08-30-2019, 11:44 AM
(This post was last modified: 08-30-2019, 11:46 AM by Have at ye.)
Oh, some more stuff regarding UMSing:
IIRC, last week, as I was at the library working on my trashlations, I had this rather... eerie moment in which I experienced a kinda painful, heavy, dark sensations right smack in the middle of my chest (I think that's the lower heart chakra directly), kinda felt as if I were having a heart attack or something, and a sense of some sort of disassociation from that feeling, and it passed after a couple of minutes, but left me feeling wonky. I think it was some major, major fear getting removed? It was during one of my break days.
Also, as I was listening to my loops yesternight (I lowered the volume to what foobar says is -10dB, but it's still pretty loud. The 0dB volume felt a little bit too aggressive for me) I started experiencing wonky physical sensations of a sort I've not yet had on UMS, like, f. in. a sensation of some sort of energy traveling through my spine from the bottom on up, and stopping at the base of the skull (it was a pretty pleasant sensation). Incidentally, it also seems to have... made me stand a little bit straighter with less effort required to maintain such posture today, lol.
EDIT
I won't lie, these past two months with UMS were rather... rough, and not exactly pleasant in many respects. But I do feel like I'm on the upswing now. Feels like 3 months on this bad boy should be able to tackle most stuff that requires healing and clearing if used properly. I'm finishing month 2.
IIRC, last week, as I was at the library working on my trashlations, I had this rather... eerie moment in which I experienced a kinda painful, heavy, dark sensations right smack in the middle of my chest (I think that's the lower heart chakra directly), kinda felt as if I were having a heart attack or something, and a sense of some sort of disassociation from that feeling, and it passed after a couple of minutes, but left me feeling wonky. I think it was some major, major fear getting removed? It was during one of my break days.
Also, as I was listening to my loops yesternight (I lowered the volume to what foobar says is -10dB, but it's still pretty loud. The 0dB volume felt a little bit too aggressive for me) I started experiencing wonky physical sensations of a sort I've not yet had on UMS, like, f. in. a sensation of some sort of energy traveling through my spine from the bottom on up, and stopping at the base of the skull (it was a pretty pleasant sensation). Incidentally, it also seems to have... made me stand a little bit straighter with less effort required to maintain such posture today, lol.
EDIT
I won't lie, these past two months with UMS were rather... rough, and not exactly pleasant in many respects. But I do feel like I'm on the upswing now. Feels like 3 months on this bad boy should be able to tackle most stuff that requires healing and clearing if used properly. I'm finishing month 2.
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