X4a 1511 2nd run

[Darkness]

This restaurant is a dead end. They’re paid smile & charm the guest.
They’re keeping contact in order not to burn a money bridge. 
I’m saying this as a ex-server in both low end and high end restaurants.

I would cease looking for signs of any kind. It kills any social cool vibe you could be perceived to have. 

Find another place to engage socially, something with shared interests or activities, in order for X4A to shine.

[Diablojack00]

This restaurant is a dead end. They’re paid smile & charm the guest.
They’re keeping contact in order not to burn a money bridge. 
I’m saying this as a ex-server in both low end and high end restaurants.

I would cease looking for signs of any kind. It kills any social cool vibe you could be perceived to have. 

Find another place to engage socially, something with shared interests or activities, in order for X4A to shine.

Yeah, this true. I think a money bridge is all I am.

If I do go back I'm getting a different server.

[Qiel]

This restaurant is a dead end. They’re paid smile & charm the guest.
They’re keeping contact in order not to burn a money bridge. 
I’m saying this as a ex-server in both low end and high end restaurants.

I would cease looking for signs of any kind. It kills any social cool vibe you could be perceived to have. 

Find another place to engage socially, something with shared interests or activities, in order for X4A to shine.

Yeah, this true. I think a money bridge is all I am.

If I do go back I'm getting a different server.

Exactly, maybe time to move on and open a new page of story. Now you know you're just a money bridge to them, I think it's not worth the price.

[Diablojack00]

Yeah, this true. I think a money bridge is all I am.

If I do go back I'm getting a different server.

Exactly, maybe time to move on and open a new page of story. Now you know you're just a money bridge to them, I think it's not worth the price.

I agree. I have no issue with servers from other restaurants.

I suppose I just wanted to win the game of picking one of the servers up.

That's dead in the water now.

I need DMSI 6G 5.1 and I'll get it as soon as I can.

When I am not on a program and Im just having fun girls kinda just throw themselves at me.

It's not left and right or anything but I suppose I expected the girls to chase me.

My attorney called me earlier this evening and I have agreed to give my ex of 10 yrs the house. We split in 2018

She came back valentines day 2020 we slept together.

That ruined a relationship with a 21 yr old girl.

Long story short. Im so tired of being in and out of court and wasting my money. Im letting her have everything.

Im switching to Money Magnet 5.11G so I can start rebuilding my life.

Im having my attorney draw up papers for her to sign that she will not bother me, will have no contact after I sign the house over.

She my attorney said she thinks that's a good decision.

We'll see.

[Qiel]

Exactly, maybe time to move on and open a new page of story. Now you know you're just a money bridge to them, I think it's not worth the price.

I agree. I have no issue with servers from other restaurants.

I suppose I just wanted to win the game of picking one of the servers up.

That's dead in the water now.

I need DMSI 6G 5.1 and I'll get it as soon as I can.

When I am not on a program and Im just having fun girls kinda just throw themselves at me.

It's not left and right or anything but I suppose I expected the girls to chase me.

My attorney called me earlier this evening and I have agreed to give my ex of 10 yrs the house. We split in 2018

She came back valentines day 2020 we slept together.

That ruined a relationship with a 21 yr old girl.

Long story short. Im so tired of being in and out of court and wasting my money. Im letting her have everything.

Im switching to Money Magnet 5.11G so I can start rebuilding my life.

Im having my attorney draw up papers for her to sign that she will not bother me, will have no contact after I sign the house over.

She my attorney said she thinks that's a good decision.

We'll see.

1. I suppose I just wanted to win the game of picking one of the servers up.

2. When I am not on a program and Im just having fun girls kinda just throw themselves at me.

You already know the answer my man, expectation mess with the result, now imagine, without program and you're just living in the moment, not just girls, everybody will throw themselves at you because you have this unique 'I couldn't care less' vibe, now what if you tune that same mindset but with program, it'll be a fun blast.

But then I read about the financial issue, the pattern I learn is when a man have deep financial issue, he tend to run from his responsibility / problem either by using alcohol, drugs, or chasing girls. 

If financial is your current issue, well it's best to stabilize that part of your life first so when you run attraction subs, your mind is set and ready to go.

Hope the best man. Good luck.

[Diablojack00]

I agree. I have no issue with servers from other restaurants.

I suppose I just wanted to win the game of picking one of the servers up.

That's dead in the water now.

I need DMSI 6G 5.1 and I'll get it as soon as I can.

When I am not on a program and Im just having fun girls kinda just throw themselves at me.

It's not left and right or anything but I suppose I expected the girls to chase me.

My attorney called me earlier this evening and I have agreed to give my ex of 10 yrs the house. We split in 2018

She came back valentines day 2020 we slept together.

