Welp, I kind of goofed to start with, but maybe not so bad?

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I'd recommend deciding which one is the most important and committing to that one.

 

Yeah, like I said I am committing to the Emotional Healing one and only that one for the proper amount of time.

One thought is that it's possible some of the chronic pain is connected to emotional issues, trauma and such.

I totally thought of that. Dr. Sarno has some kind of logic like that in his book about healing back pain and it really works. He has treated I think thousands of patients successfully. I think Howard Stern cured his lifelong back problems just by reading his book, actually.

But also i'd recommend to be seeing someone professionally about this at the same time, because what you've mentioned i'd say would be a pretty traumatic thing and it might bring stuff up for you.

Can't see myself ever going to therapy, so I hope that's not the case.