Stage 4, day 22:
You know something that I do when I start a new stage? I read its description, take mental note of it and start looking for evidences during my days that this is effectively what is happening.. Stage 4 description is so vague that I have no precise idea to what to look for.
It says enhancing concepts from stage 2 and 3.
The only clear goal is: Introduces getting women to try to seduce you.
Am I doing that? Idk. I'm not sure.
Ok, lets see. I went to the gym. There was 6 women in the class. My 2 favorite black princesses were there. My favorite one was always around me. I had the impression to always stumble on her. For what it is worth, here are few random thoughts that come to my mind when I remember my interaction with her:
- I tell small innocent comments to her such as : Wow, you are in shape today. or you seem to be hot because you are all wet... and no matter what I throw at her, she is going to giggle as if I just the wittiest thing in the world... (IOI?)
- Again, when we run, she adjust her pace to run beside me...
- When we interact, the way that I feel about myself, the non-verbal that I project... The way we look at each other... There seems to be some mutual sexual tension between us...
If I ever have a fling with that girl, that wouldn't surprise me that she admit she has been into me for a long time and that she has been seduced by the way that I was looking at her...
Could I start be affected by DMSI TID even if I won't be using it before at least 2 more months?
You know something that I do when I start a new stage? I read its description, take mental note of it and start looking for evidences during my days that this is effectively what is happening.. Stage 4 description is so vague that I have no precise idea to what to look for.
It says enhancing concepts from stage 2 and 3.
The only clear goal is: Introduces getting women to try to seduce you.
Am I doing that? Idk. I'm not sure.
Ok, lets see. I went to the gym. There was 6 women in the class. My 2 favorite black princesses were there. My favorite one was always around me. I had the impression to always stumble on her. For what it is worth, here are few random thoughts that come to my mind when I remember my interaction with her:
- I tell small innocent comments to her such as : Wow, you are in shape today. or you seem to be hot because you are all wet... and no matter what I throw at her, she is going to giggle as if I just the wittiest thing in the world... (IOI?)
- Again, when we run, she adjust her pace to run beside me...
- When we interact, the way that I feel about myself, the non-verbal that I project... The way we look at each other... There seems to be some mutual sexual tension between us...
If I ever have a fling with that girl, that wouldn't surprise me that she admit she has been into me for a long time and that she has been seduced by the way that I was looking at her...
Could I start be affected by DMSI TID even if I won't be using it before at least 2 more months?