That ruined a relationship with a 21 yr old girl.

Long story short. Im so tired of being in and out of court and wasting my money. Im letting her have everything.

Im switching to Money Magnet 5.11G so I can start rebuilding my life.

Im having my attorney draw up papers for her to sign that she will not bother me, will have no contact after I sign the house over.

She my attorney said she thinks that's a good decision.

We'll see.

1. I suppose I just wanted to win the game of picking one of the servers up.

2. When I am not on a program and Im just having fun girls kinda just throw themselves at me.

You already know the answer my man, expectation mess with the result, now imagine, without program and you're just living in the moment, not just girls, everybody will throw themselves at you because you have this unique 'I couldn't care less' vibe, now what if you tune that same mindset but with program, it'll be a fun blast.

But then I read about the financial issue, the pattern I learn is when a man have deep financial issue, he tend to run from his responsibility / problem either by using alcohol, drugs, or chasing girls. 

If financial is your current issue, well it's best to stabilize that part of your life first so when you run attraction subs, your mind is set and ready to go.

Hope the best man. Good luck.

@Qiel

I agree brother. I was just bleeding money to court an an attorney that was not fixing anything.

I know how to fix things. I signed the attorney documents this morning and I just need Money Magnet to help build money back up.

DMSI 5.1 will come next.

[Diablojack00]

1. I suppose I just wanted to win the game of picking one of the servers up.

2. When I am not on a program and Im just having fun girls kinda just throw themselves at me.

You already know the answer my man, expectation mess with the result, now imagine, without program and you're just living in the moment, not just girls, everybody will throw themselves at you because you have this unique 'I couldn't care less' vibe, now what if you tune that same mindset but with program, it'll be a fun blast.

But then I read about the financial issue, the pattern I learn is when a man have deep financial issue, he tend to run from his responsibility / problem either by using alcohol, drugs, or chasing girls. 

If financial is your current issue, well it's best to stabilize that part of your life first so when you run attraction subs, your mind is set and ready to go.

Hope the best man. Good luck.

@Qiel

I agree brother. I was just bleeding money to court an an attorney that was not fixing anything.

I know how to fix things. I signed the attorney documents this morning and I just need Money Magnet to help build money back up.

DMSI 5.1 will come next.

@Shannon

Or anyone with experience in these kinda dreams  


I had a dream that this man in a black limo and black suit stopped and rolled down the window.

He literally said You think you want money but women is always the answer.

I asked why he replied money is easy. And he drove off.

Does this mean I need dmsi 3.5, 5.8?

[Frosted]

@Qiel

I agree brother. I was just bleeding money to court an an attorney that was not fixing anything.

I know how to fix things. I signed the attorney documents this morning and I just need Money Magnet to help build money back up.

DMSI 5.1 will come next.

@Shannon

Or anyone with experience in these kinda dreams  


I had a dream that this man in a black limo and black suit stopped and rolled down the window.

He literally said You think you want money but women is always the answer.

I asked why he replied money is easy. And he drove off.

Does this mean I need dmsi 3.5, 5.8?

Don't take the dream as a literal prophecy. It's vague mental noise from your subconscious that you can try to interpret if you're good at that kind of thing. Otherwise you're just going to end up misguiding yourself. The dream could be interpreted any number of ways.

[Sir Ovaltine Jenkins III]

@Shannon

Or anyone with experience in these kinda dreams  


I had a dream that this man in a black limo and black suit stopped and rolled down the window.

He literally said You think you want money but women is always the answer.

I asked why he replied money is easy. And he drove off.

Does this mean I need dmsi 3.5, 5.8?
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Dreams tend to represent things WITHIN ourselves (or the inner world) that we need to address or understand that usually have little relevance to the outside world. That isn’t to say a dream that relates to the physical world never happens, but usually a dream is using something symbolic to try to tell you something about yourself. 
For instance a husband or wife in a dream is usually not representative of your physical spouse, it’s an aspect of your psyche trying to tell you something about your inner world.
 Dreams speak symbolically and no one other than you can really interpret it in a way that’s meaningful/correct for what your inner self is trying to say. 
The following exercise can help with this. 

Step 1: enter a nice deep relaxed state either through meditation, breathwork etc. whatever works for you.  Grab a pen and paper or phone or tablet, computer etc and open to a notes app of some sort

Step 2: re-enter the dream: close your eyes and bring the dream into your imagination adding as much sensory detail as you can. If you have a problem with this no worries just try your best to invite the dream in.

Step 3: after entering the dream in a sufficient way and allowing it a bit of time to stabilize, either begin a conversation with this dream character or even better become this man in the limo.  See the dream through his eyes. 

