rest of stage 4, day 24:
at the gym this afternoon, I have been greeted surprisingly with a lot of enthusiasm by my favorite girl. Not much to say. She hoover around me. we look at each other... she is so amazingly beautiful and sexy... but I'm not seeing a way to hook up with her without consequences... so it has to remain a fantasy... I suspect that she might feel the same way as I do... I'm pretty sure that I'll keep spending a lot of writing talking about this girl... She intrigue me but at the same time I'm indifferent whether or not something happen... A big suspense is if SM3 will help unblock this deadlock situation down the road...
With the DMSI new release and with my SM3 program having about 2 months left... I have started thinking what I wanted to do next...
Honestly, with the winter upon us making me going out even less... and the upcoming challenges associated with my business... I think that it would make more sense strategically to focus on the biz with the help of BASE... so that I may acquire the wealth and freedom to spend a playboy summer next summer with DMSI in 8 months from now...
Despite the temptation to give DMSI a shot ASAP... I feel that it would be more profitable to improve my environment before using it... BASE will be a tool to reach that goal...
So, for now, this is the plan... but who knows... we are still 2 months from the next crossroad in my subliminal program choice...
at the gym this afternoon, I have been greeted surprisingly with a lot of enthusiasm by my favorite girl. Not much to say. She hoover around me. we look at each other... she is so amazingly beautiful and sexy... but I'm not seeing a way to hook up with her without consequences... so it has to remain a fantasy... I suspect that she might feel the same way as I do... I'm pretty sure that I'll keep spending a lot of writing talking about this girl... She intrigue me but at the same time I'm indifferent whether or not something happen... A big suspense is if SM3 will help unblock this deadlock situation down the road...
With the DMSI new release and with my SM3 program having about 2 months left... I have started thinking what I wanted to do next...
Honestly, with the winter upon us making me going out even less... and the upcoming challenges associated with my business... I think that it would make more sense strategically to focus on the biz with the help of BASE... so that I may acquire the wealth and freedom to spend a playboy summer next summer with DMSI in 8 months from now...
Despite the temptation to give DMSI a shot ASAP... I feel that it would be more profitable to improve my environment before using it... BASE will be a tool to reach that goal...
So, for now, this is the plan... but who knows... we are still 2 months from the next crossroad in my subliminal program choice...
