06-16-2019, 12:05 AM
If nothing else, having used honesty with my gf by telling her about my plans to seriously become polyamorous did make her stop taking me for granted and did motivate her to please me. I think that we had sex something like 3 times in 3 days. 3 times used to be the monthly amount.
I went to the grocery. I feel like this is going to be an awesome playground at some point. I'm still working on becoming comfortable opening women in that environment. I just didn't try much this time but I made several few interesting observations.
1. I have no idea if it is the SM3 manifestation module but I did notice a lot more attractive women in the grocery. To say the least, it was noticeable enough to be distracting...
2. I am discovering a curiosity about meeting women that I didn't have before and I am not feeling any shame about it. What I mean by that is if I see cute woman in a grocery alley, in the past, I would have stayed focus to where I have to go. I did surprise myself to change my itinary in the grocery to pass by close to cute women out of curiosity and possibly create an adventure out of nothing by tipping chance a little bit.
3. I feel that I have already changed into some sort of sex magnet but it is just that I am not yet fully owning it. All I need to fully own it is a couple of external evidences to confirm my suspicion and I'm going to totally own my new sex magnet self-image.
To expand on the last point, I did spot 2 really sexy girls at the end of one alley. So I decided to borrow it to go at their encounter. As I was getting closer, they did seem really young (but in retrospect they were probably still legal. I cannot think of 2 teenage girls doing grocery by themselves) but the point is they were blocking the alley so as I was about to excuse myself to be able to pass by, the blue eyes big breasted blonde girl did told me hello as if she was expecting me to stay and talk with them.
I went to the grocery. I feel like this is going to be an awesome playground at some point. I'm still working on becoming comfortable opening women in that environment. I just didn't try much this time but I made several few interesting observations.
1. I have no idea if it is the SM3 manifestation module but I did notice a lot more attractive women in the grocery. To say the least, it was noticeable enough to be distracting...
2. I am discovering a curiosity about meeting women that I didn't have before and I am not feeling any shame about it. What I mean by that is if I see cute woman in a grocery alley, in the past, I would have stayed focus to where I have to go. I did surprise myself to change my itinary in the grocery to pass by close to cute women out of curiosity and possibly create an adventure out of nothing by tipping chance a little bit.
3. I feel that I have already changed into some sort of sex magnet but it is just that I am not yet fully owning it. All I need to fully own it is a couple of external evidences to confirm my suspicion and I'm going to totally own my new sex magnet self-image.
To expand on the last point, I did spot 2 really sexy girls at the end of one alley. So I decided to borrow it to go at their encounter. As I was getting closer, they did seem really young (but in retrospect they were probably still legal. I cannot think of 2 teenage girls doing grocery by themselves) but the point is they were blocking the alley so as I was about to excuse myself to be able to pass by, the blue eyes big breasted blonde girl did told me hello as if she was expecting me to stay and talk with them.