Step 4: open your eyes slightly (maintaining your relaxed state) and begin to write down what he’s saying to you. This is a type of automatic writing so do your best not to censor what is coming up. Just write it down until he’s finished with what he has to tell you, even if you think it has nothing to do with what you want or are expecting to hear. 

After you’re finished, and as long as you didn’t try to censor or guide what was said you should have an answer to what the dream was actually trying to tell you. I’ve done this with my own dreams and have had some pretty incredible revelations occur so I know it works. 

Anyway I hope this helps.  I’m excited to see what comes up for you!

[Diablojack00]

@Shannon

Or anyone with experience in these kinda dreams  


I had a dream that this man in a black limo and black suit stopped and rolled down the window.

He literally said You think you want money but women is always the answer.

I asked why he replied money is easy. And he drove off.

Does this mean I need dmsi 3.5, 5.8?

Dreams tend to represent things WITHIN ourselves (or the inner world) that we need to address or understand that usually have little relevance to the outside world. That isn’t to say a dream that relates to the physical world never happens, but usually a dream is using something symbolic to try to tell you something about yourself. 
For instance a husband or wife in a dream is usually not representative of your physical spouse, it’s an aspect of your psyche trying to tell you something about your inner world.
 Dreams speak symbolically and no one other than you can really interpret it in a way that’s meaningful/correct for what your inner self is trying to say. 
The following exercise can help with this. 

Step 1: enter a nice deep relaxed state either through meditation, breathwork etc. whatever works for you.  Grab a pen and paper or phone or tablet, computer etc and open to a notes app of some sort

Step 2: re-enter the dream: close your eyes and bring the dream into your imagination adding as much sensory detail as you can. If you have a problem with this no worries just try your best to invite the dream in.

Step 3: after entering the dream in a sufficient way and allowing it a bit of time to stabilize, either begin a conversation with this dream character or even better become this man in the limo.  See the dream through his eyes. 

Step 4: open your eyes slightly (maintaining your relaxed state) and begin to write down what he’s saying to you. This is a type of automatic writing so do your best not to censor what is coming up. Just write it down until he’s finished with what he has to tell you, even if you think it has nothing to do with what you want or are expecting to hear. 

After you’re finished, and as long as you didn’t try to censor or guide what was said you should have an answer to what the dream was actually trying to tell you. I’ve done this with my own dreams and have had some pretty incredible revelations occur so I know it works. 

Anyway I hope this helps.  I’m excited to see what comes up for you!
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Thanks for the suggestion 

So with DMSI 3.5 version 5.8 do I listen to it thru phone speakers within arms length?

With 5.11G I just placed my phone on the furthest side of my other pillow while in bed so when I fell asleep I knew Id still hear it.

[Shannon]

Exactly, maybe time to move on and open a new page of story. Now you know you're just a money bridge to them, I think it's not worth the price.

I agree. I have no issue with servers from other restaurants.

I suppose I just wanted to win the game of picking one of the servers up.

That's dead in the water now.

I need DMSI 6G 5.1 and I'll get it as soon as I can.

When I am not on a program and Im just having fun girls kinda just throw themselves at me.

It's not left and right or anything but I suppose I expected the girls to chase me.

My attorney called me earlier this evening and I have agreed to give my ex of 10 yrs the house. We split in 2018

She came back valentines day 2020 we slept together.

That ruined a relationship with a 21 yr old girl.

Long story short. Im so tired of being in and out of court and wasting my money. Im letting her have everything.

Im switching to Money Magnet 5.11G so I can start rebuilding my life.

Im having my attorney draw up papers for her to sign that she will not bother me, will have no contact after I sign the house over.

She my attorney said she thinks that's a good decision.

We'll see.

Wait... you are getting a divorce, and you hired a female divorce lawyer?  Wouldn't you think that a male divroce lawyer would more likely to have your back?  I hope you got a good one, because I know some female divorce lawyers are good for their male clients, but some are not.

[Shannon]

@Qiel

I agree brother. I was just bleeding money to court an an attorney that was not fixing anything.

I know how to fix things. I signed the attorney documents this morning and I just need Money Magnet to help build money back up.

DMSI 5.1 will come next.

@Shannon

Or anyone with experience in these kinda dreams  


I had a dream that this man in a black limo and black suit stopped and rolled down the window.

He literally said You think you want money but women is always the answer.

I asked why he replied money is easy. And he drove off.

Does this mean I need dmsi 3.5, 5.8?

That dream suggests that some part of you wants you to believe that "money is easy"  , so chase women.  Meanwhile, youre claiming you're beeding money... because of a woman.  I am here to tell you... women destroy wealth.  Chasing them before (or after) you're wealthy will drain your finances.  You don't "need" DMSI, whatever version.  You want to chase women, though.  

