01-04-2020, 06:45 AM
Here is a short update. During the whole program, I met 2 new casual partners. One of them, I did nicknamed her tinder lunch date because how I met her what we have done first time we met.
I think that last time I met her was mid or late October. She re-invited me the week after and I did decline her invitation.
We didn't talk again since. She was still present in my mind but I was too busy to think offering her to hook up. I was thinking wishing her happy new year and tell her that we were more than due for the next hookup but I didn't... Damn I've become so independent....
So yesterday, she texted me... To wish me happy new year all the sex and success that I wish to get. Next she proceeded to tell me that she won't be available before mid march because she is now seeing a guy but he will be leaving for work then... So I'm stunned about this for 2 reasons:
1. I'm still present in her mind and she did categorize me in the 'guys I have casual fun with' category despite now being in relation.
2. Despite being in a relation. She still look ahead for the next time that she can get her next 'lano' fix (I have been naughty in my reply to build up the anticipation even more...)
So yeah, again... No Hank Moody's curse from SM3 run but something changed that is making me perceived like a sex object by some women. Exactly what I wanted when I decided to use SM3...
I think that last time I met her was mid or late October. She re-invited me the week after and I did decline her invitation.
We didn't talk again since. She was still present in my mind but I was too busy to think offering her to hook up. I was thinking wishing her happy new year and tell her that we were more than due for the next hookup but I didn't... Damn I've become so independent....
So yesterday, she texted me... To wish me happy new year all the sex and success that I wish to get. Next she proceeded to tell me that she won't be available before mid march because she is now seeing a guy but he will be leaving for work then... So I'm stunned about this for 2 reasons:
1. I'm still present in her mind and she did categorize me in the 'guys I have casual fun with' category despite now being in relation.
2. Despite being in a relation. She still look ahead for the next time that she can get her next 'lano' fix (I have been naughty in my reply to build up the anticipation even more...)
So yeah, again... No Hank Moody's curse from SM3 run but something changed that is making me perceived like a sex object by some women. Exactly what I wanted when I decided to use SM3...
