Stage 1, Day 22
Quiet day today. I did skip the gym. I went doing my bicycle ride. I must have seen at least 2+ attractive women that I didn't talk to.
I know why. I have some sort of social programming that stops me talking to strangers for no good reason. Actually being attracted IS a good a reason but that one wasn't included in my years of social programming.
I would have expected that 'do what you want without worrying about the opinion of others' would have been taken care of by AM6 and I think that it has in most contexts. The only remaining blind spot is anything directly related to sex...
I definitely want to overcome this shit. Ideally, it would be nice if it was happening effortlessly with the help of the program but if required, I will use my raw willpower to destroy this limiting automatic behavior...
Only 10 days left to stage 1.... Still 10 more days to make SM3 Stage 1 very memorable...
Next, stage 2 adventure will start...
Quiet day today. I did skip the gym. I went doing my bicycle ride. I must have seen at least 2+ attractive women that I didn't talk to.
I know why. I have some sort of social programming that stops me talking to strangers for no good reason. Actually being attracted IS a good a reason but that one wasn't included in my years of social programming.
I would have expected that 'do what you want without worrying about the opinion of others' would have been taken care of by AM6 and I think that it has in most contexts. The only remaining blind spot is anything directly related to sex...
I definitely want to overcome this shit. Ideally, it would be nice if it was happening effortlessly with the help of the program but if required, I will use my raw willpower to destroy this limiting automatic behavior...
Only 10 days left to stage 1.... Still 10 more days to make SM3 Stage 1 very memorable...
Next, stage 2 adventure will start...