I suggest you find within yourself you would rather chase women than money.  Money may be easy, but until you have it, chasing women isn't the best choice.

What is it you want from women?  Sex? Companionship?  Mommy?  I'm not teasing or being sarcastic.  A lot of guys grow up subconsciously looking for a woman who will replace mommy, and they tend to get into cycles of abuse from women as a result.  The woman shows up, they get involved, and then she cheats and leaves, because she can't respect a little boy in a man's body.

Whatever the case is for you, figure out WHY you want to pursue women instead of money.  The deep, core reason.  Then work on that.  You shouldn't be obsessing about women.  That points to something needing growth and or resolution within you.

And as someone who has landed servers before, I can tell you that landing servers for sex, and even more for a relationship, is advanced stuff.  You have to have mastered yourself and be largely self actualized as a man before you can succeed with that type of seduction.  Plus, you have to be very selective.

[Diablojack00]

@Shannon

Or anyone with experience in these kinda dreams  


I had a dream that this man in a black limo and black suit stopped and rolled down the window.

He literally said You think you want money but women is always the answer.

I asked why he replied money is easy. And he drove off.

Does this mean I need dmsi 3.5, 5.8?

That dream suggests that some part of you wants you to believe that "money is easy"  , so chase women.  Meanwhile, youre claiming you're beeding money... because of a woman.  I am here to tell you... women destroy wealth.  Chasing them before (or after) you're wealthy will drain your finances.  You don't "need" DMSI, whatever version.  You want to chase women, though.  

I suggest you find within yourself you would rather chase women than money.  Money may be easy, but until you have it, chasing women isn't the best choice.

What is it you want from women?  Sex? Companionship?  Mommy?  I'm not teasing or being sarcastic.  A lot of guys grow up subconsciously looking for a woman who will replace mommy, and they tend to get into cycles of abuse from women as a result.  The woman shows up, they get involved, and then she cheats and leaves, because she can't respect a little boy in a man's body.

Whatever the case is for you, figure out WHY you want to pursue women instead of money.  The deep, core reason.  Then work on that.  You shouldn't be obsessing about women.  That points to something needing growth and or resolution within you.

And as someone who has landed servers before, I can tell you that landing servers for sex, and even more for a relationship, is advanced stuff.  You have to have mastered yourself and be largely self actualized as a man before you can succeed with that type of seduction.  Plus, you have to be very selective.

Yeah, I agree with what you're saying and I've been heavily thinkin on this.

I was hell bent on the girls because it made my ex pissed.

Im gonna just run Money magnet just to help shift my focus from women or sex with women.

I need to get my gym reopened and all that so once Im stable I'll just buy DMSI in the newest version perhaps.

I've forgotten the most important thing and that's come from a place of joy.

I've faked joy for 4 yrs. 

Now that my ex has the house I will enjoy my little apartment and fix my life.

Thanks fotmr the advice 
@Shannon

[Diablojack00]

That dream suggests that some part of you wants you to believe that "money is easy"  , so chase women.  Meanwhile, youre claiming you're beeding money... because of a woman.  I am here to tell you... women destroy wealth.  Chasing them before (or after) you're wealthy will drain your finances.  You don't "need" DMSI, whatever version.  You want to chase women, though.  

I suggest you find within yourself you would rather chase women than money.  Money may be easy, but until you have it, chasing women isn't the best choice.

What is it you want from women?  Sex? Companionship?  Mommy?  I'm not teasing or being sarcastic.  A lot of guys grow up subconsciously looking for a woman who will replace mommy, and they tend to get into cycles of abuse from women as a result.  The woman shows up, they get involved, and then she cheats and leaves, because she can't respect a little boy in a man's body.

Whatever the case is for you, figure out WHY you want to pursue women instead of money.  The deep, core reason.  Then work on that.  You shouldn't be obsessing about women.  That points to something needing growth and or resolution within you.

And as someone who has landed servers before, I can tell you that landing servers for sex, and even more for a relationship, is advanced stuff.  You have to have mastered yourself and be largely self actualized as a man before you can succeed with that type of seduction.  Plus, you have to be very selective.

Yeah, I agree with what you're saying and I've been heavily thinkin on this.

I was hell bent on the girls because it made my ex pissed.

Im gonna just run Money magnet just to help shift my focus from women or sex with women.

I need to get my gym reopened and all that so once Im stable I'll just buy DMSI in the newest version perhaps.

I've forgotten the most important thing and that's come from a place of joy.

I've faked joy for 4 yrs. 

Now that my ex has the house I will enjoy my little apartment and fix my life.

Thanks fotmr the advice 
@Shannon

So between 5.11G is it 2 weeks break between titles?