In the end I didn't leave OF, I have discovered new things though, what I fear most as a kid was the verbal abuse from my grandfather always snapping at me for whatever stupid reason, now the old man is unable to do a thing but the fear remained and my ear is still mad, curiously the right ear is the one that perceives voices better and guess what, tinnitus is not longer the main issue, I noticed a few days ago my hearing is getting worse on the right ear and I'm unable to sleep properly when using the subliminal at that time, if it's not my mind feeling depressed or with fear it's a muscle cramp on my foot (that doesn't happen in days off), now I'm very pissed off with all the people who bad mouthed me, but seeing the old man condition makes me think he's suffering enough already.
I hope UH can help with my ear getting worse in case it gets even worse.
I hope UH can help with my ear getting worse in case it gets even worse.
