07-20-2019, 03:26 AM
So I ran two loops yesterday. It felt pretty good, but had two side-effects: I was somewhat over-energized for about an hour after (like the energizer bunny, lol), and then I got very, very sleepy.
Today in the early morning, though, I have noticed that these dark, heavy sensations I've been getting primarily on the right foot - liver - heart line (I do get experience them in other spots on my body, too, but they're usually not that heavy and as prolonged) are starting to - I don't know what, exactly.
What it felt like was like the spots where the heavy sensations would occur the most became kinda - numbed? Cauterized? But in a pleasant way. I've not felt that on these subs prior to UMS. So hopefully this means that the, let's call it, "crystallized negativity" which took hold there (with most of it getting attached due to fears of some sort) is now getting dissolved, hard and fast. I could feel the "cauterization" in the right foot/leg the most, heart and liver still could use some work, but I guess you gotta start with the deepest stuff first.
On another note, I went to a friend's birthday party yesternight, and had a good opportunity to test out the auric shielding in the field, so to speak (because the party featured, among other, cool people, my ex and this girl I dated for a bit but didn't pursue further as she started gaming from the get go - a common side effect of DMSI 3.2, usually stemming from feelings of jealousy, I believe - so fem-drama, lol, as well as an assortment of boyos whose Oedipal inclinations became triggered due to the above, lol - another common side effect I noticed on DMSI 3.2).
The auric shield works extremely well.
I also noticed an increase in attention, and actual seduction attempts (subtle but overt, so to speak) from various females, as well as having at least three get very huggy and touchy-feely with me, publicly.
I also have some more thoughts and musings regarding UMSing directly, but I'll write 'em up in another post.
Today in the early morning, though, I have noticed that these dark, heavy sensations I've been getting primarily on the right foot - liver - heart line (I do get experience them in other spots on my body, too, but they're usually not that heavy and as prolonged) are starting to - I don't know what, exactly.
What it felt like was like the spots where the heavy sensations would occur the most became kinda - numbed? Cauterized? But in a pleasant way. I've not felt that on these subs prior to UMS. So hopefully this means that the, let's call it, "crystallized negativity" which took hold there (with most of it getting attached due to fears of some sort) is now getting dissolved, hard and fast. I could feel the "cauterization" in the right foot/leg the most, heart and liver still could use some work, but I guess you gotta start with the deepest stuff first.
On another note, I went to a friend's birthday party yesternight, and had a good opportunity to test out the auric shielding in the field, so to speak (because the party featured, among other, cool people, my ex and this girl I dated for a bit but didn't pursue further as she started gaming from the get go - a common side effect of DMSI 3.2, usually stemming from feelings of jealousy, I believe - so fem-drama, lol, as well as an assortment of boyos whose Oedipal inclinations became triggered due to the above, lol - another common side effect I noticed on DMSI 3.2).
The auric shield works extremely well.
I also noticed an increase in attention, and actual seduction attempts (subtle but overt, so to speak) from various females, as well as having at least three get very huggy and touchy-feely with me, publicly.
I also have some more thoughts and musings regarding UMSing directly, but I'll write 'em up in another post.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
