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[User_000]

Today the fear that leads me to making assumptions seems to be weaker, before I was in my mind like "something is happening with my ear, I'm getting deaf" and today it was "I'm not getting deaf" and that's all, no reply or something of the sort, also noticed one phase of the ear's symptoms is getting the feel of hearing less or going deaf but after some time it's restored, it had happened with my right ear two times and now it's happening with the left ear, the only difference is I'm caring much less than last times, before my mind was thinking the worst and my hearing got worse but now it's like I don't care, of course I still feel my hearing is less than usual but is not getting worse, maybe I'm getting to the bottom of fear and this sh*t can finally end because it has lasted too long and I'm getting tired of dealing with it, in fact I'm already tired, that's why I don't give a damn.