04-20-2016, 10:46 AM
(This post was last modified: 04-20-2016, 10:46 AM by dissonance.)
I've been feeling exhausted for the first 6 hours of the day for the past week. I only listen 8-10 hours, and during the day; I don't listen while asleep. I don't know if it is some other reason, or if it is resistance, or what it is. Is it because something I fear (applying for a job) is becoming an inevitable absolute necessity? I'm completely out of money and my mom stopped paying for almost everything. Is it resistance? Is it my subconscious making me super tired and making me avoid getting the job? In the past I've always subconsciously self-sabotaged or delayed my applications either by relapsing in games, porn, fapping, or fucking up my sleep schedule or something else. I've been staying on point in the past 1-2 weeks, not doing any of those, trying to get the best sleep I can, but I'm still feeling extremely tired during the day. Is it the subs? Even though I only listen 8-10 hours, and not even while I sleep? I don't know.
