Stage 5, day 28:
I got a bad and good news. The good one is that blood test results are in and everything looks good. My T level got tested, I had test for cholesterol, thyroid, diabetes. Everything is normal.
The bad is I don't know why I'm feeling tired quite fast at the end of the day. After dinner, it is quite game over in terms of productivity...
Needing more sleep is apparently a sub program side-effect but I suspect that I need to tweak something else as it is probably not the only reason for my energy condition.
Maybe exploring some supplementation. I have started to read about iodine supplement... I got a promo email offering to analyze a hair sample to detect some heavy metal intoxication that is common according to them. That could be an explanation for my lack of energy.
Yesterday I had sex after some sort of 2 weeks long dry spell. This is not 100% accurate. I had 2 other encounters during those 2 weeks but I didn't reach climax in those 2 experiences. Yesterday I did. It is amazing and easily forgettable that using your sexual function is critical for its maintenance as I woke up this morning with my first morning wood for about the same amount of time than what my dry spell lasted.
On top of that, I even made an erotic dream this night. I had sex with a new blonde girl with blue eyes and a very hot body in my dream but the funny or not so funny thing about the dream was that there was much more focus on the girl desire for commitment (she did even introduce me to her young son) to the actual sexual act itself... It was like few minutes of fun in exchange of a 1 hour long drama... It was fun experience as long as I put aside the drama part.
My Tinder lunch date girl did prepare me for a possible flake tonight as I was texting her to build up her anticipation toward our meeting. She told me that she started to have a sore throat and if it deteriorates more, she might have to cancel. I don't know but I suspect that many others guys and even my previous self wouldn't have appreciated. Honestly, I don't care one way or the other. Idk if it is AM or SM that makes me reacting that way but this is definitely the right way to react. She must feel it too and appreciate the contrast between how I react and others are doing it.
My web designer did frustrate me this morning. Since it is the first day of the month, I did receive his invoice. Around mid October, I mandated him with 3 small tasks. About 2 weeks later, he announce me that he was leaving for vacation and he would complete the 2 remaining tasks because I told him that they weren't urgent to complete.
I did explain him that I wasn't happy about this outcome. Yes they weren't urgent but I didn't expect to have to wait a month to have them delivered since I estimate that they should only take few hours to complete. I think that knowing that he was leaving for vacation 2 weeks after the task assignment, he would be able to organize his time to deliver before he leaves. Anyway, I told him to let me know when he is back from his vacation so that we can finish those tasks and I'm learning about his return with an invoice...
If he wasn't great at his craft, I wouldn't tolerate that behavior...
On a more positive note... I am starting final stage 6 on Tuesday night when I go to bed... Yay!
I got a bad and good news. The good one is that blood test results are in and everything looks good. My T level got tested, I had test for cholesterol, thyroid, diabetes. Everything is normal.
The bad is I don't know why I'm feeling tired quite fast at the end of the day. After dinner, it is quite game over in terms of productivity...
Needing more sleep is apparently a sub program side-effect but I suspect that I need to tweak something else as it is probably not the only reason for my energy condition.
Maybe exploring some supplementation. I have started to read about iodine supplement... I got a promo email offering to analyze a hair sample to detect some heavy metal intoxication that is common according to them. That could be an explanation for my lack of energy.
Yesterday I had sex after some sort of 2 weeks long dry spell. This is not 100% accurate. I had 2 other encounters during those 2 weeks but I didn't reach climax in those 2 experiences. Yesterday I did. It is amazing and easily forgettable that using your sexual function is critical for its maintenance as I woke up this morning with my first morning wood for about the same amount of time than what my dry spell lasted.
On top of that, I even made an erotic dream this night. I had sex with a new blonde girl with blue eyes and a very hot body in my dream but the funny or not so funny thing about the dream was that there was much more focus on the girl desire for commitment (she did even introduce me to her young son) to the actual sexual act itself... It was like few minutes of fun in exchange of a 1 hour long drama... It was fun experience as long as I put aside the drama part.
My Tinder lunch date girl did prepare me for a possible flake tonight as I was texting her to build up her anticipation toward our meeting. She told me that she started to have a sore throat and if it deteriorates more, she might have to cancel. I don't know but I suspect that many others guys and even my previous self wouldn't have appreciated. Honestly, I don't care one way or the other. Idk if it is AM or SM that makes me reacting that way but this is definitely the right way to react. She must feel it too and appreciate the contrast between how I react and others are doing it.
My web designer did frustrate me this morning. Since it is the first day of the month, I did receive his invoice. Around mid October, I mandated him with 3 small tasks. About 2 weeks later, he announce me that he was leaving for vacation and he would complete the 2 remaining tasks because I told him that they weren't urgent to complete.
I did explain him that I wasn't happy about this outcome. Yes they weren't urgent but I didn't expect to have to wait a month to have them delivered since I estimate that they should only take few hours to complete. I think that knowing that he was leaving for vacation 2 weeks after the task assignment, he would be able to organize his time to deliver before he leaves. Anyway, I told him to let me know when he is back from his vacation so that we can finish those tasks and I'm learning about his return with an invoice...
If he wasn't great at his craft, I wouldn't tolerate that behavior...
On a more positive note... I am starting final stage 6 on Tuesday night when I go to bed... Yay!
