08-24-2020, 08:04 AM
Cycle #6, day 1:
I made a small trip with family. I made a very particular observation during the trip. I exhibit a behavior that is against the current social norm and not only I am unafraid of what others may think, I do receive absolutely zero negative energy while others that do that same behavior, they are saying that they receive aggressive reaction in return from others.
The explanation must be a mix of my expectations and what DRS is doing for protecting me.
Last night, OF has been very naughty with me by mixing probably 2 of my biggest fears together. I have a homework to return to some professor that was late AND, I had to receive about a dozen of attractive women into my home office which is kinda messy because I never receive no one in it. I was feeling ashamed to let them see my working environment that isn't meant to be shared with no one and TBH, it is mess for that reason.
I did enjoy what OF and/or my subconscious mind were trying to communicate with me.
During my trip, my trading system did continue to run unsupervised and with its new slightly increased budget. It did lose some money. I have just discovered that a recent fix did in fact introduced a new problem as well. Regression is part of the game. Fortunetely, I did catch it this morning and this will stop the fund bleeding...
I made a small trip with family. I made a very particular observation during the trip. I exhibit a behavior that is against the current social norm and not only I am unafraid of what others may think, I do receive absolutely zero negative energy while others that do that same behavior, they are saying that they receive aggressive reaction in return from others.
The explanation must be a mix of my expectations and what DRS is doing for protecting me.
Last night, OF has been very naughty with me by mixing probably 2 of my biggest fears together. I have a homework to return to some professor that was late AND, I had to receive about a dozen of attractive women into my home office which is kinda messy because I never receive no one in it. I was feeling ashamed to let them see my working environment that isn't meant to be shared with no one and TBH, it is mess for that reason.
I did enjoy what OF and/or my subconscious mind were trying to communicate with me.
During my trip, my trading system did continue to run unsupervised and with its new slightly increased budget. It did lose some money. I have just discovered that a recent fix did in fact introduced a new problem as well. Regression is part of the game. Fortunetely, I did catch it this morning and this will stop the fund bleeding...