09-03-2019, 03:35 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-03-2019, 07:01 PM by Have at ye.)
I think I actually did 4 days of 4 loops this time around (simply felt like doing one day more, so I did), currently on my third day of 0 loops, gonna get back to looping the loops tonight.
Hot Lacanian action was nice. Next round next week.
On another note, I feel like I'm pretty close to getting rid of most, if not all, debilitating/negative effects of outside "energetic/psychic" attack/undue influence - or at the very least the backlash I got from attempts at becoming fabulous (so DMSIng - it would appear that shit hit the proverbial fan sometime around ver. 2.4, as far as I can tell). Interesting trivia fact: if it feels like it's coming from your feet on up, it's probably outside influence.
It would also appear that my ex has decided to give up and is no longer bugging me through social media and such. Fucking finally.
Also, as I was working on a trashlation at the library today, I got this insight (based off the article that I was translating, among other things) that, as I suspected, there's this entire Potato (and by Potato, I mean Polish) paradigm that's being shoved down everyone's throats around here from early childhood on through public schooling, media, etc., and it's a rather shitty paradigm as it glorifies suffering and "being done injustice to" and actually taking pride in being treated like shit by all and sundry (a. k. a. the Polish High-Romantic paradigm, a. k. a. "the Polish complex". It's served its purpose back in the XVIII and XIX centuries to maintain national identity of some sort absent a state, but enough already
). Nowadays it's also being conflated with "patriotism" and "traditional family values" (a. k. a. your unresolved Oedipus complex) for political reasons. Couple this with the imported Randian "liberal" Capitalist Darwinism (coining this!) paradigm which made itself known sometime in the 90s (so my early childhood), and mixed with the "lifestyle coaching and self-development" paradigm that's all over the place right now due to the wonders of the Interwebz, this has resulted in a poo-bomb of ideology (to borrow Zizek's pet term) of epic proportions.
It's all very, very stupid.
And yet it's there, and it runs pretty deep. No more though, gonna get rid of it pronto!
Hot Lacanian action was nice. Next round next week.
On another note, I feel like I'm pretty close to getting rid of most, if not all, debilitating/negative effects of outside "energetic/psychic" attack/undue influence - or at the very least the backlash I got from attempts at becoming fabulous (so DMSIng - it would appear that shit hit the proverbial fan sometime around ver. 2.4, as far as I can tell). Interesting trivia fact: if it feels like it's coming from your feet on up, it's probably outside influence.
It would also appear that my ex has decided to give up and is no longer bugging me through social media and such. Fucking finally.
Also, as I was working on a trashlation at the library today, I got this insight (based off the article that I was translating, among other things) that, as I suspected, there's this entire Potato (and by Potato, I mean Polish) paradigm that's being shoved down everyone's throats around here from early childhood on through public schooling, media, etc., and it's a rather shitty paradigm as it glorifies suffering and "being done injustice to" and actually taking pride in being treated like shit by all and sundry (a. k. a. the Polish High-Romantic paradigm, a. k. a. "the Polish complex". It's served its purpose back in the XVIII and XIX centuries to maintain national identity of some sort absent a state, but enough already
). Nowadays it's also being conflated with "patriotism" and "traditional family values" (a. k. a. your unresolved Oedipus complex) for political reasons. Couple this with the imported Randian "liberal" Capitalist Darwinism (coining this!) paradigm which made itself known sometime in the 90s (so my early childhood), and mixed with the "lifestyle coaching and self-development" paradigm that's all over the place right now due to the wonders of the Interwebz, this has resulted in a poo-bomb of ideology (to borrow Zizek's pet term) of epic proportions.It's all very, very stupid.
And yet it's there, and it runs pretty deep. No more though, gonna get rid of it pronto!
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
