X4a 1511 2nd run

[Shannon]

I'm confused.  What trip?

You seem to be making plans for weeks in advance, if I ama reading this right... you can't do that and have it work.  When I ask a woman out, I'm trying to get that date to be as close to NOW as possible.  Otherwise she loses interests, gets distracted, or someone else steps in. 

If that's what you're doing, ask yourself... why?

I agree. This girl stood at my table and talks to me even when she isn't my server. 

We were talking Dollywood and I asked if she wanted to go to Christmas in the Smokies. 

I didn’t think that through. 

So now she said she has a boyfriend. She wasn't my server Sunday but she did say Hi and waved as I said before and she said have a good day when I got up to put my jacket on.

So what I wanna do is just be my natural X4A-1511 self until she or the other girl comes back around.

I'd love your advice as well.

My advice is going to be twofold.  First, it seems your biggest issue is that you don't know what to do with female interest.  You need to learn how to deal with that.  I can't teach you that.

Second, I suggest that you may be giving off vibes of desperation, which either turns them off or scares them off.  You need to solve that too.  Without knowing enough to be able to know fore sure what is what, the only thing I can suggest is to stop caring about women.  Women are always after the men who don't care or don't want them, because they don't show desperation.  But you can't "stop caring to get women", because then you're really just masking your desire to pretend, which they smell a mile away and respond badly to.

Beyond that I don't know enough of what's going on to really help.

[Diablojack00]

I agree. This girl stood at my table and talks to me even when she isn't my server. 

We were talking Dollywood and I asked if she wanted to go to Christmas in the Smokies. 

I didn’t think that through. 

So now she said she has a boyfriend. She wasn't my server Sunday but she did say Hi and waved as I said before and she said have a good day when I got up to put my jacket on.

So what I wanna do is just be my natural X4A-1511 self until she or the other girl comes back around.

I'd love your advice as well.

My advice is going to be twofold.  First, it seems your biggest issue is that you don't know what to do with female interest.  You need to learn how to deal with that.  I can't teach you that.

Second, I suggest that you may be giving off vibes of desperation, which either turns them off or scares them off.  You need to solve that too.  Without knowing enough to be able to know fore sure what is what, the only thing I can suggest is to stop caring about women.  Women are always after the men who don't care or don't want them, because they don't show desperation.  But you can't "stop caring to get women", because then you're really just masking your desire to pretend, which they smell a mile away and respond badly to.

Beyond that I don't know enough of what's going on to really help.

Fair enough. I can only say that I don't have situations like this when Im not on X4A-1511.

I don't feel desperation. 

I feel like I'm executing with other women and a lot of younger girls. 

Maybe I'm fighting the program but it's definitely not intentional. 

It's pretty much like When Im on X4A-1511 I'm too busy analyzing how the program effects the girls or Trying to be my own observing ego watching what happens.

I didn't experience that on OSC 6G

My female friends also got in my head and they tried to shame me for wanting 22 yr old girls and me being 44.

The female friends are my age.

I cut the friends off for now and I came here to get clear on things.

[Diablojack00]

My advice is going to be twofold.  First, it seems your biggest issue is that you don't know what to do with female interest.  You need to learn how to deal with that.  I can't teach you that.

Second, I suggest that you may be giving off vibes of desperation, which either turns them off or scares them off.  You need to solve that too.  Without knowing enough to be able to know fore sure what is what, the only thing I can suggest is to stop caring about women.  Women are always after the men who don't care or don't want them, because they don't show desperation.  But you can't "stop caring to get women", because then you're really just masking your desire to pretend, which they smell a mile away and respond badly to.

Beyond that I don't know enough of what's going on to really help.

Fair enough. I can only say that I don't have situations like this when Im not on X4A-1511.

I don't feel desperation. 

I feel like I'm executing with other women and a lot of younger girls. 

Maybe I'm fighting the program but it's definitely not intentional. 

It's pretty much like When Im on X4A-1511 I'm too busy analyzing how the program effects the girls or Trying to be my own observing ego watching what happens.

I didn't experience that on OSC 6G

My female friends also got in my head and they tried to shame me for wanting 22 yr old girls and me being 44.

The female friends are my age.

I cut the friends off for now and I came here to get clear on things.

Alright things seemed one way but they are apparently another way.

I saw one of the girls and she was happy to see me. She was my server as always and she told me she and the other girl wanted to do something with me.

She wrote her number on paper and said text me so I have your number.

She showed me a full back pic. I could tell she was topless but no side book or anything.

She kept saying I was very sweet or so sweet after almost everything I said. 

So she hugged me before I left the restaurant and I didn't wanna squeeze her back so I gently put my hand on her face and pulled her in kinda snug.

A few hrs later I text her and she replie Hi! 

And today we're figuring out the logistics of a coffee date. I told her I know a place and named it and she said 

We'll have to pick a day and all of us go

I just said sounds good. Let me know when you and other girl can do it.

I don't really care about text game. I do okay and I use text to set up hangouts.

Im best in person so I work with that.

Also, I am of the school of thought that an orgasm a day keeps the Doctor away.

I did tantric stuff for sexual stamina. 

On this second run of X4A-1511 I have only released maybe 3 times.

I know I  need to save the energy but I am concerned about sexual stamina now because I'm finding Im way to sensitive now.

When I get with a girl I may not perform so well.

So how do I fix that?

X4A-1511 makes sex more enjoyable for her too but I need to know how to keep being able to have my stamina without ejaculation.

This is an absolute powerful program and these servers one is 21 other 19