07-26-2019, 12:51 PM
Feeling pretty well. I think it's my second day off, next session of UMSing is due next Thursday.
Something's going on under the hood, though. Funnily enough, my musical playlist now consists mainly of: that sweet Polish sunshine and love song, haha, as well as not-quite-so-angry-but-still derp metalz by, of course, the Dark Tranquillity guys: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jcJfCZQJuHk
The lyrics are resonating with me right now.... very much. They're in the songs description on youtube if anybody's interested, and they're extremely good (I really sometimes wonder about DT's singer/lyricist guy...
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They also remind me of one thing William Blake wrote: "When one desires but acts not, one breeds pestilence". This also reminds me of something that creepy uncle Lacan wrote in "Directing therapy" from Ecrits, which is kinda complex, but I'll copy that paragraph next time I'm at the library and post it here. It's pretty much about how one actually and truly can only know themselves through analyzing their desires (Lacan used the term desire pretty much as a substitute for Freud's "drives"; he delineated "drives" as "unconscious desires" pretty much; take care not to confuse "desires" with "wishes", though), and then following up on them, and then analyzing again, and then seeing the next desire in line, and then following up on it, and then, etc., until and as such (at least that's how I remember it, I'll have to re-check).
Something's going on under the hood, though. Funnily enough, my musical playlist now consists mainly of: that sweet Polish sunshine and love song, haha, as well as not-quite-so-angry-but-still derp metalz by, of course, the Dark Tranquillity guys: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jcJfCZQJuHk
The lyrics are resonating with me right now.... very much. They're in the songs description on youtube if anybody's interested, and they're extremely good (I really sometimes wonder about DT's singer/lyricist guy...
)They also remind me of one thing William Blake wrote: "When one desires but acts not, one breeds pestilence". This also reminds me of something that creepy uncle Lacan wrote in "Directing therapy" from Ecrits, which is kinda complex, but I'll copy that paragraph next time I'm at the library and post it here. It's pretty much about how one actually and truly can only know themselves through analyzing their desires (Lacan used the term desire pretty much as a substitute for Freud's "drives"; he delineated "drives" as "unconscious desires" pretty much; take care not to confuse "desires" with "wishes", though), and then following up on them, and then analyzing again, and then seeing the next desire in line, and then following up on it, and then, etc., until and as such (at least that's how I remember it, I'll have to re-check).
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
