02-27-2011, 09:40 AM
I feel like I'm back on Women Magnet - self-depreciating humour; a real zest to socializing; making a lot of people laugh. I have such firm belief in my confidence that I can pull of making jokes that express my incompetence in certain situations - if it weren't for my confidence it would come across as insecurity but because of the confidence it comes across as the exact opposite: security! I suppose you'd have to see it to know what I mean, I can't really convey it on here.
I've noticed for a while now that people are mimicking me or taking inspiration from me. It's flattering and evidence they see me as a likable-leader. I don't lead by intimidation, In fact I don't lead in any conscious sort of way at all. I don't have much interest in it; I'm my own person and follow my own rules. I don't ask - or expect - anyone else to march to my beat but I'm seeing people doing so more and more of their own accord. Whether it be taking up hobbies I do, altering their lifestyle to match my own, striving to cultivate their personality to one similar to my own. I've been the catalyst that has driven several friends to self-improvement and it's really pleasing to see. I've met men twice my elder that look up to me, and it just confirms to me all the effort I put into improving myself was worth it (in truth I can't not strive to better my self - it's a very dominant personality trait of mine. It's useful for me to keep a journal and document these improvements as I'm always coming from the perspective of 'onwards and upwards'; I rarely take the perspective of looking back and seeing how far I've come.) It's also a testament to how well these subliminals can work and affect your life.
A very new change I mentioned in my last post is definitely continuing to come about and show itself. I'm much more comfortable expressing my desire and interest. I feel a belief change that making a direct advance on a girl is OK, and not something to be ashamed of or apologetic about. This may sound a bit Neanderthal but I don't mean it like that, but 'direct' I simply mean when I'm receiving interest from a girl I can express interest back. I've become conscious of this belief change which feel's like I'm been put in the driving seat and can now consciously choose to express interest. At this point I'm now pretty convinced this is something Shannon managed to squeeze into the set.
I'm still listening to the sub at the lowered volume.
I've noticed for a while now that people are mimicking me or taking inspiration from me. It's flattering and evidence they see me as a likable-leader. I don't lead by intimidation, In fact I don't lead in any conscious sort of way at all. I don't have much interest in it; I'm my own person and follow my own rules. I don't ask - or expect - anyone else to march to my beat but I'm seeing people doing so more and more of their own accord. Whether it be taking up hobbies I do, altering their lifestyle to match my own, striving to cultivate their personality to one similar to my own. I've been the catalyst that has driven several friends to self-improvement and it's really pleasing to see. I've met men twice my elder that look up to me, and it just confirms to me all the effort I put into improving myself was worth it (in truth I can't not strive to better my self - it's a very dominant personality trait of mine. It's useful for me to keep a journal and document these improvements as I'm always coming from the perspective of 'onwards and upwards'; I rarely take the perspective of looking back and seeing how far I've come.) It's also a testament to how well these subliminals can work and affect your life.
A very new change I mentioned in my last post is definitely continuing to come about and show itself. I'm much more comfortable expressing my desire and interest. I feel a belief change that making a direct advance on a girl is OK, and not something to be ashamed of or apologetic about. This may sound a bit Neanderthal but I don't mean it like that, but 'direct' I simply mean when I'm receiving interest from a girl I can express interest back. I've become conscious of this belief change which feel's like I'm been put in the driving seat and can now consciously choose to express interest. At this point I'm now pretty convinced this is something Shannon managed to squeeze into the set.
I'm still listening to the sub at the lowered volume.
“To be normal is the ideal aim of the unsuccessful.” - Carl Jung
