Stage 2, day 18:
So far pretty much event less. I went to the gym this morning. Nothing special to report from that visit. I had sex with my gf at lunch time.
Both yesterday and today, it seems that my sexual skills to bring women to orgasm has increased. My sexual stamina did increase too. Put those 2 improvements together and it is by itself a sex magnet!
With the current number of partners that I have, despite the low frequency that I can have sex with each of them, the sum of opportunities that I get from all of them make me satisfied of my sex life for the first time in a very long time.
This feeling will certainly be communicated non-verbally and this and also the rest of SM3 program that I haven't gone through yet will certainly create even more abundance. That is going to be interesting to see that happening.
Yet even if I'm only at stage 2, I can say that the personal goal that I wanted to reach as stated in post 1 of this journal is met. That is getting enough sex so that it stops being a preoccupation so that I can focus on my business. Ok, I expect some volatitily... maybe I'm going to lose contact with some of my current partners (that is part of life). Life is a roller coaster with highs and downs... but it doesn't matter... I have touched the goal. I know that it is possible.. It is easy to get... and If I ever lost it... I know how to get it back... This is a huge boost in confidence in that area...
Having had so much sex in the last few days, I have no other choice than thinking about other things such as my biz... There is a trap that I need to be careful of... I have gotten myself in the sexless life because I did focus too much on my biz... I need to learn to put balance in my life... I expect it to not be too hard since my survival isn't at stake with the growing of my biz anymore...
So to conclude this entry, I'm just feeling perfect. Happy and fulfilled.
So far pretty much event less. I went to the gym this morning. Nothing special to report from that visit. I had sex with my gf at lunch time.
Both yesterday and today, it seems that my sexual skills to bring women to orgasm has increased. My sexual stamina did increase too. Put those 2 improvements together and it is by itself a sex magnet!
With the current number of partners that I have, despite the low frequency that I can have sex with each of them, the sum of opportunities that I get from all of them make me satisfied of my sex life for the first time in a very long time.
This feeling will certainly be communicated non-verbally and this and also the rest of SM3 program that I haven't gone through yet will certainly create even more abundance. That is going to be interesting to see that happening.
Yet even if I'm only at stage 2, I can say that the personal goal that I wanted to reach as stated in post 1 of this journal is met. That is getting enough sex so that it stops being a preoccupation so that I can focus on my business. Ok, I expect some volatitily... maybe I'm going to lose contact with some of my current partners (that is part of life). Life is a roller coaster with highs and downs... but it doesn't matter... I have touched the goal. I know that it is possible.. It is easy to get... and If I ever lost it... I know how to get it back... This is a huge boost in confidence in that area...
Having had so much sex in the last few days, I have no other choice than thinking about other things such as my biz... There is a trap that I need to be careful of... I have gotten myself in the sexless life because I did focus too much on my biz... I need to learn to put balance in my life... I expect it to not be too hard since my survival isn't at stake with the growing of my biz anymore...
So to conclude this entry, I'm just feeling perfect. Happy and fulfilled.
