my subconscious (and resurface one day). The last week is good, nothing really to say except deep calm and stress control like I wrote before.

[geotrouvetout]

So I started stage 2 of LTU 6

Interesting things happening : there is a continuum with stage 1 in terms of being zen and relaxed. But a difference probably : I feel much more focused after the 6 loops. In fact it started early with loop 1 with a feeling of motivation and concentration/focus. I did not feel like that with stage 1. In stage 1 I was feeling exhausted, relaxed but also often with negative thoughts/anger. Lets see what will happen in the following days !

[geotrouvetout]

I suppose there is a program against procrastination and motivation/success in stage 2. I feel it   I changed my headphones to a better quality and I can really feel the difference also with the FLAC files.

[geotrouvetout]

I have not written for a long while ! Two weeks in stage 2 and I notice more an more periods of euphoria/bliss or burst of euphoria with periods of anger. These bursts of euphoria make me like an extrovert, or in the flow when I am talking to somebody, even if I don't know that person. As if I connected to this person, very nice feelings. Once in while I feel angry at anybody around me but I manage these feelings better.

[Shannon]

Do you think the anger is caused by some part of you that is responding that way because it is unable to stop the subliminal from achieving its goals?

[NOMAD]

I have not written for a long while ! Two weeks in stage 2 and I notice more an more periods of euphoria/bliss or burst of euphoria with periods of anger. These bursts of euphoria make me like an extrovert, or in the flow when I am talking to somebody, even if I don't know that person. As if I connected to this person, very nice feelings. Once in while I feel angry at anybody around me but I manage these feelings better.

I feel anger too, but it's mainly when I perceive someone as standing in the way of progress I'm trying to make.

[geotrouvetout]

Do you think the anger is caused by some part of you that is responding that way because it is unable to stop the subliminal from achieving its goals?

It is possible as it is the first time I stay so long with the same subliminal. Before I was becoming bored quickly

[geotrouvetout]

Long time I did not write something. I did stages 1 to 3, not so many things to report, except that my anger disappeared and pain in my back also. Just starting stage 4 and Wouah ! I feel super hyper calm and stress free after the first loop. I feel good !!

[geotrouvetout]

Even some bouts of euphoria during loop 2 !

[Shannon]

Some differences in how Stage 4 and 5 were built, as you can see. Stage 6 and 7 will be different again.